Didnât know how to put it, so I screenshoted and now here we go.Â
You were at the kitchen that morning
trying to make a special thing for VÂ
since he was so good with you all the timeÂ
the phone rang and V picked up
his voice was usually quiet so you couldn't hear what he was talking about
but you thought it was probably something from work
he was trying to buy a studio for his art and photos
but when he entered the room his face seemed different
âIt was the hospital where Rika isâŚâ
V was her contact, so in case of an emergency he would respond
Yoosung wanted to be the contact, but V was more mature and took responsibility for her
âShe got dischargedâÂ
You couldnât believe it
she was there for a couple months
but the doctors said it could take years to make her better
âThey need someone to pick her up and sing the forms, is okay if I go?â
âOf course, no one else could go. And if she's better I guess there won't be any problemsâ
the first week she stayed with you
since her apartment was empty
you were actually happy about her
everyone in the RFA helped her move back to her apartmentÂ
and there the problems started
V would get random calls from her at 22:00 or later
he felt like Rikaâs problems were his problems too
she came to the house you two shared
she didnât looked fineÂ
like she slept 2 hours in the past two weeks
âV, I canât do this! NO! I need you to help me!â
âRika, calm down. Iâm helping youâÂ
âNo! you donât understand! I NEED THINGS TO BE AS THEY WERE BEFOREâ
telling him that her illness will come if he didnât got back to her
she needed him back to get better
and V didnât knew what to do
She left after a couple hours
and when you came back V was different
he felt guilty about Rika
and feared what she could do to you if she came back to how she was when she was in mint eye
maybe not being with you was better for you?Â
maybe leaving you for Rika was the only way to fix this
he just wanted everyone to be safe
so after a lot of meditation he decided to do the ârightâ thingÂ
so that morning he left for work and came back with food
he didnât knew hot to tell you this
the past weeks and months Rika got more and more involved in Vâs life
even when you told Jumin about it he didn't seemed surprised at allÂ
he knew the guilty on Vâs shoulder
V felt as if Rikas illness was because of himÂ
you nodded and took a seat on the dinning table
it was late and the sky seemed darker than usualÂ
you knew what was coming next
âI canât be with you anymoreâÂ
âNoâŚâ you said, in pure pain
âis it because of Rikaâ You looked up to his eyes
he looked down for a second
thinking of a better way to do this
even when he said he would leave the houseÂ
you couldnât bare with staying thereÂ
his presence was in everythingÂ
you called the only person that could help youÂ
even when he was Vâs best friend
and helping you didnât mean he wasnât supporting V
He sent his chofer to get youÂ
and took you to his penthouse
even when you told him just to take you to an hotelÂ
he didn't wanted to leave you alone now
âHow are you?â he said as soon as you arrivedÂ
âItâs okayâ He said as he took your stuff inside
a week passed and V seemed fine with Rika
because within doors she was still the same manipulative and crazy person that she was beforeÂ
and as things with V and Rika got worse
you and Jumin got better and better
he seemed to be truly happy with youÂ
and you liked to be with him too
so when you realized that V was with Rika, and it didnât seemed as if they were going to break up
it was kind of a shocking story to hear
everyone in the RFA was surprised
seeing you two was painful for him
specially when things with Rika were so bad
But after a couple months he realized that Rika wasnât getting any better
she was getting worse than before
obsessive and manipulativeÂ
he decided to do the best for her
so her got her into a different hospital
one where they assured him she was not leaving until she was really better
so the next party of the RFA was different
the night passed and the guests left
the only ones left were the RFA
V saw you alone and his mind couldnât help but to run into you
âV, hello! how are you?âÂ
you knew about Rika and what happenedÂ
âBetter now, there was not much more to do about herâ
âBut I actually wanted to apologize to you⌠about what happenedâ
âThereâs no need, Iâm okâÂ
âNo, I mean it. And I know that you are with Jumin, but I canât stop thinking about youâÂ
âMC, I donât want to force you to anything, but I want you to know that I still love you. I never stopped loving youâÂ
Jumin interrupted that conversation
but what he said stayed with you for the rest of the night
it was difficult to close your eyes after hearing those words from V
Jumin was clueless about this
but for the next days your mind was occupied with those thoughtsÂ
V was all you could think
and how he said he never stopped loving youÂ
Jumin was starting to get suspicious about it
âIs there something on your mind lately? Iâve noticed how you are distant and always somewhere elseâÂ
âMC, you know you can trust meâÂ
he took your hands and smiled softly at you
âThere is nothing I wonât do for youâÂ
your heart felt as if a needle entered slowly after every beat
âActually, there something I need to talk to you aboutâÂ
âOkay then we could perhaps go out and have dinner?â
âYes, can⌠you invite V too? It concerns him tooâ
that night was going to be a problem but you hoped that after that things would get better
you three sat there and ordered
after a couple mints you decided to speak
âIâm so sorry about this, V. But I think if fair that we tell Jumin about itâÂ
âYes, you are right MCâ V said
he feared about you leaving him for V
it was a possibility after all, you two were together before you were with him
âJumin, my friend. Iâm sorry⌠but I'm still in love with MCâÂ
âDid something happened?â He asked you
âNo, nothing has happened since the day I left Vâs houseâÂ
Jumin was starting to get pissed
there was no fun in telling him how his best friend was in love with his girlfriend
âThen I need to decide what to do. I canât pretend that this is going to be ok by ignoring it. I canât ignore Vâs feelings, neither yoursâ
The both of them looked at you
Juminâs head was full of the past days
when you were distant and lost in your thoughts
V was thinking on how you and Jumin seemed always happy together
no one knew what was on your mindÂ
âV, you know how deep my feelings were for you, but you left me for Rika, and even when your intentions were good, you broke my heart. Jumin, Iâm sorry for this. I donât want to hurt you. I donât want you two to break apart for something like thisâŚâ
âMC, Jumin is my friend. No matter what you do I wonât stop caring for him, or youâ
âYes⌠I canât promise to be the closest to V if you leave me, but he is still my friend.â
Okay⌠V, Iâm sorry. I canât come back to you after what you did. I donât think I canât trust your feelings for now. I know how you feel but nothing prevents you for leaving me in the future. I am happy with Jumin andâŚI love him. I will always care for you, but my heart is with Juminâ
My computer is about to die and I canât find th charger so probably theres a lot of mistakes, sorry lol
also I think I have deep feelings for jumin so my heart told me to choose him. And getting back with your ex is not good in most cases lmao sorryÂ