HAPPY

バレンタインの調査をさせていただいた雑貨屋シモンの人気店員さんに「今を輝く～」のインタビューです。実はこの店員さん、風真玲太くんはわたしの幼なじみの高校生。だから、こういうのって少し照れくさいところもあるのですが、カリスマ店員さんとしての一面をしっかり取材出来ればと思います。

Rough translation:

An interview with a popular clerk of General Store Simon. Actually, this clerk, Ryota Kazama, is my childhood friend. That’s why there are some things that make me feel embarrassed, but I hope I can cover the aspects of being a charismatic clerk.

今日、商店街で偶然、風真くんに会いました。風真くんはアルバイト中だったのでシモンのエプロン姿でした。 先月の取材の時にもらったチョコお返しだと、手作りのクッキーをもらいました。ホワイトデーからだいぶ経っていたのでお返しにイイものが無くて、わざわざ作ったのだそうです……ありがとう！

Rough translation:

Today, I met Kazama-kun by chance in the shopping district. He wore General Store Simon’s apron because he was working part-time. I received a handmade cookie for the chocolate gift I got him last month. It’s been a long time since White Day, so it seems that he made it purposefully … Thank you!

今日はホワイトデーです！わたしはGORO先生から「初恋の行く道」の試写会招待券をいただきました。はばたき市の作家・藍沢秋吾さんの小説が原作の話題作です。 開演時間の少し前に席に向かうと、わたしの隣の席にいたのは風真くん!! 彼もGORO先生にチケットをもらったそうですが……

Rough translation:

Today is White Day! I got a ticket for the preview of “The Road of First Love” from Goro-sensei. The original story is based on the novel by Habataki City author, Aizawa Shugo*. When I headed to the seat just before the start time, Kazama-kun was in the seat next to me!! He also got a ticket from Goro-sensei…

(*Aizawa Shugo is a secret character in TMGS3)

先日、編集部の先輩にはばたき山のスキー場に連れていってもらいました。スキー初心者のわたしは滑るというよりも、常に転んで尻もちをついていてばかりで、色んな人のジャマをしてしまったかも…… でも、冬ならではのはばたき山のキレイな景色を堪能することができて本当に楽しかったです！

Rough translation:

The other day, I had a senior editorial staff take me to a ski resort at Mount Habataki. As a beginner in skiing, rather than slipping, I was constantly falling and I might have been a nuisance to many people… But it was really fun to be able to enjoy the beautiful scenery!

スキーの次はやっぱりアイススケート！森林公園地区のスケートリンクをご紹介です。手すりを掴んだままですが、リンクを何周か滑ることが出来ました。だけど、またも尻もちをたくさんついて服はビショビショです…… 転倒するたびに巻き込んでしまった皆さん、本当にすみませんでした……！ 

Rough translation:

After skiing, ice skating! There’s a skating rink in the forest park area. I still grabbed the railing, but I was able to slide a few laps. But again, it’s a shame that the clothes are stuffy… I’m really sorry to everyone who got involved every time I fell down…!

今日は、バレンタインの贈り物の売れ筋調査のため、雑貨屋シモンに来ています。ステーショナリーやパスケースなどのおしゃれで実用的な小物が売れているみたいです。でも、この店の一番人気は……商品ではなくて、大人気の店員さんがいました。彼お目当てでお店に来るお客さんが沢山いるそうですよ。 

Rough translation:

Today, I am visiting General Store Simon to find Valentine’s gifts. It seems that fashionable and practical accessories such as stationery and passcases are on sale. However, the most popular item at this store was not a product, but a very popular clerk. There are many customers who come to the store just for him.

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GENERAL:

RFA doing something gay 

MC who doesn’t like her body (saeran)

MC with large chest  (saeran +v)

MC studying psychology (saeran + v)

Catholic MC 

Latina MC (V)

vegetarian/vegan MC (V)

RFA hears “All Star”

Stripper (saeran + v)

Virgin MC maybe nsfw but nah

MC with a twin

Jealous (saeran)

MC drinking

Reader is a comic/manga nerd (saeran + v)

MC as a popular singer and decides to sing at the party (minor trio)

volleyball player MC  (saran + v) nsfw

muslim MC  (saran + v)

MC with small chest (saran + v)

MC sending a picture of a big spider (saran + v)

MC who eats a lot and doesn’t get fat

MC being threatened and defending herself (saeran)

physically hurting MC  (saeran + v)

Brazilian MC (saeran + v)

MC as a fan of horror

MC with asthma 

small and skinny MC (medical issue) (saeran + v)

MC who is a giver in relationship

MC studying an engineering major (saeran + v)

sexy/kinky drunk MC (saeran) nsfw

married for a couple months and haven’t had sex yet (saeran) nsfw

cheating on MC (saeran + v)

MC having nightmares (saeran)

underage MC  

male MC (saeran + v)

MC being their childhood bully (saeran + v)

MC asking them to teach her what is love (saeran)

MC sending nudes (saeran + v) nsfw

genderbender male MC (saeran + v)

MC as a famous actress (saeran)

curvy and tall MC (saeran + vanderwood)

RFA’s guilty pleasures (v)

Mexican MC

MC with a shirt that shows her breasts (saeran + v)

MC with a pet pig (minor trio) 

MC finding adorable uncommon things they do 

Arab MC (saeran + v)

pregnant MC (saeran + v)

halloween costumes (minor trio)

teaching their kids something (saeran + v)

MC who lost one of her parents 

college MC living with them

Two of them liking MC (minor trio) 

MC sending nudes to them (saeran + v) nsfw images

MC who doesn’t want kids (saeran + vanderwood)

MC with depression and anxiety, afraid of affection

MC and them get lost in the forest (saeran + v)

MC hasn’t been in a relationship before and is shy

MC that doesn’t want kids (saeran + vanderwood)

RFA + Saeran comforting MC who’s dog died

MC gets cold (saeran + v)

Photographer MC (saeran + v)

MC reading smut about them (v)

RFA + Saeran at MC’s house and some family drama starts 

MC attempts to suicide (un/successfully) (Yoosung,Jumin, Saeyoung & Saeran) (the rest is in progress…)

MTL:

study dates

watch anime

pee on the street

penis size

SPECIFIC:

Saeyoung with a girlfriend 

Jumin: MC as a enemy CEO 

Yoosung and Saeran falling in love with MC  

Saeyoung with MC being a hacker 

MC anxious about Zen cheating on her

Zen playing monster with his baby daughter

Saeran meets V after Mint Eye

MC being kidnapped on Jumin’s route

MC being an actress by an enemy CEO: Jumin

Saeyoung and MC living together and have a fight

Saeyoung and MC have a fight and Saeran gets on MC’s side

Jumin with a needy MC

Saeyoung watching makeup tutorials with MC

MC with V’s personality (Jumin + V)

MC who never swears (Zen, Saeyoung & V)

MC that takes control (Yoosung, Zen, Saeyoung)

Nursing student MC (Zen, Jumin & Saeyoung)

Phycology student MC (Zen, JumiN & Saeran)

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Tumblr has a limit to how many links can be in a post. This means that I have to separate my Masterlist into parts. You can reach me for Commissions or Trades by clicking the links.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Updated as of 03/26/2021 (if you think I missed a favorite of yours let me know and I’ll fix the list)

GE Saeran W/ an MC with no relationship experience

GE Saeran W/ an MC opening up to MC with his insecurities 

GE Saeran W/ an MC with BPD

MC calling GE Saeran “Sae”

Helping Ray & Suit Saeran laugh

Unknown W/ an MC being flirted with by another Believer

Judas [ My CMC ] W/ an MC who likes cuddling

Pulling Ray in by the hips

Helping SE Saeran laugh

Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran and Memes + SE Saeran + SE Ray + Grave [SE Suit Saeran] and Memes +  Unknown And Memes

Unknown W/ an Assistant MC that likes to hum

GE Saeran + Ray + SE Saeran W/ an MC who asks them to sit on their lap

Ray + GE Saeran W/ a jealous MC

GE Saeran + Unknown + SE Saeran W/ an MC with terminal illness

GE Saeran W/ an easily flustered MC

Seven W/ a sick MC

Ray + Suit Saeran + Unknown + SE Saeran W/ an MC with a Child Alter

Vanderwood + Seven + GE Saeran W/ an MC with a Child Alter

GE Saeran + SE Saeran W/ an MC who is contacted by their abuser

GE Saeran W/ an MC with a favorite idol group

GE Saeran comforting an exhausted MC

Zen W/ an MC with Sensory Overload

Poly Trio [Judas x Minji x Seven] W/ an insecure Reader

GE Saeran W/ an MC that teases him about the cold

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] in a relationship 

Unknown Comforting MC

GE Saeran W/ an MC who sends him a “I need to ask a million times if you love me.”

GE Saeran getting spammed over text with love meme

Seven W/ a Racer MC

GE Saeran + SE Saeran W/ an MC with  strabismus

SE Saeran W/ an MC that is normally quiet but gets angry for him

Suit Saeran W/ an MC who laughs when he does

SE Saeran W/ an MC who is like Ray

Suit Saeran getting that Hug on Day 9

GE Saeran W/ an easily flustered MC

GE Saeran Big Spoon HC

Ray W/ an MC that admits they only came to Mint Eye because they saw no other point in doing anything

Seven + Zen + Jumin W/ an MC who always has bruises on their legs

SE Saeran Cloud Watching W/ MC

Saeran!AE Seven in a relationship with MC

Suit Saeran being Kabedon’d

GE Saeran W/ an MC that cannot cook

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] on his first date

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] and making MC cry

Suit Saeran W/ an MC that acts calm when he yells

GE Saeran + Ray plopping on MC’s lap

Ray being gifted a big plush

GE Saeran + Ray W/ an MC that likes V-Tubers

Ray W/ an MC who sleeps at odd hours

Unknown W/ an Assistant that obeys

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] + Kisses

Su-Jin [Kid Saeran] + SE Ray W/ platonic cuddles

GE Saeran + general comfort

GE Saeran W/ an MC who suffered Child Abuse

SE Suit Saeran [Grave] + Kid Saeran [Su-Jin] + SE Ray + SE Saeran as catboys who steal your sweater

SE Saeran + GE Saeran + Ray W/ a catgirl MC

SE Saeran + general comfort

GE Saeran  W/ an MC who needs comfort after being strung along

GE Saeran W/ an MC who gets jealous on their monthlys

SE Saeran W/ an MC who hides them him often when anxious

GE Saeran W/ an MC who reads his journal 

Zen W/ an MC who drinks too much caffeination 

SE Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC who is insecure about their chest size

GE Saeran + Valentines

Seven W/ an MC that likes his party hair

Seven + Valentines

SE Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC who sucks their thumb

GE Saeran W/ an MC who burns his chocolate on Valentines

GE Saeran Comforting an MC after nightmares where he’s harmed

Jumin + Zen + The Poly-Trio [Seven, Minji, Judas] W/ an MC that’s temporary blind due to an operation 

GE Saeran W/ an MC who is healing from surgery

GE Saeran + Seven W/ an MC with serious period pain

The Poly-Trio W/ an MC who changes from bras to corsets

Zen + Seven W/ an MC who just bites them out of the blue

Unknown W/ an Assistant who kisses him out of the blue

GE Saeran taking a nap with MC

Seven W/ an MC with car trauma

GE Saeran when a little kid calls him a “Pretty Prince” + His MC getting called pretty instead. 

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] SE Ray + Su-Jin [Kid Saeran] and how they’ve described themselves to an MC

Ray + SE Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC who is insecure about their braces

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] W/ an MC that comes to him after a nightmare

Fights with GE Saeran

General Zen comfort

Vanderwood W/ an bubbly MC

Hugs W/ Grave [SE Suit Saeran] + Ray [SE] + Su-Jin [Kid Saeran] + SE Saeran

GE Saeran W/ an MC who likes snakes

if MC were to kiss Ray’s neck

GE Saeran W/ a vampire MC

Zen W/ an MC that is always checking for his consent

Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran + Seven W/ an MC that sings 

General Yoosung comfort hc

Kissing Saeran + Lila [My MC]

SE Saeran + SE Lila [My MC] W/ an MC with comfort 

GE Saeran + SE Saeran thoughts on marriage and kids

GE Saeran W/ a ticklish MC

Zen W/ an MC with dimples

Brushing Ray’s hair out of his face

Seven + GE Saeran making flower crowns

Jumin W/ an MC who is like him but pulls away

RFA W/ an MC that never starts fights

MC gets Ray a crown

SE Saeran + SE Lila [My MC] W/ an MC who doubts they like them

SE Ray + Grave [SE Suit Saeran] W/ jealousy 

Bundling Ray up after a rainstorm

GE Saeran W/ an MC who had a crush on Saeyoung before they get to know him

Suit Saeran W/ an MC who claws at themselves

GE Saeran W/ an MC who really wants his sweet but they’re allergic 

SE Saeran + SE Ray + Grave [SE Suit Saeran] as Fathers

RFA W/ MC who is getting their driving license

SE Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC who laughs when he torments them over jokes

Seven and MC go to rescue Ray from the bomb

SE Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC who thinks they’re not good enough

GE Saeran W/ an MC that makes cute charms

GE Saeran W/ a flirty MC

GE Saeran W/ an MC who is curious about Suit Saeran

Yoosung comfort

GE Saeran helping a lost kid

RFA W/ the MC falling asleep on them

Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran + Unknown + SE Saeran W/ an MC that falls asleep against them

RFA + V + Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran W/ an MC that bites them playfully

General Yoosung fluff

RFA W/ an MC asking for them to stroke their hair?

RFA W/ an MC with memory issues

GE Saeran W/ an MC who thinks they kill plants

Yoosung + Zen + Jumin + Seven W/ an MC that doesn’t want kids

Grave [SE Suit Saeran] W/ an MC that writes poetry 

MC makes GE Saeran a plush of themself

Zen W/ a singer MC who wrote a song for him

SE Saeran + SE Ray + Grave [SE Suit Saeran] W/ an MC who tells them I love you + a wholesome platonic Su-Jin moment [Kid Saeran]

Quiet MC making big plans for Yoosung’s birthday

Ray W/ an MC who wants to be close to him

RFA + Minor Trio W/ an upset MC who isolates

Yoosung + GE Saeran + Jumin W/ a mother who gaslights them

MC dressing up for GE Saeran

Unknown and his birthday event 2019

Suit Saeran W/ an MC who tries to kabedon him back

Suit Saeran W/ an MC who helps him bake

Zen + Poly Trio [Seven + Judas + Minji] W/ an MC who is recovering from surgery

RFA W/ an MC who has a stutter 

Seven W/ an MC with gun trauma

Ray W/ an MC who has a family member who ended their llife

Saeran W/ an MC that’s older then him

GE Saeran + MC waiting for the bus

Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran + Unknown + SE Saeran getting a plush

Teasing Ray with plushies

Jumin + Seven W/ an MC that likes paranormal things

Yoosung + Jaehee reacting to an MC plopping in their laps

Yoosung + GE Saeran being sung to sleep

Jihyun W/ an MC singing him a lullaby

Seven + GE Saeran + SE Saeran confessing in High School

MC making a plush for Suit Saeran

Ray + Suit Saeran + GE Saeran + Unknown + SE Saeran + One Bed trope

Jumin and forehead kisses

GE Saeran + Jumin + MC Poly ship

GE Saeran W/ an MC that recently lost their parent to cancer

MC teasing Vanderwood

*separating my HC and fanfics masterlist! 

RFA with MC who scratches excessively when stressed RFA with Pregnant MC who’s horny all the time [NSFW-ish] RFA with MC waking up with a stray cat beside them RFA with MC who’s Latina/Hispanic that loves her culture and wants to teach them Spanish RFA with Pansexual MC RFA with MC who has natural big anime boobs RFA with anxious MC coming out wanting to be trans RFA with MC who vapes RFA with MC who age regresses RFA with MC having anxiety attack RFA seeing MC in a bikini RFA with an extremely affectionate MC RFA boys if in Rupaul’s Drag Race RFA boys meeting MC in a strip club RFA walking on MC who just got out of the shower [NSFW-ish] RFA going on a roadtrip with MC RFA with suspicious MC at the very beginning RFA with heavily tattooed MC RFA with Teen MC [Platonic ofc] RFA with MIA MC and comes back explaining she has been depressed RFA with MC who has an abusive ex coming back RFA with MC giving up everything to take care of her brother RFA with poet MC who uses poetry to cope with depression RFA (-Zen) with introvert MC who slips and disappears easily RFA with MC working as a disney princess RFA with MC baby talking to the pets RFA with MC who built a pillow fort RFA waking up to a 4 inch tall MC RFA with MC who’s procrastinating on an exam RFA helping MC cope with Migraine RFA with MC can’t sleep unless she’s listening to someone talking RFA with MC who dabbles on every hobby they can find RFA with MC whose real name is Rika RFA with MC who sings bad but is good in rapping RFA reacting to MC overworking herself because she was called lazy all the time as a child RFA with MC who has piercings  RFA with a non-binary MC

RFA + V with MC watching their daughter graduate high school RFA + V being in the delivery room RFA + V with MC who’s a protester for BLM Movement RFA + V with MC who relapsed with her eating disorder RFA + V with MC who can speak Russian fluently RFA + V being caught watching porn [NSFW-ish] RFA + V with MC who was a soldier and have PTSD RFA + V with MC surprising them with a sexy lingerie after work [NSFW-ish] RFA + V with MC who has a rescue house and full of baby possums RFA + V with MC who likes to ride extreme roller coasters RFA + V with MC who’s afraid of bugs RFA + V with badass MC in her judo class RFA + V with MC who likes to play otome RFA + V with MC who has new self harm scars  RFA + V with a really eccentric, energetic, loud, outspoken and slightly chaotic mc

RFA + V and Saeran about what makes their love/romance stands out  RFA + V and Saeran with MC playing MysMe but not their routes  RFA + V and Saeran with chubby MC who is very insecure and doesn’t like her body

Zen with MC who has filthy mouth when drunk Zen with coworkers who call MC his wife and MC finding it out Zen with MC asking the “would you love me if i was a worm” tiktok meme Zen and MC on a typical day Zen with MC who’s V’s twin but they don’t look alike Zen with MC who looks like Snow White Zen who has to delivery the baby because they couldn’t make it to the hospital Zen and MC having a baby that looks like a porcelain doll Zen with MC who’s a restless sleeper Zen agreeing on a wedding lingerie exchange with MC Zen with MC who has a multicolored dragon tattoo on her back Zen coming into the bathroom with MC only in a towel Zen with MC who has a tattoo on her hip and thigh Zen with Cheerleader MC Zen with MC who had her wisdom tooth removed Zen with a guitarist MC on a famous rock band Zen with MC who has drawings and sketches of him Zen with MC who’s an otaku and hardcore fujoshi; been doing the scenes in the books in bed Zen with MC struggling with eating disorder Zen with Firefighter MC Zen with MC who has asthma Zen with MC who’s having a hard time because both of her parents passed away Zen with MC who needs background noise to sleep Zen reacting to his 16 year old daughter who learns how to drive Zen with MC who loves cross dressing males Zen’s Love Language [Personal Opinion] Zen being a hands on daddy Zen with MC who broke a bone Zen in an episode of Superman Returns Zen seeing MC in the front row on his show Zen meeting MC’s ex who he has a lot of similarities Zen meeting nieces/nephews Zen with MC saying no having showers together until their wedding night Zen being pegged by MC

Yoosung and Zen with MC who wears sexy lingerie when they come home [Mild NSFW] Zen and V with MC who brings home a baby possum Seven and Jumin with MC who wants a Poly Relationship Yoosung and Seven with a fat s/o

V with MC who has triplets V with MC who joins drinking session with Jumin V and MC’s matching bracelets story Yoosung with MC having a big family Yoosung react to overhearing MC brag to her friend that she’s got the best boyfriend ever Jumin with MC who doesn’t know how to knot a tie Jumin coming home to MC who’s baking Jumin with MC who gave up baking  Jumin with MC who refuses to sit on his lap [base on Jumin’s bday CG] Jumin reaction’s on Elizabeth running away and coming back pregnant Seven with MC who likes to chill in front of the CCTV Seven with anxious MC but stayed because of him Seven doing MC’s make up Saeran with a new born baby girl who looks identical to him Saeran eating out MC [NSFW] GE! Saeran fluff with MC who likes to tease him Saeran reacting to more Dom!MC

Choi Twins Spa Day

jumin’s are on the broader side. you can usually spot a couple of cat scratches or paper cuts here and there, not particularly soft, but not rough either. he’s almost always holding tension in them, so they get pretty veiny. subconsciously flexes them out of habit, or rubs his palms to get rid of the ache that can sometimes grow there. your favorite thing is watching him pet elizabeth, he’s so gentle and soft with her that it melts your heart. he carries that same softness whenever he touches you, one of the only times his hands fully relax is when he’s running them up and down your arms, maybe even holding your face in his palm. he likes to rest his hand on your thigh or run his fingers through your hand idly while doing paperwork. his hands are cold most of the time, not icy, but the chill is still noticeable. he has steady hands and a good grip. he likes to wear rings whenever he gets the chance, gothic style ones especially. when the vampire that he invited had come to the rfa party, jumin was obsessed with all his fancy rings. he usually has his hands crossed over his lap, and he doesn’t talk with them often. a wave of the hand to employees is most all you’ll get.

zen has soft soft soft hands. spends a lot of money on lotions and salves, so when he touches you it feels like genuine silk. not super lanky, but not broad either. they're just… very even and pretty. has a very tiny dusting of blood freckles on his knuckles, but you’d have to look closely to notice them. probably hand models in his free time. fluid motions whenever he uses them, it’s nice to watch the way his hands move especially while he’s acting. he holds a lot of passion in his hands while he preforms, it’s like they tell a story of their own. you like to hold your palm against his, twirling and twisting your hands around at random. he loves to run the backs of his knuckles down your jawline before placing down gentle kisses there, while telling you how much he loves you. he wears jewellery whenever he’s feeling it, likes a lot of different kinds too, wears fashion rings most of the time. his hands are on the warmer side, so if you’re cold all you need to do is hold his hands for a few minutes and then bam, you’re all nice and cozy again. his hands are usually in his pocket, playing around with a pack of cigarettes, or resting at his side.

yoosung’s hands aren’t particularly soft, but they aren’t exactly rough either. on the shorter side compared to everyone else too. his touch is still so gentle and comforting, especially whenever it comes to you. he holds your hand tight and tells you how much you mean to him, it feels safe and secure, he feels like home. his hands are insanely hot all the time, even when it’s cold outside, so he’s like your own personal little heater. has a barely visible coat of freckles over his knuckles and a few scars here and there, faded now but still noticeable. most of them are from cooking accidents, some from cats. he likes to run his fingers through your hair, or up and down your arms. in the middle waiting on game lobbies he’ll hold your hand, running his thumb across your skin with a smile. you like to watch as he plays video games sometimes, his hands get so tense during tough matches, so you help him massage out the tension when he’s done. he gets horrible shaky hands whenever he gets really nervous. doesn’t wear rings or anything, doesn’t like the way they feel, but he does like bracelets. has a matching bracelet with you that he wears pretty much all the time. he talks with his hands a lot, but when he’s idle, they're shyly tucked away in his pocket, fiddling with his thumbs in front of him, or crossed over his chest.

jaehee’s are soft, she uses a lot of hand sanitizer so there’s almost always some lotion at her side, her hands are silky and smooth because of that. not as much as zen’s, but still close. she gets a lot of papercuts is the only thing, but besides that her hands are overall smooth, shorter nails, she has a nail biting problem, and she’s a lesbian!! 🗣 so she prefers them that way. she taps her fingertips on things whenever she’s thinking. her hands are warm, not hot, but it’s comfortable and cozy whenever she holds your own. she likes to run her fingers up your wrists, leaving little kisses behind the trail. cups the side of your face with a big smile while telling you how much she loves you, running her thumb across your cheek. like jumin, holds tension in her hands so they have a tendency to ache sometimes. she holds them together or rubs them when she’s nervous. if she's still working under jumin no, she doesn’t wear jewelry or nail polish often. the most you’ll find is ink stains on the sides of her hand. but in the coffee shop she’ll start to explore more, finds she likes dainty little rings and neutral polishes. she talks with her hands when she gets excited or when she’s really into talking about a topic. her hands are usually busy tapping a table or holding something most of the time.

seven has some long lanky hands, we’ve seen his hacker fingers. a mix between broad and lanky. they aren't delicate and soft, but not bulky either. his hands are hot, like absolute furnace level hot. he gets sweaty palms easily. he has a rather rough touch, but not at all bad, it feels like saeyoung if that makes sense. he likes to squish your cheeks between his hands, run his fingers down your palms, warm your hands up in his own. a little rough when he touches you, kind of when you see something really cute and you get all tense and you just wanna shake it around, he has that with you sometimes. he has really short nails, some scars scattered around as well, a few burn marks from his childhood. he has a ton of freckles all over his knuckles especially in the summer. shakes his hands around for awhile whenever they get sore, which is often due to his job. steady hands and grip. he wears jewelry while in cosplay, besides that not very often. but he does paint his nails when he feels up to it or is bored, which is more often. probably did dick decals once because he thought it was the pinnacle of humor. talks with his hands heavily, very animated while he speaks. when he’s not using them they’re usually in the pockets of his hoodie, or busy annoying someone. pokes saeran’s cheeks which earns him a slap of the hand in return.

jihyun has the prettiest hands, lanky but sturdy. no shakiness at all, steadiness of an artist, but when he gets nervous, emotional, or has caffeine, they do shake pretty bad. super soft and silky, and like zen, his hands are very fluid and lovely to watch as he works, especially while he’s painting. surprisingly warm hands, never hot, but they're comfortable and cozy. he does get cold very easily though, so you’ll have to help him warm up on occasion. his touch is gentle and careful, touches everything like it’s art, especially you. he’ll trace your skin with his fingers, leaving kisses in their wake. he always touches you so softly, like you’re glass or the finest of arts. he likes to “paint” your skin with his fingertips sometimes. he holds his own hands and rubs them together when he’s feeling anxious. he has well kept nails, he’ll wear nail polish if you want him to hehe wears rings but only with meaning. has matching rings with you and jumin. bracelets sometimes too, the cute woven ones. but again, they need meaning for him. you can normally find paint stains scattered across his hands. he talks with his hands very gently, it’s not super animated and fast like seven, it’s slow and calm. his hands are usually kept behind his back, or loosely at his sides.

saeran’s are very pale and almost translucent. blue veins, cherry fingertips, red knuckles. they’re big like seven’s but a little skinnier. surprisingly they’re insanely soft, he doesn’t use anything for that, it’s just natural. his freckles are much more faded than saeyoung’s, he has some scars, more burn marks than his brother does. he’s incredibly insecure about his hands, so he’ll pull his hoodie down to cover most of the skin there. freezing cold most of the time, he has bad circulation. so he loves when you hold your hand within his, running your fingers down his own, kiss his knuckles and whisper “pretty.” when you look at them. while he’s not sure he believes you, it still means a lot to him. he likes to trace things you’re insecure about and whisper “pretty” back. his nails are short, he bites them from anxiety a lot. you suggest painting them so he won’t bite them as often, at first he’s not sure, but quickly finds that he really likes the way that looks. prefers when you paint his nails though, claims he doesn’t know how to do it, but he does. he just likes being close to you. very shaky all the time, doesn’t have a steady grip. he’ll only wear rings that you get for him. doesn’t talk with his hands unless he’s really excited about something, almost all of the time they’re in the pocket of his hoodie, or intertwined with your own.

elizabeth the third’s hands are the softest out of the entire rfa, so soft that even zen can’t compete. warm and cozy, but can be painful when shes hard at work making the meanest batch of muffins you ever did see directly on top of your stomach. watch out. looks cute, but still deadly. when jumin’s walking past the couch she’ll stick her paw out and take a swipe at his leg when he’s even a minute later past feeding time. rolls all cutesy if she does manage to draw some blood, because she knows absolutely no one, not even zen, could stay mad at a face like that for too long.

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A/N: ★ - personal favorite; I’ll try to update this post every month; likes and reblogs are much appreciated ^^

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Last update: January 26, 2019

Rules: click

All Scenarios: click

RFA (+ Saeran and Vanderwood):

Breakfast in bed with RFA + Saeran

RFA waking up before MC and falling even deeper for her

RFA + Saeran breaking the 4th wall to comfort a very sad MC ★

RFA + Saeran accidentally tripping and falling onto MC

RFA calming down MC with severe anxiety

RFA + Saeran dancing with MC ★

RFA (- Yoosung & Seven) + Saeran with a very sensitive and compassionate MC

MC finds herself in RFA + Saeran‘s world ★

Zen, Jumin and Saeran reacting to an MC who gets hit by a car on the street

RFA + Saeran reacting to an oblivious MC whose male best friend has feelings for her ★

RFA + Saeran crossing over dimensions to comfort a heartbroken MC ★

RFA + Saeran proposing to MC ★ 

RFA + Saeran hearing MC singing for the first time

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who is depressed/self-harms

RFA comforting/taking care of an MC who’s in severe pain

MC catching RFA + Saeran singing to themselves

RFA + Saeran on their wedding night (nsfw-ish) ★

Zen, Yoosung, Saeyoung and Saeran breaking the 4th wall to reassure MC they love her ★

RFA + Saeran go back in time to save MC from a fatal accident ★

Zen and Jumin reacting to an MC who performed for them at the RFA party

By Character

Zen

Zen being supportive of an MC who’s learning how to swim

Yoosung

Yoosung reacting to an MC with autism

Jumin

Jumin reacting to MC with Hematidrosis

Jumin + an MC with a black cat named Luna

Jumin and MC on a date

Jumin and infertile MC adopt a baby boy

Saeran

Saeran dating an MC who can heal plants and accelerate their growth

All Headcanons: click

Zen’s birthday HCs

RFA + Saeran with an MC who has super long and beautiful hair

RFA reacting to a hard-working MC with a learning disability

RFA with an MC who loves to tickle them as a form of affection

RFA + Saeran with an MC who has dark skin and picks at it

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who has a hard time flying

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who is going blind [short post]

RFA + Saeran reacting to a rich MC

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who smokes

Zen, Jaehee and Saeyoung with an MC who’s like a little sister to them

RFA reacting to an MC who speaks more than 10 languages

Saeran and Saeyoung reacting to an MC with very low self-esteem

RFA + Saeran reacting to an MC who has trust issues

Saeran + aftercare (nsfw-ish) ★

RFA - V + Saeran comforting an MC who has severe period cramps ★

RFA reacting to an MC who has a risky job

RFA + Saeran and their spirit animals

RFA with an MC who has trouble sleeping at night

Yoosung, Jumin, V, Saeran and Vanderwood with an MC who’s like a little sister to them

RFA + Saeran reacting to an MC who doesn’t want to have kids

RFA (- Zen and V) + Saeran on their first date with MC  ★

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood text MC for Fanfic Author Appreciation Day

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who fears failure

Jaehee, Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who is superstitious

Jumin, Saeyoung, Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who’s a criminal lawyer

The MCs and their partners dressing up for Halloween

Trick-or-treating with Saeyoung and Saeran

Saeran in an established/committed relationship

Saeyoung + aftercare (nsfw-ish)

Yoosung with a little daughter who looks just like MC

Zen, Jumin, Saeyoung, Saeran and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who has supernatural powers

By Character

Zen

Yoosung

Jaehee

Jumin

Saeyoung

Saeran

V

Vanderwood

All Writing Prompts: click

Zen

“I’m in love for the first time”

“I lie awake and miss you” ★

“This calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!”

“Hold me close”

Yoosung

“You are my only one”

“When it all seems to fall apart, I will be here”

Jumin

“I love the way you laugh”

“I know this isn’t much, but…”

“I still can’t believe that you’re right next to me“

“Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone!”

“So… Looks like we’re the only ones without dates, huh”

Saeyoung

“Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone!” (nsfw-ish)

“You’re keeping secrets you don’t need to keep”

“Kiss me slowly”  ★

Saeran

“I still can’t believe that you’re right next to me”

“Kiss me slowly” ★

“I can’t do this anymore”

“We’ve run out of time”

“Don’t try to change me” // Unknown ★

“I  just can’t keep you off my mind” // Ray

Vanderwood

“Stay with me tonight” ★

All AUs: click

All

Stardew Valley AU

Zen

Gangster AU

Saeyoung

Space Station AU

Saeran

Coffee Shop AU

Star-crossed Lovers AU

All Fanfics and Drabbles: click

Point of No Return [implied and very vague Saeran x Reader] // angst

Sunburnt [Saeran x Reader] // fluff ★

Free [Saeran Choi; Saeyoung Choi] // AU, writing prompt

Morning Sunshine [Jumin x Reader] // fluff

Dinner for Three [Jumin x Reader] // fluff ★

Forget Me Not [implied Saeran x Reader] // angst // Saeran Choi Week 2018

Ghosts in the Photograph [Saeran Choi; Saeyoung Choi] // angst // Saeran Choi Week 2018 ★

Mystic Hacker [Saeran Choi; RFA] // fluff // Saeran Choi Week 2018

Hello Brother [Saeran Choi; Saeyoung Choi] // Shaman King AU // angst

Fire Within [Saeran x OC] // Avatar: The Last Airbender AU // multichapter

Wrapped up in a Blanket of Love [Saeyoung x Reader] // fluff

A Dream Within a Dream [implied Saeyoung x Reader] //angst, nsfw-ish

Headcanon Games

Fluffy HC Game to Celebrate 100+ Followers

Symbol HC Game

Super Cool HC Meme

In Depth HC Prompts to Celebrate 1000+ Followers

Character + Number HC Game

Fanfiction Trope Game

Mystic Messenger 2nd Anniversary Game

Character + Number 2nd HC Game

Plant Symbolism HC Game to Celebrate 2000+ Followers

NSFW HC Game

Word Prompt Game

Dating HC Game

First Times HC Game

A-Z SFW HC Game

What Would It Be Like HC Game

Events

Zen’s Birthday Event [April 01]

Saeran Choi Week 2018 [June 05 - June 11]

Saeyoung and Saeran’s Birthday Event [June 11]

Others

Writing Prompts Inspired By Songs

                        𝕎𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 , 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥….

~> 𝕞𝕪 𝕄ℂ 𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕖 ~> 𝕀 𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕖𝕡𝕥 ℕ𝕊𝔽𝕎 ~> 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕔𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 , 𝕙𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕖𝕥 

𝔾𝕠 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕄𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙? 𝔾𝕠 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕄𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 ℕ𝕣. 3!

sᴄᴇɴᴀʀɪᴏs

RFA + V and Saeran read Mc’s diary 

RFA + V and Saeran with a popular Model 

RFA + V forget a special day for Mc

RFA with a Mc who was suffering from amnesia and had a fake identity

Minor Trio live near the sea with Mc

RFA + Minor trio with a Mc who is like the moon

RFA + Minor Trio with a MC who is good with words and manipulating people

RFA + Minor Trio who play a horror game with Mc

RFA with a forensic pathologist Mc

RFA + Saeran with a Mc who is sensitive and cries every time someone raises their voice

RFA + Minor Duo are jealous because other people flirt with Mc even through she doesn’t realize it

RFA realizes that they are in love with Mc

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who has to shave her hair because of medical issues

RFA + Minor Duo who can’t control themselves with a Mc who bites her lips a lot (NSFW-ish)

Mc falling asleep on the boy’s shoulder (RFA + Minor Duo)

Zen, Saeyoung and Jihyun cuddling with Mc

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who has secrets after secrets

RFA + Minor Duo reacting to Mc‘s new puppy

RFA+Minor Duo get jealous when Mc meets her first love by accident + what they would do

RFA + Minor Duo with a MC who’s the Prime Minister’s daughter

RFA have a date with Mc in a bookshop because it makes her happy

RFA + Minor Duo with a top Wedding Planner Mc

Jumin, Zen, Yoosung and V with a Mc who convince them into cross dressing and helps them with it

What Mc and the RFA + Minor Trio would do on Chuseok - SPECIAL

RFA +Saeran+ Vanderwood with a MC with Philophobia (fear to fall in love)

RFA + Minor Trio with a Mc who looks like a model

RFA + Saeran with a Mc who’s good at singing and writing and seems confident about it but isn’t in truth

RFA + Minor duo with a Mc who chokes a red drink, thinking that it is blood

RFA + Minor Trio with a super hero MC

RFA + Saeran with a (platonic) 16 years old Mc who changed her studies from music to psychology

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who laugh’s really hard for the first time

RFA + Minor Trio’s reaction to a Mc who plays Elizabeth Schuyler in Hamilton

RFA have the first RFA Party with Mc after they are a couple

Mc gets into an accident after she argues with the RFA

RFA + Saeran with a Banshee MC

RFA + Minor Duo with a Miko MC

RFA+Minor trio reacting to MC dealing with a niceguy™

Jumin, Zen, Yoosung and Saeran catch Mc dancing and singing to Christmas songs even through it isn’t Christmas time

How often Jumin, Zen, Yoosung, Saeyoung and Saeran get jealous and how they handle Mc

RFA with a Mc with soft lips

RFA + Minor Trio beeig clingy and touchy with MC

RFA + Saeran with a Mc who got stuck in floods

RFA +Minor Duo with a MC who says jokingly ,,I don’t’’ at the wedding but says ,,I do’’ at the end

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who gives a lot of affection and breaks down after she receives some

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who get’s injured while playing sports

RFA forgets their wedding anniversary

RFA + Minor Duo with a fairy magic MC 

RFA + Minor Duo who find out that MC is a Teenager

RFA + Minor Duo with a dirty bike riding tomboy MC

RFA + Minor Trio meeting MC’s badass and overprotective Mother & Father  along with her also overprotective assassin brothers

RFA with an Oni Mc who turns herself away in order to not turn them into Oni

RFA + Minor Trio with an MC who does competitive shooting

RFA + Minor Trio with a mute MC

RFA + Minor Trio celebrate Valentine’s Day with Mc

RFA + Minor Duo with an ill Mc

How the RFA would celebrate Mc’s birthday

RFA + Minor Trio with a punk goth MC

RFA + Minor Duo encouraging Mc for her tests when she’s unmotivated

RFA with a chef Mc who elaborates the dinner table for them

RFA + Minor Trio with a Mc who hates to go to the hospital until she knows something is really wrong

RFA with a Mc who can’t eat healthy foot without gagging or throwing up and so she eats unhealthy food

RFA found out that Mc is a robot & try to find her creator

Mc with the characteristics of prime minister’s daughter/ Banshee Person/ Weird Dreamer/ Daily Reminder/ Mochi (my squad lmao) 

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who doesn’t speak a lot and speaks softly and quietly since everyone said to her to be quiet while growing up

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who plays a prank on them with her twin sister

RFA+ Minor Duo V with an innocent Mc who knows jiu jiuitsu

RFA with a Mc who can’t cook and burns the food when she tries to cook something for them 

RFA with a mountain climber Mc

RFA + Minor Duo with a lens phobia MC

Jumin, Zen & Jihyun with a Mc who hates wearing revealing clothes because she’s not well endowed

RFA with a bad sight Mc who doesn’t want to wear glasses because she looks ugly in her opinion

RFA + Minor Trio with a dancer or guitarist MC 

RFA getting shocked when Mc chokes at her own saliva 

Weight Loss Trainer and Zumba Dancer Mc

RFA + Minor Duo catch Mc while she’s transforming into an Animal

RFA with a big spoon MC who always holds them tightly

RFA + Minor Duo with a MC that loves to spoil them with affection

RFA with a flower shop owner MC 

RFA with a Mc who’s a well known beauty shop’s owner and does things for cancer patients free since she lost her mother to cancer

RFA with an autism Mc with savant syndrome

RFA going out to eat with Mc and thinks that she’s amazing

Mc loses her wedding ring and makes a fuss because it brings bad luck on marriage

RFA Boys + Minor Trio on father’s day

RFA + Minor Duo with a  MC who follows them around at home while holding onto their shirt

RFA + Minor Trio with a Mc who is embarrassed of her body since she thinks her chest/ thighs are too big

Real RFA members with a Saeyoung who proposes to MC with the MysticMessenger Theme Song

Boys’ reaction to the MysticMessenger song/ Saeyoung realizes that it’s a Song from his perspective (Cannon)

ɴsғᴡ/ sᴍᴜᴛ

RFA + V and Saeran with an erotic novelist Mc 

RFA + V with a natural seductive MC

Zen, Yoosung and Saeyoung with a Mc who asks for a lap dance 

RFA + Minor Duo come home and see Mc cleaning the house while dancing to Ariana Grande’s Song ,,dangerous woman’’

RFA + Minor Duo with a perverted Mc who makes the first move (Smutty)

RFA + Minor Trio with a Mc who wants to be called Mommy in bed

RFA + Minor Duo with a MC who’s very submissive and loves to be dominated

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who wears her college school uniform (NSFW/ SMUT)

RFA + V with a usually respectful Mc who has a dirty humor instead (Smutty)

ᴀɴɢsᴛ

RFA + V with a Mc who has a terminal illness and dies in their arms

Mc has an unrequited love for the RFA

Mc gets into an accident after she argues with the RFA (bad ending!)

Saeran, Yoosung, Saeyoung and Jumin with a MC coming home with her friend, slamming the door and panicking because someone attacked them

RFA + Minor Trio hurt Mc while arguing (Trigger warning?/  Angst?)

RFA+ Minor Duo with a Mc who says to dump her and go with someone better because she feels insecure and unworthy of their love

MC gets raped in front of Saeran and Jihyun (TRIGGER WARNINGS, ANGST!)

What the RFA would do after Mc loses someone dear to her (mention of death)

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who hid that she’s on anxiety and/or depression meds 

Rfa + Minor Duo have a fight with a suicidal MC who tries to act on them but gets caught before she can even do it  ➡️ Vanderwood here

RFA + Minor Duo dating a Mc who has a terminal illness and she makes them hate her and find out about the truth after her death

RFA + Saeran and Jihyun with a Mc who just got diagnosed with schizophrenia (Trigger warning)

RFA with an anorexic Mc (Trigger warning)

ᴘʀᴇɢɴᴀɴᴄʏ/ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ

Jumin, Yoosung, Saeran and Vanderwood hugging a pregnant Mc

RFA + Minor Duo with a Mc who loves children

RFA + minor trio receiving the news that they will be the father of triplets

RFA + Minor Trio who has pregnancy diabetes

RFA with a pregnant Mc who got pushed down some stairs

RFA make MC pregnant and she doesn’t want to become a mother/ doesn’t tolerate children/ isn’t ready (TRIGGER WARNINGS!) -> Minor Trio here

Zen, Yoosung, Saeran in a bus with a pregnant Mc who gets no seat

RFA + Minor Duo sings for their children a song to sleep/ a story but are busy and Mc does it to make it easier for them and they hear/ see it

Sterile RFA Boys + V who can’t become parents

RFA + Minor Trio who break up with MC and see her with a child a bit later

RFA + Minor Trio with a child who comes home beaten up

RFA + Minor Trio have an argument with a pregnant Mc who feels a sharp pain afterwards

ғᴏʀᴇɪɢɴᴇʀ ᴍᴄ

Vietnamese MC! 

Cambodian MC!

Arabic MC! Who can’t speak Korean fluent but other main languages

Brazilian curvy MC! 

Albanian MC!

Chinese MC!

RFA + Saeran with a MC who can speak multiple languages

British MC

ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴏᴛs/ ғᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴs

MC gets involved in a bank robbery 

Jumin

Zen coming soon

Yoosung coming soon

Jaehee coming soon

Saeyoung coming soon

MC gets stabbed by Rika and wakes up from coma after the RFA + V and Saeran told her they love her (coming soon)

Jumin

Zen 

Yoosung 

Jaehee

Saeyoung  

Saeran  coming soon

Jihyun coming soon

RFA in love

Gender Reversal AU

Mornings like these 

MC gets pregnant but doesn’t remember who it was until she recognizes Seven, Zen and Jumin on a Magazine and tells Jihyun

𝒥𝓊𝓂𝒾𝓃 𝐻𝒶𝓃 

My father (Mc’s father, a killer, wants revenge)

My crush (Mc is already in love with Jumin before she met him in the RFA)

My Mint eye

A Vampire’s Love Story 

A Friend’s jealousy (Jumin gets jealous of Mc and her boyfriend Jihyun)  

Chairman Han (Mc gets almost raped by her father-in-law, Chairman Han)

The impossible love for you

The heirs’ weakness

Deathly love triangle

Who do you really love? ( Mc found Rka’s picture in Jumin’s wallet )

Jumin’s Princess ( Jumin is in Disney world and falls for Mc as a Disney Princess)

죄송 해요 - joesong haeyo - I‘m sorry 

A new love for Jumin Han( Jaehee and Mc have a coffee shop and Jumin falls in love with a regular customer who can play the piano) 

Mc finds Jumin who sings to himself

Jumin takes care of Mc after V dies but actually falls in love with her

After a business trip

Without regrets 

Birthday Present

Jumin Han with twin daughters

Jumin Han x Mc Ice skating

Your weak heart 

Jumin x Mc painting the wall

Jumin with a muslim Mc

Jumin x MC// Pregnant with the second child

Jumin fights about MC being pregnant => alternative Ending

Jumin eating Pineapple Pizza for the first time and drinking Capri Sun in a wine glass with Seven and Jihyun

Jumin buys Mc a house

Jumin with Mc at a family Meeting and Mc meets Jumin’s siblings for the first time 

Jumin x veterinarian MC

Jumin’s reaction about Mc having a tappy cat

Jumin with a Mc who loves to go to Disney World

Jumin x Mc with a cat filter

High School AU/ Jumin x Mc hide their relationship to maintain the charity group’s dynamic

Jumin x Mc watching 50 Shades of Grey and his imagination goes crazy

Changes

Sacrifice (Love triangle between Jumin, Saeyoung and a Nurse MC)

Normal Ending – After End (completed) 

Work

Trust

A father‘s love

A husband‘s task

Epilogue

𝒵𝑒𝓃/ 𝐻𝓎𝓊𝓃 𝑅𝓎𝓊

Reset Theory

Buying a dog together

If I leave……

Zen x shy petite Mc who fails to flirt with him

Our fight (Zen x Mc slipping into anorexic behaviors)

Zen x famous pianist Mc who composes the soundtrack for his Movie 

Deadly love triangle 

𝒴𝑜𝑜𝓈𝓊𝓃𝑔 𝒦𝒾𝓂

A non planned beach day (Angst, Trigger warning)

Our First time

Yoosung with his sister

𝒥𝒶𝑒𝒽𝑒𝑒 𝒦𝒶𝓃𝑔

A new love for Jumin Han ( Jaehee and Mc have a coffee shop and Jumin falls in love with a regular customer who can play the piano) 

Jaehee x Mc smut

𝒮𝒶𝑒𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔 𝒞𝒽𝑜𝒾

My Father

Perfect Couple

Friendzone (Mc lives with the twins but isn’t in love)

Jealousy between brothers

Fire (Pregnant Mc in a burning house)

Sacrifice (Love triangle between Jumin, Saeyoung and a Nurse MC) 

GOTCHA (Mc x Saeyoung are on vacancy when Saeran kidnaps her)

Competition (Mc is a better hacker than Saeyoung)

Soulmate

Who’s fault is it?

Saeyoung’s After Life (completed) 

Chapter One 

Chapter Two 

Chapter Three 

Chapter Four

Chapter Five (last one)

𝒮𝒶𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝒞𝑜𝒾

Workplace 

Very first Date

Friendzone (Mc lives with the twins but isn’t in love)

Jealousy between brothers 

Saeran x Mc painting the wall

𝒥𝒾𝒽𝓎𝓊𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓂

A lied truth

The Shot

My Father

A Friend’s jealousy (Jumin gets jealous of Mc and her boyfriend Jihyun)  

Your Dreams (Jihyun calls Rika in his dreams)

Birthday Present

Morning Smut

Love confession (Jihyun confesses his love to MC)

Jihyun x Mc gettin’ it after not seeing a long time

Fears (Mc is afraid to turn out like Rika) (completed so far)

Fears

HEADCANONS

RFA reacts to a clumsy MC

RFA reacts to a tiny MC

RFA reacts to a chubby MC

What the RFA members are like when drunk

RFA+ V+Saeran react to MC dying after giving birth to their child. (Angst)

RFA+ V+Saeran+Rika reacts to a Male MC

RFA react to MC secretly being in Mint Eye and is dating Saeran

RFA react to MC being apart of a K-pop group 

RFA+Saeran+V  react to MC being a professional bellydancer

RFA BOYS react to being edged (NSFW)

MC Wears a Cute Onesie for Halloween!

RFA at the Airport with their Young Kids.

RFA react to a MC that wanted to be a Musical Actor When They Were Younger.

Jumin

Jumin thinks MC is cheating with Chairman Han (Kinda NSFW)

MC catches Jumin cheating and MC saves him from getting hit by a car. (Angst) 

Jumin has a bad dream about MC (Angst)

FICS/ONESHOTS

Halloween RFA party (NSFW)(Seven x MC)

Reunited (NSFW)(Yoosung x MC)

MC accidentally scratches one of 707′s cars. (FLUFF) (Seven x MC)

I Will Never Let You Go Again (Angst) (Seven x MC)

★ = my favs!

☆= most popular!

RFA

RFA when cuddling

RFA and their bad habits ☆

RFA and their morning routines

RFA and their favorite movies

RFA and their ideal day off

RFA and their music taste

RFA + Saeran with insecure and chubby!MC

RFA + Saeran with an introverted!MC

RFA + Saeran with ace!MC

RFA + Minor trio reacting to the Korean Spicy Noodle Challenge

Bubble Bath Time! with the RFA + Saeran 

The moment the RFA realized they were gay/bi for Jumin Han [humor] ★

The moment the RFA realized they were gay/bi for Jumin Han part ll

Cheating on MC (Yoosung, Zen, Jaehee, Jumin) [angst] ☆

Cheating Aftermath (Zen) [nsfw; angst]

Cheating Aftermath (Jumin) [nsfw; angst]

Cheating on MC (Seven, V, Saeran) [angst] ☆

Cheating Aftermath (Seven) [angst}

Cheating Aftermath (Saeran) [angst]

RFA + Saeran seeing MC in lingerie for the first time

RFA + Saeran teaching MC something ★ ☆

RFA + Minor trio reacting to MC dropping their phone on their face

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC  getting hit on in public

RFA + Saeran fake dating MC ★ ☆

RFA + Saeran reacting to a large breasted MC wearing a low cut top [gif, humor]    

What kind of anime they watch

What type of Dere they are

What type of superpower they would have

What job the Choi twins would have if they weren’t hackers

RFA+ Saeran as memed songs

RFA + Saeran as Disney songs

How ticklish are the RFA + Minor trio?

RFA+Minor trio as tumblr posts ☆

So…what else goes on during the RFA parties? [nsfw-ish lol]

Zen, Seven and Jumin with an MC who’s been neglecting them for work

Jumin and Seven reacting to MC coming home wasted

Yoosung, Seven and Saeran with pregnant MC

Mythical Messenger - RFA+Minor trio as mythical creatures

Mythical Messenger - Jumin’s route

Jumin and Unknown misunderstanding that MC is cheating on them

Clingy Yoosung, Seven, V and Saeran

Yoosung, Zen, V and Ray with a super affectionate MC

Yoosung, Jumin, Seven and V during wintertime 

Zen and Vanderwood being friends with benefits with MC

Yoosung, Seven and Vanderwood reacting to an MC who is into extreme parkour

Yoosung, Jumin, Seven and Saeran reacting to another member being in love with their MC

Jumin and Seven and an MC with  postpartum depression

Zen, Jumin and V with an MC who only wants to play with their feelings

How the RFA kisses

NSFW

RFA + Saeran during sex

Exchanging nudes with Zen, Jumin, Seven, V & Saeran

Yoosung and Jaehee addition!

Yoosung

Yoosung commits suicide *TW* ★

Random Yoosung HCs

Zen

Zen reacting to an MC that’s like a Disney princess ★

Needy Zen craving MC’s attention

Jumin

So close - Jon Mclaughlin [angst]

Jumin and MC leaving marks on each other [nsfw-ish] 

Jumin with an MC who is jealous over him flirting with another woman

“As You Wish.” [nsfw]

Seven

Seven reacting to seeing MC cry on CCTV ☆

Seven roadtripping with with an MC who has bad taste in music

“I don’t know how to be yours.”

“If I kiss you now,” 

I hope this finds you

V

NSFW V headcanons

V with an anxious MC hasn’t had their first kiss yet  ★

Jihyun & kisses [fluff]

Saeran

Saeran reacting to seeing the marks he left on MC *Minor Ray route spoilers*

Saeran leaving MC and then finding out he has a child ☆

Jonquil [fluff] 

Where Would You Rather Be? [fluff] - Saeran Choi Week!

Time’s Tracing - my piece for Saeran Zine!

Vanderwood

Vanderwood taking care of a sick and stubborn MC

Random Vanderwood HCs

Random Vanderwood Fluff

100 Dialogue Prompt List (x)

“Look at me. I love you” - Saeran

“If you don’t stop looking at my lips without doing anything about it, I will take you right here on this desk.” - Jumin [nsfw]

“I just want you to be happy, even if your happiness doesn’t include me, I just want you happy.” - Seven

“Please come home, this doesn’t feel right.” - V

“Oh god, how can you manage to switch from cute to sexy in under a second?” - Yoosung

“Don’t leave me like that again, you scared me.” - Zen

“I would honestly rather die before I let anything happen to you.” - Vanderwood

Nearly 200 Writing Prompt List (x)

“Was I really that drunk?!” - Zen

“About the baby…its yours.” - Seven ★

“Are you jealous?” - V

“Already? Do I have that much of an effect on you?” - Jumin [NSFW]

“Can I touch you?” - Ray

“Please don’t hurt me like this.” - Yoosung

Angst/Fluff Prompt List (x)

“Stay here tonight.” - Jumin

“Just a little longer.” - V

Multi-chaptered fics

This Would Be Paradise (Saeyoung x MC)

If the only place he can see you is in his dreams, Saeyoung will try to sleep forever.

Alas! I finally have made a mobile masterlist. I apologize that it has taken me so long to do, but it is finally here, so those who were unable to access my masterlist hopefully now can. I’ll link this in my bio and I’ll update it each time I update the online masterlist. 

Reblogs and comments are much appreciated! Thank you!! :)

Welcome to my Masterlist, where you can find all of my works!

*** Check bottom of page for rules on requests! <3

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Mystic Messenger Headcanons

Note: RFA = The main five, Minor Trio = V, Saeran, Vanderwood, Minor Four = V, Saeran, Vanderwood, Ray Note: TW = Trigger Warning

RFA

RFA Masked Heroine MC

RFA reacting to MC getting lost coming home

RFA reacting to MC w/ a service dog because of her panic attacks and seizures

RFA troubles when left alone w/ their child while MC is away for a few days

RFA noticing writer!MC bases their characters off of them

RFA reaction to MC in a Kpop group with a totally different concept of their personality

RFA w/ an MC who overworks herself when she is feeling down

RFA and an MC w/ neurosis *** Personal Favorite!

RFA and a figuring skating!MC teaching them how to ice skate

RFA reacting to MC in physical pain after spending the whole day hunched over a desk studying

RFA w/ an MC who’s a huge fan of a Kpop girl group

RFA w/ an Otaku MC

RFA reacting to an MC who is very clumsy

RFA + V and/or Saeran

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC fighting back when being kidnapped by Unknown

RFA + V and Saeran First Fight w/ MC Leaving (Happy Ending!)

RFA + V and Saeran Drunk Headcanons

RFA + V and Saeran with child in a wheelchair

RFA (-Zen) + V reacting to Actress!MC as Zen’s love interest in an upcoming movie

RFA + V and Saeran panicking over being parents

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC brainwashed by Mint Eye *** Personal Favorite!

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to MC adopting her younger sister/brother

RFA + V and Saeran w/ an MC who loves all types of literature

RFA + V and Saeran Reacting to MC having her second surgery for the same condition

RFA + Saeran as Yanderes(TW)

RFA + V how and where they like to kiss MC

RFA + V react to MC that can crack a lot of her bones

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC flinching during an argument

RFA + V and Saeran w/ an MC who doesn’t like the idea of marriage

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to MC telling them they are bipolar

RFA + Saeran and Vanderwood defending MC with agoraphobia getting bullied at a store

RFA + V and Saeran w/ an animal mom MC

RFA + V and Saeran w/ a purging MC

RFA + V and Saeran cheering MC up after she has a huge fight with her best friend

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to an MC unable to sleep due to stress from school

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to MC having a chid from a past abusive relationship

RFA + V and Saeran reacting to their child being severely bullied

RFA + Saeran reacting to a pianist MC

RFA + V and Saeran w/ an MC who really loves to give little, soft kisses all over their face to show them how much she loves them

RFA + Saeran w/ MC breaking up with them

RFA + Minor Trio

RFA + Minor Trio with MC in a Kpop band that’s breaking up

RFA + Minor Trio w/ MC who draws manga for a career

RFA + Minor Trio MC having a panic attack *** Personal Favorite!

RFA + Minor Trio w/ MC who is sweet and soft but becomes really aggressive when angry ** DEAD LINK **

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC’s ex trying to get back with them

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC getting revenge on her enemy

RFA + Minor Trio Reacting to MC relapsing into self harm (TW)

RFA + Minor Trio finding MC after a shower in her towel on their bed looking at memes *** Personal Favorite!

RFA + Minor Trio jealous w/ and MC’s obsession over a character from a dating game

RFA + Minor Trio: Real or Fake Tree *** Personal Favorite!

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC being sad after a bad day

RFA + Minor Trio w/ and MC who’s never experienced a white Christmas before, experiencing her fist one with them

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC not having friends

RFA + Minor Trio stargazing w/ MC

RFA + Minor Trio as things I have said/texted

RFA + Minor Trio being surprised by MC

RFA + Minor Trio MC w/ depression

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to their daughter picking out the perfect wedding dress

RFA + Minor Trio MC being shot(TW)

RFA(-Jaehee) + Minor Trio reaction to an MC w/ scars on her lips and afraid to kiss them

RFA + Minor Trio w/ a chubby!MC who is self conscious and hates her body

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to a female MC’s parents insulting her

RFA + Minor Trio and the little ways they show their love for MC

RFA + Minor Trio w/ an MC overly-food-sensitive during her period

RFA + Minor Trio w/ a female MC who loves to lay on their chest and listen to their heart *** Personal Favorite!

RFA + Minor Trio protecting MC from her yandere ex(TW)

RFA + Minor Trio helping MC deal with having to shave off their hair

RFA(-Jaehee) + Minor Trio MC telling them she is pregnant

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC quitting smoking

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC throwing them a surprise birthday party

RFA + Minor Trio and pet names

RFA + Minor Trio reaction to MC with lots of scars on her arms, without the knowledge they come from her family’s cat

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC being very jumpy and bubbly when happy

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC having a bad emotional breakdown that causes a short memory lapse due to an argument

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC being bullied

RFA + Minor Trio as cats

RFA + Minor Trio rushing home due to hearing pregnant!MC was crying and upset

RFA + Minor Four

Nothing yet!

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Individual Character Headcanons

Yoosung Kim

Yoosung Kim after ending fluff headcanons

Yoosung Kim Kabedonning MC in High School

Yoosung and Zen w/ an old friend coming back into their lives and harassing MC

Zen (Hyun Ryu)

Zen meeting MC’s family, with a father who thinks he’s too good for you

Yoosung and Zen w/ an old friend coming back into their lives and harassing MC

Zen, Seven, and V cheating and getting caught, then being saved by MC

Zen comforting an insecure MC

Jaehee Kang

Jaehee w/ an MC who loves puzzles

Jumin Han

Jumin coming home after a business trip to hearing MC and presuming she is cheating only for her to be eating really good waffles

Jumin being saved by MC after she caught him cheating

Jumin Angst: Mr. Chairman harassing MC (TW)

Jumin comforting an insecure MC

Jumin having a nightmare about MC never having existed

Jumin, Seven, V + Saeran w/ a translator MC

Jumin’s reaction to meeting your abusive ex who is trying to get you back

Jumin and Seven MC hiding their surgery

Seven (Saeyoung Choi)

MC self harming during the time Seven pushes her away (TW)

Choi Family Household Holiday/Christmas Festivity Fluff *** Personal Favorite!

Seven + Saeran reacting to MC having a twin

Jumin, Seven, V + Saeran w/ a translator MC

Jumin and Seven MC hiding their surgery

Zen, Seven, and V cheating and getting caught, then being saved by MC

Seven + Saeran reacting to MC that only ever goes to Seven’s bunker to cook for them

V (Jihyun Kim)

Jumin, Seven, V + Saeran w/ a translator MC

V home alone with his baby

MC worried she will turn out like Rika and hurt V due to her depression and anxiety

Zen, Seven, and V cheating and getting caught, then being saved by MC

Unknown/Ray (Saeran Choi)

Saeran w/ anterograde amnesia *** Personal Favorite!

MC in love with Ray but too afraid to confess

Saeran comforting a stressed MC

Choi Family Household Holiday/Christmas Festivity Fluff *** Personal Favorite!

Seven + Saeran reacting to MC having a twin

Garden date w/ Ray in the winter

Ray during the holidays *** Personal Favorite!

MC telling Ray she is pregnant

Ray’s reaction to MC that plays piano

Snuggling w/ Ray headcanons

Jumin, Seven, V + Saeran w/ a translator MC

Ray + Vanderwood as parents *** Personal Favorite!

Saeran reacting to MC attempting to make a JPop video with her cat

Slow dancing w/ Ray

MC gives Saeran a kitten

Saeran is MC’s first kiss

Saeran + Vanderwood going to pick MC up from college only to find she has been beat up

Seven + Saeran reacting to MC that only ever goes to Seven’s bunker to cook for them

Vanderwood

Vanderwood’s reaction to MC flinching during an argument

Ray + Vanderwood as parents *** Personal Favorite!

Vanderwood coming home to find MC has been raped(TW)

Saeran + Vanderwood going to pick MC up from college only to find she has been beat up

Rika

Nothing yet!

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Mystic Messenger Fics

The Vet Next Door ~ Yoosung Kim x Reader(MC)

Everything For Him ~ Seven x Reader(MC)

Protect ~ Ray x Reader(MC)

“…and only me.” ~ Yoosung Kim x Reader(MC)

Sticks and Stones ~ Zen x Reader(MC)

Good Kitten, Bad Kitten ~ Jumin Han x Reader(MC)

Silent Night ~ Jihyun Kim

Forever ~ Ray x Reader(MC)

Love and Hate ~ Vanderwood x Reader(MC)

Mystery Woman ~ Jaehee Kang x Reader(MC)

The Horror Fiasco! ~ Yoosung Kim x Reader(MC)

A Rainy Day Picnic ~ Zen x Reader(MC)

Helpless ~ Seven x Reader(MC)

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NSFW (Fics + Headcanons)

Fics

Master ~ Zen x Reader(MC)

Birthday Surprise ~ Jumin Han x Reader(MC) x V

Dream ~ Unknown x Reader(MC)

Headcanons

RFA + Minor Trio First Time w/ MC 

RFA (-Jaehee) when they get jealous

Yoosung Headcanons w/ a chubby MC (NSFW + SFW)

Polyamorous relationship Yoosung/MC/Saeran (NSFW + SFW)

RFA + Minor Trio reaction to MC calling them oppa/eonni

Unknown x MC NSFW Story Headcanon

RFA + Minor Trio reacting to MC deciding to become a lingerie supermodel and abandoning her career of being a professional doctor

RFA (-Jaehee) + Minor Trio dick sizes

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Ficlets

Nothing yet!

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Collabs

Hot and Dizzy ~ Ray x Reader(MC) | NSFW | Collab with @juminss-cat | Part 1, Part 2

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Holiday Mini-Fics

RFA + Minor Trio: Christmas Morning

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Memes/Ask Games/Prompts

Fluffy A-Z Headcanon Game

Yoosung - G, T

Zen - I

Jaehee - P, G

Jumin - I

Jumin - V

Seven - M, S, D

Seven - V

Seven - G, H, K

Jihyun - N,T, Y

Saeran - L

Saeran - A, D, G

Saeran - E, H, N

Saeran - X, S, P

Vanderwood - G

Vanderwood - A, F, Z

Starter Prompts

“Well that was rude of you to say.” ~ Zen x Reader(MC)

“Dance with me!” ~ Jumin x Reader(MC)

“I can’t stand the thought of losing you.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“Good Girl.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“Behave.” ~ Vanderwood x Reader(MC) ** DEAD LINK **

Drabble Prompts

“Come over here and make me.” ~ Jumin x Reader(MC)

“Just once.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” ~ Seven x Reader(MC)

“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” ~ Ray x Reader(MC)

“Don’t you dare throw that snowba- goddammit!” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“You fainted… straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didn’t have to go to such extremes.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you want to stop and feel the rain?” ~ Vanderwood x Reader(MC)

Valentine’s Day Starters

“Uh… w-will you be my valentine?” ~ Seven x Reader(MC)

“Are those chocolate-covered strawberries?” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“Give me a kiss. No wait… two kisses. No, three ki-” ~ Seven x Reader(MC)

“It’s not the typical Valentine’s Day present, but I hope you like it.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

“I know I say this a lot, but… I love you.” ~ Saeran x Reader(MC)

Emoji Headcanon Game

Zen - 💋, 👅

Jumin - 🍆

Jumin - 😥, 🚿, 🌎

Seven - 😘, 🙊, 📞

V - ❤️, 😘, 👶

V - 😷, 🚑

Saeran - 💀, 🚿, 🍆

Saeran - 😘, 👅, 💏

Saeran - 😡, 👶, 👰

Vanderwood - 😡, 💔, 👅

Vanderwood - 😥, 🌎, 📞

Vanderwood - 😀, 💋, 🚿

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Series

Daughter With a Resemblance to Dead MC (RFA + Minor Trio)

If I Would Ever Leave You ~ Saeran Choi x Reader(MC) x Yandere!Yoosung Kim

Saelie - Saeran x Natalie (灬♥ω♥灬)

All of these have been written by others. Check them out and show them some love!! - if you ever want to write something for me, you can use the hashtag #natalie and tea <3 and tag me~ I love to see what you guys write for me!! <3

Happy Valentine’s Day | by @juminss-cat

Stargazer | by @mysticdahlias

Happy Birthday Natalie! | by @creepyproxies

Surprise! | + RFA | by @mysticdahlias

It May Be Cold, but You Make Me Feel So Warm | by @juminss-cat

Gladiolus | Saeran x Reader, but written for me after a bad day <3 | by @mysticdahlias

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*** Rules for requests!

- You can request anything you want. Meaning you can request: sfw, nsfw, angst, fluff, TW - I take requests for headcanons and ficlets - for ficlets I only accept one character with the MC - If there is anything I don’t feel comfortable with writing, or I don’t feel the request was written clearly enough, I will tell you. - Requests are closed - Requests get closed when my inbox reaches it’s full capacity of 60 requests. They get opened back up when it’s been narrowed down to 10 still remaining.

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So I didn’t realize that pages don’t work on mobile I swear I am worse than Jumin when it comes to this newfangled technology so this should work for you mobile users! 

Here’s a collection of all that I have written! I’ll try to keep this as up to date as possible! Last updated: 9/19/18

Good to know information:

The most recent posts are towards the tops of the lists, and the oldest are at the bottom.

Posts with possible triggers are marked with a TW next to the link(s), and the actual triggers will be at the top of the post.

If the post says RFA, it includes V.

*** = a writing that will be coming soon

If a link isn’t working/doesn’t lead to the right post, let me know by sending in an ask or messaging me and I will fix it asap!

Headcanons/Mini Fics/Reactions

RFA/Minor duo/trio

RFA + Saeran with a naturally cold MC ***

RFA + Saeran getting jealous/clingy ***

RFA with MC who is nervous about driving ***

RFA reacting to MC crying after saying ‘I love you so much’ ***

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood who can take pills very easily ***

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood MC has a snake

RFA with a mute/deaf MC ***

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood cuddling MC when she blows raspberries into their stomachs ***

RFA with a childish MC ***

RFA + Saeran with hotheaded/grumpy MC ***

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC with scars from picking her skin 

Saeyoung and Saeran comforting MC who wakes up with anxiety

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC’s ‘if lost return to ____’ shirt with her best friend 

RFA reacting to MC being very agreeable because of believing her opinion doesn’t matter 

RFA + Saeran react to MC with soft hair

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood react to MC being unable to walk b/c of rough sex (SFW)

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood saving MC from a mouse

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood with MC who can’t swallow pills without psyching themselves up 

RFA + Saeran MC relapsed into self harm TW

RFA + Saeran react to MC’s stalker ex TW

RFA meeting tall tomboyish MC who can fight and is a tease

RFA + Saeran with MC who has a heart condition

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC wanting a baby

RFA + Saeran karaoke date with MC

RFA + Saeran best friends but crushing on MC

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood saving MC from a cockroach

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood gender bent TW

RFA + Saeran react to MC singing Helpless from Hamilton

RFA + Saeran and Christmas

RFA  reacts to professional MMA figher MC

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood with MC who compulsively lies

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood with MC who is scary when mad

RFA Guys + Saeran + Vanderwood seeing MC asleep for the first time

RFA (minus V) - MC tries (and fails) to make pancakes 

RFA (minus V) + Saeran with Emotional MC

RFA comforting MC after a bad dream TW

RFA (minus V) w/Semi Famous Skater MC

RFA + Saeran react to MC who snores

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood reacts to MC with superpowers

RFA (minus V) reacts to MC who stutters

RFA (minus V) MC is very insecure about acne

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood MC names one of her sphinx cats after them

RFA (minus V) reacting to MC forgetting her birthday

RFA (minus V) reacting to MC’s stepdad being younger than her

RFA (minus V) reacting to Werewolf!MC

Moving in/first night with RFA + Saeran / with V

RFA (minus V) + Saeran reacting to MC who can change into her favorite animal

RFA (minus V)  and Halloween

RFA (minus V) + Saeran get hurt and forget MC: Part one /  Part two /  Part three /  Part four TW 

RFA + Saeran + Vanderwood reacting to badass MC

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC making noises while doing stuff

RFA + Saeran reacting to MC’s pet not liking them

RFA + Saeran scooting in a cardboard box w/MC

Single characters

Jumin x MC x V love triangle ***

Bodyguard!MC (Jumin)

Ray with a MC named Lily 

MC jealous of Ray’s relationship with Rika

Jumin Fluff (drabble)

Jaehee with a girlcrazy partner

Jumin and MC’s first big fight

Zen and MC’s first big fight

Ray and MC sleeping together after she confesses her feelings 

Fics/Drabbles/AU

Reincarnation AU (Jumin x MC) ***

Saeran angst ***

MC feels neglected by Saeran (possibly RFA + Vanderwood too) ***

Collapsed (Jumin x MC) TW 

Regret (Saeran x MC) 

Someone like you (Saeran x MC) TW

Every morning (Saeyoung x MC)

Eleven Days AU (707 x MC): Prologue TW / One / Two / Three / Four /

Dear Abyss,

I am writing to you, the endless void that may swallow my manic screams because I came to a startling realization late last night. My friend tagged me in an article about the return of D.N.Angel, a childhood favorite of mine, which I haven’t touched since its hiatus back in 2005. Excited, I messaged another friend, and I began rereading the manga while we gushed about how much we ship Dark and Riku (that has got to be a WHOLE other post). I was explaining to her how the mangaka was steering Risa and Dark together before the hiatus struck, and went to look for evidence to back my claims, when I realized something, or, rather… remembered something…

the premise of the series.

So, Abyss, as any adequate reader understands from reading the very first chapter: the transformation from Daisuke to Dark, and vice versa, is triggered by a pounding heart caused by love, or, as I will call it from now on, the “doki-dokis.” Early relationship summary is as follows: Daisuke has the doki-dokis for Risa, who is charmed by Dark, who gets the doki-dokis for Riku upon seeing her, who is taking notice of Daisuke. Chapter 1 is excruciatingly important in the two lines of exposition it gives us via Emiko’s charming lips (apologies for the quality in advance). Here is the first:

“As long as you both love each other, you’ll [Daisuke] turn back to normal.”

Anyone who keeps reading knows that Daisuke’s affections eventually switch over to Riku. He gets the mad doki-dokis for my girl. Riku, in turn is crushing on my son. They “…both love each other….” right? (That’s also a whole other theory that I’ve yet to flesh out) They confessed to each other way back in Chapter 9 (though I guess you can argue that Riku’s insecurity stops it from becoming a truer love, I don’t really think that counts).  It’s obvious by their date/set-up at Azumano Joyland that Riku and Daisuke are in love….

So why?

Why does this occur?

Why does Daisuke still transform into Dark in Stage3 Vol.5 when he goes on a date with Riku? When he has the doki-dokis for her and her him? It completely goes against Emiko’s claim that he [Daisuke] will turn back to normal [stop transforming completely] “As long as you [they] both love each other….” 

Dark tries to explain this away in Stage.2 Vol.2, of course.

But something tells me that that statement rings false. Throughout the entirety of the series, Dark keeps reiterating to Daisuke, “I am you.” So much so that someone could make a collage out of it. In the mirror world, Daisuke himself holds the last feather even though Dark says that he [Dark] has it. It sounds a bit contradictory, but it still aligns with his thoughts in Chapter 8

Daisuke has the tenth feather because he can be Dark. If it had been in reverse, Dark would most likely not have the feather of memory because he cannot be Daisuke without the assimilation. I’m sure Dark might be flinging some bull around with that shoddy “We are one” explanation. Then the question remains, why is Daisuke still transforming into Dark?

My answer: the second important line in Chapter 1

“Your first love must turn out good,” Emiko explains with an impish smile. Daisuke is still transforming into Dark regardless of Riku’s returned love for him because she’s not his first love.

Riku isn’t Risa.

Riku isn’t Daisuke’s Holy Maiden.

Risa is.

And this is when my thoughts spiraled into a more sinister place. Although it appeared that Sugisaki-sensei was pushing Risa and Dark together… is she really? Perhaps it’s just my bias speaking, but there are only four instances of Dark reverting to Daisuke without the help of his Riku-brand doki-dokis.

1) Risa assaults Dark, surprising him with an unsolicited kiss before stating her feelings (I left out the pages where it’s just Daisuke fleeing Keiji) in Stage.3 Vol.1

2) Risa embracing Dark and declaring her devotion to him in Stage.3 Vol.9

3) Daisuke’s body is too fatigued for Dark’s continued manifestation in Stage.3 Vol.13 (I skipped the pages where Satoshi diverts the cops)

4) Satoshi transforms and saves Risa, the shock of which Daisuke points out in Stage.3 Vol.23

The second instance is possibly the only time Dark gets the doki-dokis from Risa that aren’t shock-related. What if it isn’t affection or romance that’s making his heart pound?

Excitement, anticipation… what if Dark’s heart picked up because he found a loophole in his “endless existence”?

In Stage.3 Vol.8, Daisuke sees Dark walking down an ominous hall and hears Risa’s claim.

Daisuke thinks Dark is finally taking Risa seriously. He thinks his shadow is beginning to fall in love with her. 

But what if he’s not?

What if Risa’s voice echoing in Dark’s soul isn’t there to show his changing impression of her, but, rather, his hope for assimilation? What if Dark is manipulating her?

During the fireworks display in Stage.3 Vol.9, Dark tells Risa to give up on him and kisses her forehead. He “returns” Risa’s stolen heart; he rejects her gently, kindly, leaving her with a good impression of him. Just as Daisuke thinks, it appears that Dark is beginning to return Risa’s love. 

If that’s true, then why is he willing to risk Risa for the sake of his own pride, his vindication against Argentine? His eyes are terrifying when he expresses his fury towards Argentine. 

A sadistic thrill runs through his body at the thought of hurting Argentine. His connection to Daisuke is cut, but the boy is shouting with all his soul to prioritize Risa’s safety. Hell, even Risa’s voice can no longer reach him in his rage.

Is it because Argentine put his new plan in jeopardy in stealing away his most precious pawn? Risa is Daisuke’s Holy Maiden, regardless of his new love for Riku. Dark needs her to finish his play. Argentine’s trespass against him isn’t whisking away Dark’s Holy Maiden; it’s for interfering with his new plans for assimilating with Daisuke.

In fact, Dark is so caught up in trying to “break” Argentine, that he strays far from Risa during his fight. The tower collapses upon Qualia’s death, and Risa plummets down to the unforgiving earth. Dark is too far away, but, to Risa’s fortune, Satoshi is there to transform and catch her (the cause of the aforementioned fourth reversion).

Though Dark definitely has a darker side (pun unintended), he isn’t one to let the girl he loves come to harm. He’s willing to risk life, limb,and pride for Riku when she is in danger or pulled into his supernatural affairs:

1) Chapter 4 – Secrets be damned, Riku’s safety is the priority. We can tell that it’s Dark due to his address: “Riku,” not “Harada-san.” Daisuke wants to keep the secret, but his panic completes his transformation into Dark, who begins to show, time and time again after this chapter, that he wants Riku to know the truth.

Dark, in Daisuke’s body, saves Riku from Ukawa’s assault in Chapter 7, but there’s nothing on the line for him here, so I didn’t include it.

2) Stage.2 Vol. 10 – Dark refuses to move out of the way of Krad’s blast, so that Riku won’t get hit in the crossfire. It is only after he’s taken the blow and returns Krad the favor that he goes on the offensive.

3) The Second Hand of Time Vol.4 – Dark more than likely had the power to fight off all those guards, but Riku is with him. He makes a small sacrifice of his ego and chooses the safest route to get into the towers: surrendering. 

I mean… look at his face. He doesn’t exactly look happy to be surrendering. He looks more upset that he has to take the boring and safe way in order to protect our girl.  Of course, once Riku insults his pride, he does a bit of damage control, and probably leaves her tied up for her own safety (didn’t include that last part).

When Risa is kidnapped by Argentine, a Phantom Thief Dark note is left for Riku, promising to bring her sister back. Dark puts Riku first; she is different.

Unlike Daisuke and Risa, whom he calls his possessions, claiming that they belong to him. He looks down on lots of people. Declaring two to be his possessions is just another manifestation of his supposed superiority.

They belong to him. They are his to use and his to move. When something bad happens to them, especially when he assigns them as his proxy, he feels that it reflects negatively upon him, like a subordinate embarrassing their boss. He isn’t afraid to name drop and manipulate them. Dark even tries to play up that Risa will be sad at the dance in Stage.4 Vol.11 when he’s trying to persuade Daisuke to let them switch places for five minutes (he even sneaks a glance to see if it’s working before getting distracted by Daisuke’s dork clothes for the dance).

Riku never seems to be included in this list. He loves her madly, but never once tries to lay claim over her. When she begins falling for Daisuke, Dark calls him a “rival.” He doesn’t tell his host to stay away from his belongings, but “rings the bells of war” instead. He cannot manipulate her, he refuses to, as shown when he allows her to keep her memories of being inside Daisuke’s painting in The Second Hand of Time Vol.6

Dark doesn’t want coexistence, like Daisuke proclaims to desire in Stage.2 Vol.11. He never echoes that coexistence is his goal.

He wants to be free to love and have his love reciprocated. 

He wants validation.

He wants assimilation.

Without taking over his host’s body, Dark will never be “enough.” He will never have the doki-dokis on his own.

With coexistence, he will remain incomplete, yearning, and unloved.

Dark will stop at nothing to receive Riku’s love.

I theorize that this is what Sugisaki-sensei intends to make Daisuke understand later in the series, which is why Daisuke has these thoughts in Stage.2 Vol.9

Daisuke didn’t feel the regret at the time, and he won’t, not until it’s too late. Why will he come to regret it? It can’t be because Dark tried to reveal their secret to Riku way back in this chapter; that isn’t a serious enough of an offense for someone as patient, forgiving, and dependent as Daisuke. Dark had to do something heartbreaking, even treasonous in order for Daisuke to regret any care he feels towards his shadow.

During the dance in Stage.4 Vol.11, Dark overtakes Daisuke while the boy is in a state of emotional confusion.  Risa begs Dark for a dance, for him to be hers. The look he gives her is calculating, pupils contracted to pinpoints and face stoic; it’s a complete contrast to the dilated pupils, smile, and blush from when Riku bandages his hand with her headband in Stage.3 Vol.4.

Again, he is tender with Risa, telling her that he is hers alone, even though he “returned her stolen heart” on their previous date. It’s just in the next chapter, Stage.4 Vol.12, when Daiki drops the bombshells on us. One is that in order to preserve his existence, Dark always proposes assimilation with his hosts (most likely due to the fact that they’ve always loved the same person). The other is…

a suspected red herring.

If Dark doesn’t, in fact, need the validation of the first love, what if he’s been manipulating Daisuke into thinking he loved Riku, so he [Dark] could trick Risa into choosing him over his host? Daisuke was so sure that he loved Risa, but Dark convinced him otherwise in Chapter 8 (again with the “I am you” spiel).

In the beginning, Risa was also pretty touch-and-go with her affections.

Disturbed when Daisuke stopped liking her to date her sister, it only drove her further away from Daisuke and into Dark’s arms in Chapter 7. Uncomfortable with all the change, Stage.2 Vol.1 shows Risa questioning everything.

It could pettiness, or intuition, but Risa feels that there’s something wrong with Daisuke’s new love for Riku. However, her desperation to see Dark anywhere and everywhere makes for good white noise inside her head. Because so long as she has “her Dark-san,” she doesn’t need anyone else. Dark knows this, her obsession with him, her seemingly undying and unconditional love. That’s why in Stage.4 Vol.12, he’s ready to pop the big question:

Seriously? No expression? If an entity living an endless existence finally got someone to love him and choose him over his host, you think he’d at least crack a small smile. But, no, Dark needs to ask with a business voice because hope can’t crack his poker face.

Risa is understandably confused in the next panel, and Daisuke has unspecified doki-dokis until his partner and friend, and totally-not-manipulator, Dark tells him the good news in their souls!

And how does Daisuke take it? Our sweet cinnamon roll who wants coexistence over assimilation or Dark’s disappearance?

APPARENTLY OUR BOY’S OVER THE MOON.

AND LA-DEE-DA, EVERYTHING IS GOING ACCORDING TO PLAN. DARK IS JUST ECSTATIC OVER THIS DEVELOPMENT IN THE NEXT PANEL.

LOOK AT THAT SATISFIED GAZE.

It’s like he’s saying to himself, “I’m almost there. Just wait for me, Riku.”

TL;DR: Either only the Wing Tamer’s first love becomes the Holy Maiden or Dark tricked Daisuke into thinking he’s in love with Riku in order to manipulate Risa into choosing him [Dark], so he can freely, finally, pursue Riku and be rid of his unbearably endless, loveless existence.

And that’s it! That’s my First Love/Scumbag Dark Theory. I hope I’m wrong. Please, please, PLEASE let me be wrong! I really love Dark and Riku together, and just Dark as a character. I don’t want him to be the secret final boss!

Thoughts?

UPDATE (4/27)

@mint1412 reminded me of the love potion in Chapter 3! If we go by the most popular and widely believed workings of a love potion, the it will always be the first person the consumer sees. So although Dark was the one to “administer” the love potion…

He isn’t the first face Riku sees after receiving the love potion.

But she gets a clear view of Daisuke.

Maybe Risa was onto something when she felt how off Daisuke’s interest in Riku was? The spill looks like an honest-to-god accident, so I don’t think was an orchestration by Dark (but maybe he used it to his advantage if First Love Theory rings true). However, it does open up the possibility that Daisuke and Riku might not actually be in love. Daisuke get’s an old-school case of Risa-brand doki-dokis when he sees “her” (Insomnia-Riku dressed as Risa) at the fake dance in Stage.4 Vol.8…

… and Riku is upset at seeing Risa dance with Dark in Stage.4 Vol.11 (it’s up to debate whether it’s because she suspects Daisuke and Dark or because she’s beginning to fall for Dark, but my trashy Dariku heart hopes for the latter).

Maybe she’s calling out to Daisuke because she knows? Maybe because she’s examining her feelings of love? I don’t really know.

However, if Daisuke and Riku are truly only in love due to the potion, then maybe these are the signs showing that it’s losing its effects. Daisuke’s affections are returning to Risa, and Riku is beginning to fall for Dark on her own, no sweet-talking or good-looks necessary.

Still doesn’t change the fact that Dark might be a scumbag, though, and if it turns out that he did orchestrate the whole love potion fiasco, I WILL PUNCH MYSELF. It goes against all rational thought to make your love fall for your main rival, your main obstacle in existing; it’s a whole other level of masochism! If First Love Theory proves true, this could have all been a ploy to get to Risa. Dark is far from a fully rational being (callback to him prioritizing breaking Argentine over Risa not dying), and he’s been rejected by all of his love interests for generations.

Under a cut, because this is already long as heckie.

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Zen, Jumin and Saeran reacting to an MC who gets hit by a car on the street

No, no, no.

Why today?

Why today of all days?

Why did you oversleep today of all days?

You’ve been dreading this day for a week now, but the interview you’re having in less than ten minutes is for your dream job. Memories of little you, running around and telling everybody about what you want to work when you grow up,  start flooding your mind and a small smile forms on your lips. Nothing’s changed since then. You’ve always been working hard for your dream and now you’re so close to making it turn into reality that your heart flutters at the thought of it.

Then why, you wonder, did your brain decide to let you indulge in the comfort and warmth of your bed an hour longer today? You’ve been having troubles sleeping ever since they called you to schedule the interview, the ball of anxiety in your stomach keeping you from functioning normally. But last night? Last night you fell asleep as soon as your head hit your soft pillow.

As unlucky as you feel today, you can’t help but also feel happy. A soft giggle escapes your lips when you stop at the traffic light. An elderly couple with their gorgeous golden retriever stops right next to you, the dog’s tail wagging happily. You feel your luck coming back to you when you drop down on one knee to pet the animal and it moves to lick your cheek in a moment of love and affection. Your day can’t be that bad if the god of dogs is smiling down upon you, can it?

Your mood now significantly improved, you join the crowd crossing the street when the light turns green. You’re still deep in your thoughts when your ears start picking up someone’s yelling. Your eyes focus on the people on the other side of the road and you swear they’re all looking and pointing at you. A chill runs down your spine and you feel your blood pumping in your head. The people you were crossing the street with are running in panic, leaving you alone in the middle of the road to try and comprehend what’s going on. You turn around and you feel time slowing down.

A moment of distraction. That’s all it takes for someone to become an innocent victim on the road. You were focused on thoughts about your future, but now you wonder if you’ll ever see one. Your eyes find the driver’s terrified ones through thick glass, her hand tightly clutching her phone.

Oh. She’s been texting someone.

You really want to stop time and ask her if this message was so important that she risked hurting someone to send it. Was it worth it?

It’s too late now, though.

Time picks up pace to return to its normal flow. You close your eyes and hope that when you open them again, you’ll be in your bed, the warmth of the one you love most in this world wrapped around you like a soft blanket.

Unbearable pain hits you with its full force and your brain shuts off. The next thing you know is you’re falling down in an endless pit of darkness.

Zen

It’s rare for Zen to have a day off, so that couldn’t have happened at a better time. Today is a very important day for you and he wants to make sure you’ll be able to take a proper rest when you get back home.

The take-out he ordered is on its way, the dishes are spotless, and he’s just about to change the sheets of your bed when his phone goes off. Thinking it’s you, he all but runs to the other room to pick up.

His smile fades as soon as a man, his voice stern and clear, but unfamiliar, asks to talk to Mr. Hyun Ryu. Zen can count on the fingers of one hand the number of people who still use his birth name, so his initial reaction is that of pure surprise.

Different types of thoughts start swirling around in his head when the man pauses for a second. “Mr. Ryu, do you know a woman named MC?” Zen’s blood runs cold, fingers gripping the kitchen counter with force he never knew he had in himself. His ears are ringing, eyes looking at what’s in front of them, but not seeing.

He doesn’t bother locking the door when he leaves the house. To hell with everything. Nothing will really matter if you’re not around. He hails the first cab he sees on the street, the strong smell inside the car doing nothing to distract his mind from thoughts of you. “She’ll be okay. She is strong. She’ll make it through. Yes, she’ll be okay.”

The ride to the hospital is long and slow and Zen wants to scream at the top of his lungs, irritated and angry at the world. He feels as if time itself is slowing down, mockingly showing him that nothing is under his control. He bites his lips and soon, the taste of iron fills his mouth, drawing his attention away from all the red traffic lights standing in his way.

As soon as he arrives at the hospital, he wastes no time getting to your room. He hears voices telling him that he shouldn’t run in a hospital, but those warnings sound distant and frankly, right now he doesn’t care about any rules.

His eyes widen at the sight of your tiny body looking even smaller with all the tubes and other medical equipment attached to it. The tears he’s been holding back until now burst forth like water from a dam as he runs towards you. He kneels next to the bed, hands moving to grab yours.

The feeling of your skin on his pulls him out of the trance he’s been in since your doctor called. He’s desperate for more, desperate to hear your voice and see your bright smile, but you can’t indulge him this time.

He doesn’t know when he’s dozed off, but he realizes he’s waking up to a small, barely noticeable movement that has piqued his sleeping brain’s curiosity. Your eyes are still tightly shut, your breaths faint and sustained by complex machinery, but he’s sure he felt your fingers move.

Hope fills his heart as he feels that tiny movement once again. A cry of relief echoes through the room, soon followed by Zen’s soft laughter. You’ll be okay. You’re strong. You’ll make it through. And he’s gonna be with you every step of the way.

Jumin

He skims through the contents of another folder of neatly organized documents, but finds himself unable to focus on his work. As his thoughts keep going back to you, he decides it’s time for a break.

With a deep sigh, he turns around in his chair. Usually, the view of the city from this high up calms his nerves and makes his worries seem small. Today, however, he can’t shake off the feeling of something not being quite right.

Dark clouds, heralds of an impending storm, loom on the horizon and Jumin’s bad feeling gets even worse. Just when he’s about to check his phone, it rings, an unknown number on the display making him hesitate before picking up.

Jumin’s many years as a businessman, along with the various trainings he went through as a kid, usually work in his favor. Analyzing situations and people and calculating different outcomes come naturally to him, but nothing has prepared him for this.

As the brief conversation ends, Jumin feels his knees going weak and the blood draining from his face. Fingers trembling, he steadies them for just enough time to dial driver Kim’s number and tell him to wait for him in front of the building in a minute.

After a couple of deep breaths, he feels his usual calmness slowly coming back. His heart is pounding in his chest, but his mind is clear. You need him. He needs to be strong for you and like hell he’ll fail at the most important job in his life. With a newfound determination, he heads to the elevator, fingers already working on dialing the number of his doctor.

Driver Kim’s years of experience shine through as he navigates the city with skill and ease. In less than fifteen minutes, Jumin is at the hospital, the beating of his heart getting louder and louder. He enters the building as if in a trance, the curious looks of people doing nothing to distract him from thoughts of you and your well-being.

Afraid of what he might see, he hesitates for a second at the door of your room. A deep breath steadies his resolve and he goes in.

He feels like someone just kicked him in the ribs, forcing out all the air that filled his lungs a second ago. Purple welts cover most of your pale skin and the sight is enough for Jumin to feel the world starting to spin around him.

He slowly moves towards your bed as if afraid to disturb the delicate balance of of all the tubes and life supporting machines in the room. Your breathing is faint and he feels overwhelming fear spreading through his whole body. A silent scream escapes his lips as he falls on his knees next to you, head buried in your pillow.

Why? Why would such a cruel thing happen to a brilliant person like you? Why do you have to suffer? Just why? He lifts his hand to remove a loose strand of hair from your face, the soft feeling of it making his eyes water. His fingers trace your jawline, their soft trail ending at the deep cut right above the corner of your lips. “Please… Please, don’t leave me, my love… Please, stay with me…”

In what seems like eternity, he dozes off on the chair next to your bed. His fingers are intertwined with yours, a gentle expression on his tear-stained face. A soft smile tugs at the corners of his lips when he meets you in his dreams, laughing, happy and very much alive. Dreams he’s determined to turn into reality.

Saeran

A soft smile forms on his lips as his fingers touch the delicate petals of the blooming primrose. Eternal love. That’s what this flower symbolizes, perfectly resonating with the feelings inside Saeran’s heart. If he’s sure about anything in his life, it is that he will love you forever.

You left the house in a hurry this morning, sparing only a second to give him a quick peck on the lips before bolting out the door. It’s partially his fault, he admits to himself. He tried to wake you up, but you looked so cute, so peaceful in your slumber that he decided to let you sleep a bit more while he made your favorite breakfast for you. Things did get out of hand since he became too preoccupied with cooking, but he knows you’ll be alright. You’re the strongest person he knows and he’s positive you’ll come home with good news.

The sudden sound of his phone going off startles him. Thinking it’s you, he picks up with a broad smile on his face. An unfamiliar voice says his name and he feels his muscles grow tense. Thoughts of his past distract him for a few seconds until he makes out your name and his blood runs cold.

Moments later he’s outside, phone still clutched in his hand. The hospital is not far from where you two live and he figures he’d get there more quickly if he runs.

Cool wind bites at his cheeks as he moves through sparse crowds of people. A golden retriever tries to join him in his race against time, but is stopped by its elderly owners. If Saeran felt a hole in his chest where his heart used to be just a few minutes ago, he’s now all too aware of its pounding, his heartbeat echoing in his ears.

He only slows down for a moment to ask the receptionist about you. When he gets the information he needs, he starts running towards your room, the outraged shouts of the few people he pushes out of his way falling on deaf ears.

He storms in your room startling the nurse who’s checking your vital signs. She tries to protest, but the look of desperation on Saeran’s face convinces her otherwise. After a long minute, she leaves the room, giving him an empathetic look on her way out.

Breathing still rapid, he approaches your bed. You’re unconscious, pale, massive bruises covering the soft skin he adores touching. He tries to steady his breaths, but his efforts fall short as tears start falling down his cheeks and muffled sobs fill the tiny room.

When night comes, he makes it clear to the hospital staff that he’s not leaving your side. As moonlight starts sliding in through the curtains, Saeran’s eyelids grow heavy, the constant beeping of the heart monitor lulling him to sleep.