belle vie

She doesn’t do anything in halves So when she says she loves you Believe me she does with everything in her

I really wish you knew how much I love you. Because honestly I don’t even understand. I can’t even begin to tell you how much I really do love you. Yes I tell you several times an hour how much I really do love you. But that’s only a small fraction of it. I can’t even explain it to you. It’s like a never ending novel because every minute of every hour of every day of every month I find something new I love about you. And if you asked me I could tell you every single thing. But I don’t. Because I’m afraid of pushing you away for being too obsessed with you. I knew what it was like to be addicted to thing as I have an addictive personality. But I did not know it was possible to be so addicted to a person. You are like a drug to me. And if I don’t speak to you my body shuts down. I can’t function and all my thoughts go straight to and all I can think about is how to make things better. I wish I could tell you how much I love you but it’s simply impossible and for that I’m still trying to understand how it is possible to be so infatuated with a person as I am with you.