OP speaks in 3rd person

something happened so threa a possibility that i go unactive dw i’ll be ok

shout out to sonic adventure 2 ost

feeling better now

dont ask i really dontwant to properly talk about it im only willing to talk about it with hamster. Hes one of the few i’d trust with this

sorrysorryosrry i was getying betteri mean it was really getting better i ahvent relapsed but thats cause im to fucking high on anxiety to look for my blade sorryosrryosrryosyrosry im fuckign im a fuckin mess holy shit i was gegging betger likd it wssnt even that inentional it just was and i was getting better but nos im like wow im a fucking pieve kr work fuckfuck

wait we might not b cooked cause she might not be follwojg me yayayayayayayayayYyYaya FUCK

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckcuckkillingmyself rn!!!’nnnnn omim gonna fuckign DIE

fffuck i feel sick. Does she follow me here oris it just my main i forgot fuckfuckfuk

shefucking hate mes i knowit she hates me “i dont agree with yiu strance” i bet you want me dead now. I bet you hate me and think im invalid and want me dead and you hate me hate me hate me bage me fuck fuck fuck “its nothing against you” it really is it really is i feel unsafe now fuck fuckf uck fuckfuckfuck icsnt i cant hurt myselfnononononono im ok im totally fine it sjust that my new buddy probably hates me now you say “goodnjght !” With an exclaimation mark but i bet you hate me i bet yoh want me dead “i dont think its possibel” you dont think im valid. You dont think im valid. Youre just like my FUCKING BROTHER

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now that shes no linger composing opn her pc now she feels unproductive. why.