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it has come to my attention that i have never once wrote anything for what we do in the shadows... which is so wild to me bc i adore Nandor so much... please enjoy my never request nandor headcanons <3
ââš nandor loves the idea of love â grand declarations, eternal commitment, tragic poetry â but he's completely out of touch with how to actually show affection in the modern world
ââš heâs terribly jealous. if he sees someone else flirting with his crush, heâll sulk dramatically and insist he doesnât care (he does. a lot.)
ââš still asks if âthe television people can see usâ and once thought an ipad was a magic mirror. heâs on tiktok now. itâs chaotic.
ââš he says things like âslay, queenâ with complete seriousness, not understanding the context, and uses outdated lingo like âcool beansâ he picked up in the 2000s
ââš despite his pride in being a ruthless warlord, thereâs a part of nandor that mourns the centuries of loneliness, the family he outlived, and the humanity he gave up
ââš he clings to tradition because heâs scared of irrelevance. every modern invention or cultural shift makes him feel one step further from his place in the world
ââš once youâve earned nandorâs love or respect, heâll protect you for eternity. he may grumble, but heâd burn the world down for guillermo or a loved one
ââš brings you gifts like âa cursed amulet I found in the basementâ or âa single preserved eyeball, very rare.â his love language is⌠unsettling. but sincere
ââš he throws gatherings that end in chaos. think 700-year-old orgy rituals, but he also insists on playing charades
ââš he always wants to start a book club or trivia night for the house, and nobody else takes it seriously. he gets pouty when they donât show up
ââš brags about really obscure ancient battles or conquests no oneâs ever heard of âhave i told you about the siege of targova in 1248?â (no. no one has. and they donât want to.)
ââš even with everyone in the house, nandor can feel adrift in the modern world. he misses having a sense of purpose, even if he wonât admit it
ââš loves being held. heâll pretend he doesnât, but if you run your fingers through his hair while he lays in your lap, heâll turn into a purring pile of ancient vampire mush
ââš thinks wi-fi is a living entity. heâll say things like, âThe wi-fi is angry again. guillermo, go feed it more of the electricity.â
ââš uses âthe googleâ like itâs a spell. types full sentences like, âhello google, how do i make my wife happy when I forgot her deathday again?â
ââš obsessed with vampire movies. watches twilight and roots for the volturi. refers to hotel transylvania as âa documentary, probably.â
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Hi! I need more it crowd fan art. Letâs make trennemoss a thing. I fear as if the IT Crowd missed tunblrification, besides the stuff Iâve been reposting! Xoxo pls what this show!
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summary: you've never let him in. Not once. And still, every night without fail, he comes crawling back to your doorstep. Thirteen centuries old and rotting with want, Remmick worships you from the porch, drooling thick onto the floorboards, begging for permission to taste. And you? You watch. You love the power. Love the ache in him. Love the way he weeps when you deny him again and again.
But the night you finally say come inâhe breaks.
Now that heâs inside, heâs never leaving. Not quietly. Not gently. And not until he crawls all the way inside you and makes a cathedral of your skin.
wc: 5.4k
a/n: based off this prompt that blew up!! It's been exactly one month since I released my first Remmick fic Mercy Made Flesh so it felt fitting to release something today, as a thank you for the tidal wave of love and support I've received since!! Seriously it's insane!! So, as a further thank you, I'm hosting a giveaway for followers here if you're interested, as a way to give back to all of you <333 thanks to @ddlydevotion for finding the photo refs for the banner!! and thanks to Liz @fuckoffbard for once again beta reading for me!! credit to Diana @hyoscyxmine for the photo of Remmick she initially edited <333
warnings: vampirism, blood kink, obsessive behavior, feral begging, oral (f! receiving), sub!remmick, somno-adjacent sleepiness, religious undertones, predator/prey dynamics, begging kink, worship kink, voice kink, monsterfucking, marking, blood drinking during sex, degradation, dark romance, possessive partner, crawling kink, aftercare, bite kink, creampie, power imbalance, bodily fluids (drool, blood, etc), control kink, manipulation by omission, mildly blasphemous themes
likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated, please enjoy!!
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You've never let him in. Not once.
And still, every night without fail, he shows up like clockworkâbarefoot and bloodstained, wife beater stained and torn, revealing a sliver of lean muscle beneath, reeking of smoke and obsession.
Slouched on your porch like a dying dog, scratching at the threshold with dirt-caked nails, mouth open and drooling thick, almost foamy, like hungerâs rotted him from the inside out. His voice is raw from begging. But tonight? Tonight heâs feral.
You've got one leg draped over the door frame, robe hitched up just enough to taunt, a cool glass of iced tea sweating in your hand while he writhes just inches from your feet.
âYou cruel little thing,â he rasps, drawl dragging slow and syrupy, his tongue catching on the words like they hurt.
âYâgonâ make me crawl again, huh? âCause I will. Iâll fuckinââIâll get on my belly like a damn animal, just for a taste. Just for a breath of you, sugar.â
His jawâs slack, saliva roping down his chin, staining the porch dark beneath him as he grips the floorboards hard enough they creak.
âLet me in,â he whimpers, voice cracked and desperate, eyes blown wide.
âPlease, IâI cainât stand it no more. I cainât fuckinâ breathe without you. Let me in. Iâll behave. Iâll worship you. IâllâIâll starve if you donât.â
Your just watch him, tilt your glass.
âYou've lived thirteen centuries, and you're on your knees for a girl in a nightgown?â
He nods, drooling harder, trembling.
âYes maâam. Iâd beg for thirteen more if it meant youâd finally say the word.â
You donât answer him at first.
Just lift your drinkâslow, lazy, like the heat has made you sun-warmed and lethargicâand watch the ice swirl against the cylindrical sides. Your lips part only enough for a sip, sharp and cold on your tongue, as his voice frays at the threshold like an unraveling thread.
The porch groans under his weight when he shifts, mouth still hanging open, chin wet with the thick rope of saliva thatâs already puddled beneath him. He doesnât even wipe it away anymore. Doesnât flinch at the indignity. If anything, he leans into it. As if the sloppier he gets, the more beastly and broken, the closer heâll be to what you want.
Not human. Not civilized. Just yours.
Your bare toes flex against the doorframeâpropped up, exposed, painted peachâand his breath stutters when he sees them. His jaw works open wider like he might sink his teeth into the wood instead, like heâs fighting the animal thing in him that wants to bite something until it bleeds.
âYou gone quiet, sugar,â he drawls, voice like gravel scraped against wood. âYou planninâ to kill me out here?â
You hum. Just a little. Low in your throat.
Then finally, finally, you lean forward just a bit, letting the hem of your robe fall loose from your thigh, letting him see the curve of it where the porchlight catches golden on your skin. You know what youâre doing. You always know.
âYou look like shit, Remmick.â
He moansâmoansâlike the insult made him hard.
âIâI know, baby. I know,â he gasps, crawling an inch closer on his knees, voice choked with some terrible, trembling reverence. âIâd tear out my fuckinâ ribs if it meant youâd give me one more breath. Just one. IâmâIâm so close to beinâ bones out here.â
His hands drag slow across the floorboards, smearing blood and spit as he chases your shadow like it might feed him. His claws are cracked and dirty, black at the edges, clacking like dull knives as he reaches for you.
But he wonât cross the threshold. Canât.
Not unless you say the word.
You drag one foot down, let it press lightly against his chest, the ball of it nestling into the place where his heart doesnât beat. You feel the way he flinches at the touch like it hurts him, like your skin is too holy for his body to bear. He makes a sound deep in his chestâpart growl, part sobâand his head drops forward.
He presses his forehead to your ankle. Worships it.
âYouâre a goddamn sickness,â you whisper, soft and cruel.
âI am, baby,â he breathes. âYou made me sick. Ruined me good, didnât you?â
And oh, how he sounds ruined.
You tilt your glass again, watch the last ice cube swirl and crack, watch his tongue dart out as if he could taste it from the air. His pupils are blown, wide and dark and endless, and his mouth keeps trying to form the word please like itâs the only one he remembers anymore.
A breeze rolls over the porch, stirring the trees, carrying the scent of youâhibiscus lotion, clean skin, cool linen and blood beneath it allâand Remmick shudders like a dying thing. His hips roll into the floor like heâs fucking the air, like scent alone could push him to the edge.
âLet me in,â he begs again, softer now. âLet me in before I do somethinâ wicked.â
You lean closer, dragging your foot up his chest and under his chin, tilting his face up toward you like a command.
âYou already are wicked.â
He smiles, wild and ruined.
âYes maâam. And Iâd be worse for you.â
You let the silence stretch just long enough for his breath to hitch.
Then you pull your foot away and stand, letting the robe slip an inch lower on your hips as you do. He tracks the movement like an animal locked on prey, hands gripping the wood, teeth bared like he might bite the air between you.
But you say nothing.
You turn, walk back into the house, and the door swings shut with a slow, echoing click.
And Remmick?
He stays there on the porch, slack-jawed, drooling, whispering your name like a prayer he wasnât meant to know, his muscles flexing as his arms come up over his head in desperation, thick and defined, his face pinched in pain, fractals of dying light dancing off the worn gold of his chain, off the sweaty creases highlighting his biceps.
| six months ago |
You didnât move here expecting silence.
You expected a little mold, sure. Some creaky floorboards, maybe a waspâs nest under the porch or a possum in the crawlspace. You expected the gnats. You expected the heat. You expected the isolation.
But not the silence.
Not this bone-deep, split-the-world-open kind of silence. The kind that settles between your ribs and listens to your heartbeat like itâs trying to time its own.
The houseâyour house now, left to you by some long-dead aunt you donât rememberâis old and sagging at the edges. It leans a little to the right. The paint is peeled and sun-faded, the porch boards bow like a tired back, and the front screen door barely stays shut unless you wedge a rock into it.
But the bones are good. The land is wild and wide and humming with secrets.
And the silence? Youâve started to like it.
Until one night, it breaks.
Itâs not thunder. Not a tree branch. Not the slam of a car door or the high bark of a neighborâs dog. Itâs slower than that. Heavier. Like footsteps made of velvet and grave dirt, deliberate and soft, but too certain to be harmless.
You hear it just past dusk, when the sky is soaked in pinks and bruised purples, and the porch light buzzes weakly behind you. Youâre sitting on the front step, knees up, the sweat from your lemonade collecting in droplets between your thighs. Your robeâs open at the chest. The heat has stuck it to the small of your back. You havenât seen a soul all week.
And thenâ
âEveninâ, darlinâ.â
You look up.
Thereâs a man standing just past the gate. Barefoot. Broad-shouldered. Dressed like a memory from somewhere youâve never livedâboots slung over one shoulder, sleeves rolled to the elbow, and a face that looks like itâs been carved from heartbreak.
You can smell weathered leather. Wet pennies. Something faintly intoxicating.
You donât move. Neither does he.
Heâs handsome, you think, in a way that feels off. Like he walked out of a photograph too old to be yours. His hair is a mess, dark and sweat-matted at the temples. Thereâs a thin scar along his throat. He looks...starved. But not in the way that makes you pity him.
In the way that makes you want to keep your distance.
Still, you donât get up. You donât speak. The air between you thickens, trembles.
He tips his head slightly, a crooked smile cutting across his face.
âYou look like you could use some company.â
You donât invite him in.
You donât say much at all.
Just glance toward the horizon, murmur something about supper, and let the screen door slam behind you before he can take a step forward. You watch through the curtains as he lingers at the gate, hands tucked into his pockets like heâs trying to look harmless.
But you saw the way his eyes followed your legs. You saw how he noticed the sweat beading at your neck. How he inhaled when you passed him.
You lock the door that night. And the next. But he keeps coming.
First, itâs flowers.
Not from a store. Not anything wrapped in plastic or tied with ribbon. Just a bundle of wildflowers laid gently on your porch, still dusted with dew. You find them in the morning, no note, no explanation.
Then itâs peaches. Sun-warm and soft, their fuzz still clinging with bits of leaf and dirt. You bite into one and taste sweet nectar.
Then itâs a knife. Clean. Sharp. Ornate.
Then a book of poetry. Tattered, spine cracked, pages dog-eared with a name you donât recognize scribbled inside the cover.
Then the sound of hummingâjust past the treeline. Low. Gentle. Almost...worshipful.
You donât see him again for a week.
And when he returns, he stands on the bottom step like heâs been summoned.
You sit in the doorway this time, robe slipping off one shoulder. Youâre not afraid. Not curious, either. Just...ready.
Ripe.
He keeps his eyes low. His voice is softer.
âYou ainât said my name yet.â
âI donât know it,â you say.
He smiles like that hurts him.
âYou donât need it,â he says. âYou already own me without it.â
Itâs hot enough to peel the paint from the porch railing.
The air hums with crickets, thick as syrup, the kind of Southern heat that presses down on you like hands. Nothing moves. Not the trees. Not the wind. Not even the birds. The silence is aliveâdense and waiting, like the breath before a confession.
And there he is. Again.
You hear him before you see him: the soft scrape of skin on wood, the faintest creak of a loose board under bare feet, the hitch in his breath when your scent hits him like perfume and punishment all at once. You left the door open tonightânot all the way, just ajarâand the porch light off. A single candle burns on the windowsill.
He doesnât knock.
He never does anymore.
Just leans his weight into the frame, like even that much closeness is enough to tide him over for another day. But itâs not. You know itâs not. You can feel it in the way his fingers twitch. In the way he shifts his hips. In the way the wood creaks beneath his knees when he starts to lower himself.
You donât speak.
You just watch.
The hem of your robe rides high on your thighs, your legs bare and smooth against the old floorboards, one knee bent, one foot outstretched. You could shut the door. You donât. You could invite him inâbut thatâs not the game.
Youâve seen how he suffers.
And you love the way he suffers.
Heâs filthy tonight. Shirtless and sweaty, streaked with soot and dry blood that canaled in the defined avenues of his abs, a bruise blooming along one side of his ribcage. His hairâs a mess. His eyes look hollow. His lips are parted, pink and trembling, like heâs been mouthing your name into the dirt all night long.
When he drops to his knees, itâs not a performance. Not anymore. Thereâs no seduction in it. Just ache. Just need.
He whispers something you donât quite catchâyour name, maybe, or the shape of a prayer that lost its way. You hear him drag his nails against the porch, slow and rhythmic, like heâs trying to carve your initials into the floor.
âI dreamed of you again,â he rasps.
His voice is shredded. Used up.
âYou were wearinâ that white thing. The one with the lace at the top. You smelled like vanilla and thunder. You called me darlinâ and I almost cried.â
You breathe through your nose, slow and even, but your thighs shift. You donât think he notices, but he does.
His eyes flick to the motion and he moansâsoft and low, broken at the edges. He presses his forehead to the floor like itâs consecrated ground. Like maybe if he can just touch it long enough, youâll take pity.
âPlease.â
The word is wet in his mouth. He says it again.
âPlease, IâI donât care what you do to me. Donât even have to let me in. Just talk to me, sugar. Just say somethinâ. Let me hear your voice. Let me see you.â
You shift in the doorway.
Then you speakâfinallyâvoice quiet and even, your glass catching the candlelight as you raise it to your lips.
âWhy do you keep coming here?â
He whimpers.
ââCause I cainât not. âCause youâve got me chained up in hereââ He presses a palm to his chest, hard enough you can hear the bones creak. ââand I like it. I fuckinâ like it, baby. Ainât that sick?â
You donât respond.
Instead, you lean forward just enough to let your fingers curl over the frame of the door, letting your robe fall slightly open at the neck. His mouth opens wider. His pupils blow black like a hungry shark.
âYou want to come in?â you murmur.
His breath catches.
Then he nods. Frantic. Wild.
âYes. Yes maâam. Please.â
You tilt your head.
âWhy?â
He blinks. Heâs confused by the question. Then hurt. Then desperate.
âBecause IâI need you. Need whatâs inside. I cainât smell nothinâ else but you. Youâre in my fuckinâ blood, sweetheart, and I ainât never tasted you but itâs killinâ me just knowinâ youâre behind that door.â
He leans forward, mouth brushing the frame. His tongue darts outânot quite licking it, but closeâand you see the briefest flick of the forked tip, glistening and trembling with restraint. He pulls it back like heâs ashamed of it, like he wasnât supposed to let you see that part of him.
Your stomach flips.
You almost say it. Almost.
But then you pull back.
And he breaks.
He wasnât always like this.
You remember that. You remind yourself of it oftenâbecause it makes this part better. Sweeter. Sicker.
Because once upon a time, he tried to play it cool. Casual. Almost charming. Leaned against your gate with that low, lopsided smile, said things like maâam and pleasure to meet you and you sure keep to yourself, donât you, sugar?
Now?
Heâs a wreck.
On all fours.
Spit roping from his lips in long, trembling strands as he drags himself toward your feet like a dog thatâs been kicked too many times but still comes running. His pupils bleed red, eclipsing the black. His shirt is gone. His nails are cracked and black at the edges, scrabbling over the porch boards in slow, shivering motions that match the tremble in his voice.
His mouth hangs open. Tongue wet. Forked.
You can see the way it splits when he pantsâlike he canât decide whether to speak or taste or crawl inside you and live there forever.
He looks up at you through his lashes, and itâs not seductive.
Itâs pleading.
Pathetic.
Eyes wide and glossy, like something half-feral and half-forgotten, a kicked-puppy expression clinging to him even as he drools down his chin. Heâs shaking. His knees have long since gone raw from dragging over your porch, and he presses his forehead to the step just beneath you.
You tilt your glass. Take a sip.
He moans. Loud. Unfiltered. Buckling at the sound.
âGod, please,â he breathes, his voice hoarse and slurred like heâs drunk on the smell of you. âPlease, I canâtâI canât take it no more, baby. Youâre killinâ me. Killinâ me soft and slow and I fuckinâ love it.â
You shift, just enough for your robe to slide up one thigh.
His hands curl into fists. He bites down on a sob.
âIâll be so good to you,â he whimpers, dragging himself another inch forward. âYou donâtâyou donât know what I could give you. What I wanna give you. What I think about every night with my hand on my cock, prayinâ for a dream of your fuckinâ voice.â
You raise an eyebrow. But you donât stop him. And thatâs all the permission he needs.
âIâd eat it for hours,â he blurts, voice breaking. âIâd keep my tongue on you till you forgot your own name. Iâd fuckinâ cry for the chance, darlinâ. You donât know what Iâd do just to smell you on my face. Let me clean you up with my mouth. Let me keep you sweet.â
He pants like a sinner, sweating through the knees of his jeans, forked tongue slipping past his lips as he mouths at the space near your ankle. Never quite touching. Never daring.
âIâd make it good for you,â he groans. âBetter than anyone. Iâd hold you down or let you ride. Whatever you wanted. However you wanted. Iâd tear my fuckinâ throat out if it made you wet.â
You stay silent.
Let him spiral.
Let him beg.
Let him drown in everything youâll never give him.
His jaw hangs slack again, saliva pouring freely now, staining the porch with slick, twitching need. He doesnât even seem to notice. His hips rock forward onceâpatheticallyâlike heâs rutting against the air just from being this close.
Thenâ
âSay it,â he croaks, wrecked and delirious. âSay the word. Just the once. Just once and Iâll die happy. Iâll let you ruin me every night. Let you bleed me dry, fuck me dumb, use me up âtil Iâm nothing but bones and thank you for it. Iâll be your thing. Your pet. Your meal. Just say it. Say it and let me in.â
You watch him twitch.
You donât speak.
And that silence?
It undoes him.
He presses his face into the porch and sobsâone sharp, cracked sound that makes your thighs clenchâand you think, maybe next time.
Maybe.
But not tonight.
Itâs late.
Later than you usually sit up for him.
The air outside smells like wet bark and heat lightning. Youâve just bathedâskin still damp, robe clean, lips glossy with something sweet and sticky you let melt over your tongue before you opened the door.
The floorboards are still slick from the storm earlier, and the moonâs a thin thing, half-ash and half-bone. Somewhere in the trees, something howls.
But heâs louder.
Heâs already there when you pull the door open, sprawled out like roadkillâon his side, one cheek pressed against the porch wood, arms limp at his sides, knees bent in. Like he dragged himself here and died at the edge of your mercy.
But when he hears the door creak, he moves.
Head jerks. Eyes flash. His nostrils flare, and he moansâlow and open-mouthed, like heâs just caught your scent for the first time all over again.
âSweetheart,â he gasps, trying to sit up and immediately wobbling, weak from hunger or lust or both. âSweetheart, IâI dreamed you were gonna open it tonight.â
You say nothing.
He drags himself upright, kneeling again, hands in his lap like a penitent priest waiting for permission to sin. His thighs are slick with drool and sweat and something darkerâsomething old. You donât ask. Heâs trembling.
You step forward.
And he growls.
Low. Feral. Possessive. His shoulders hunch, his nails dig into the wood, his tongue flashes outâforked, twitchingâand he presses his forehead to the threshold like it burns him.
âYou smell like soap,â he whimpers. âLike youâre clean and warm and wantinâ. You did it on purpose, didnât you? You always do.â
You kneel in front of him, robe gaping where the sash has gone loose.
He chokes.
You brush a knuckle down his cheek. He shudders so violently you think he might break apart at the seams.
And then you whisper it.
Soft. Small.
The word.
âCome in.â
He doesnât believe you at first.
His body goes very still. Breath caught. Eyes searching your face for the trick. His mouth parts around a sob so sharp it cuts his throat on the way out.
âWh-what?â he croaks.
âYou heard me,â you say, voice low. âYou can come in.â
And thatâs all it takes.
He lunges.
Not with violence. Not with fury. But with such pure, starved need it knocks the breath out of your lungs. He collapses forward into the doorway like a beast finally slipping its leash, dragging himself across the threshold like it hurtsâbut in a way he wants.
He weeps.
On his knees again. Hands clutching your thighs. Mouth open and dripping against your bare skin as he repeats your name over and over, shaking, whispering thanks like a dying man kissing dirt.
And he wailsâthe sound muffled against your flesh, trembling like a man whoâs tasted Heaven and is terrified heâll be dragged back to Hell. His arms wrap around your hips, pulling you down with him, until your knees hit the floor and youâre seated right there in the doorway with him cradled between your legs like a body in prayer.
âIâll be so gentle,â he babbles, licking a stripe up your inner thigh. âIâll be good. Iâll be sweet, sugar, I swear itâI wonât bite unless you ask. Iâll eat and eat âtil you shake and sob and soak my chin and then Iâll fuckinâ beg for seconds.â
You let your head fall back, lips parted, robe slipping.
He sees it.
And loses whatâs left of his composure.
He goes slow at firstâpainfully, reverently slow.
Tongue pressed flat to your cunt, hands gripping your thighs like lifelines, the tip of that sinful, split tongue tracing soft, teasing figure-eights just to feel you tremble.
And you do.
Every flick, every moan, every whimper he pulls from your throat drives him deeper into madness. He cries as he eats you. Cries. Big, open-mouthed sobs against your pussy as he whispers nonsense:
âSo sweetâso sweet, fuckânever tasted anything like youâplease, let me die hereâlet me drownâlet me be your floorboard, your shadow, your fuckinâ leash, baby, Iâll be anythingââ
You come on his tongue once, and he doesnât stop.
Doesnât even pause.
Just whimpers like your pleasure is sustenance, like your slick is water and heâs been crawling the desert for years.
You tangle your fingers in his hair. Tug. He moans into you. Grinds his hips to the floor.
âCan I fuck you?â he begs against your cunt. âPlease, can I? Iâll go slow. Iâll go soft. Iâll make you feel worshipped. You want it rough? Iâll give you rough. Want it sweet? Iâll make you sob. Iâll bite your throat open and make you scream my name âtil the walls crack.â
He looks up at you, face wet, chin slick, forked tongue flicking out like a serpent sensing the heat of your body. His eyes are glassy. Wild.
âTell me I can fuck you.â
You nod.
He breaks again.
And thenâ
He crawls forward, palms flat on the floor, reverent and quiet. His cock is hard, flushed and weeping, twitching against his stomach. You see the way his hands shake as he guides himself to you. The way he groansâchoked and low and obsceneâwhen the head of it brushes against your entrance.
He looks up at you, panting. Lips parted.
âYou sure?â he whispers. Like heâs asking permission to live.
You nod again.
âThen hold on to me, sugar,â he says, voice raw and trembling. âI ain't never cominâ back from this.â
And he pushes inâ
Slow. So slow. Like heâs scared youâll vanish beneath him. Like your heat is swallowing him whole. Like the walls of your body were carved centuries ago to hold only him.
He moans into your neck, hips stilling halfway through.
âFuck,â he whimpers, voice shattered. âYou feel likeâlike you were made for me. IâmâIâm not gonna last. I ainâtâplease donât let go of me.â
You clutch his shoulders.
He bottoms out with a sob, every inch of him buried in you, shaking like a man whoâs finally come home. His forehead presses to yours. His hips roll once, reverent, like worship.
He doesnât move at first.
Just stays buried to the hilt, mouth slack against your throat, breathing like a dying animal in your ear. You feel him twitch inside youâthick, hot, leakingâand for a moment you think he might cry again.
Then he growls.
Low. Deep. Possessive.
And moves.
One slow pull outâalmost all the wayâfollowed by a brutal thrust that slams your back against the floorboards hard enough to rattle the doorframe. You gasp. He moans. Loud. Open-mouthed. Obscene.
âFuck,â he chokes, already shaking. âOh, sugar. Oh, baby, youâyou donât know what youâve done. What you let loose.â
He doesnât wait for permission anymore. Doesnât need it. You gave it the second you said come in.
Now heâs fucking like itâs all he knows how to do.
His hips snap forward over and over, wet slaps echoing through the open doorway, sweat dripping from his brow, tongue lolling out as he pants like a rabid thing. He braces one hand beside your head and the other beneath your thigh, holding you open, dragging you into every thrust like he wants to feel himself hit the back of you.
Youâre soaked. Wrecked. Clawing at his back and gasping his name over and over like itâs the only prayer youâve got.
âYou wanted me like this, didnât you?â he snarls, his drawl thick and guttural now. âWanted to see me come undone. Wanted to see the monster in me. Well, here he is, sugar. Here I fuckinâ am.â
He grinds down. Deep. You cry out.
He smirks, wild and broken and high off the sound.
âYou feel that?â he whispers against your mouth. âThatâs me in you. Deep as I can go. Youâll feel me for days. Iâll make sure of it.â
And he does.
He fucks you until your legs tremble, until your voice is raw, until the only sounds are slick, messy, filthy. He presses his chest to yours, forehead to your jaw, panting through clenched teeth as he drives into you like he canât stop. Like if he slows down, heâll die.
You feel the sharp tips of his fangs graze your throat. His voice is wrecked.
âLet me taste you,â he begs. âLet me drink while Iâm inside you. Let me be full, sugar. Let me be whole.â
You nod.
He doesnât even hesitate.
His mouth opens wide and you feel the biteâsharp, electric, perfectâright where your neck meets your shoulder, and suddenly his hips are slamming into you harder, messier, feral, rutting through your orgasm as he drinks, drinks, drinks.
It hits you all at once. Heat. Pain. Pleasure so sharp it blinds you.
You come hard, clenching around him, and he sobs into your throat like itâs sacred, like heâs breaking apart inside your body.
You feel him twitch. His breath goes ragged.
âGonna come,â he warns, voice slurred, tongue lapping at your skin between frantic, messy thrusts. âGonnaâfuck, sugar, Iâm gonna fill youâgonna mark youâmake you mineâmineâmineââ
And he does.
Hot and thick and endless.
He spills inside you with a guttural cry, hips stuttering, teeth still buried in your skin. You feel it pulse into youâclaiming you, over and over, like his body doesnât know how to stop. Like his need has no end.
He finally stills, trembling.
Still buried inside you. Still panting. Still moaning your name into the crook of your neck like heâs worshipping it.
And thenâ
He kisses the bite.
Soft.
Gentle.
His hands cradle your face like youâre glass, and for the first time all night, his voice goes quiet.
âYou saved me,â he breathes.
And for once, you donât correct him.
You donât know how long you lie there.
Could be minutes. Could be hours. The air has gone still, heavy with sweat and sex and iron and him. The stormâs long gone, but you can still smell the rainâsweet and earthy, mixing with the blood drying at your throat.
You feel it when he finally starts to move.
Just a shift.
The slow drag of his hand up your thigh, fingertips curling into the dip of your waist like heâs reminding himself youâre real. His body is still flush against yours, cock soft now but still inside you, holding you open. Keeping you full. Like heâs afraid pulling out will make the whole night unravel.
You reach up, bury a hand in his tangled hair.
He makes a soundâsmall, shatteredâand curls tighter against you.
âDonât go,â he whispers, voice hoarse and full of something too heavy to name. âDonât make me leave. Not after that. IâllâIâll be good. Iâll be so good.â
You donât answer. You donât need to.
Your fingers stay in his hair, stroking gently. His body softens against yours.
Thereâs blood smeared across your neck, your chest, down your ribs. His bite still stings, the skin pulsing, rawâbut it doesnât hurt. Not really. It burns. Like a seal. Like a signature.
You glance down.
Heâs watching you.
Eyes half-lidded. Glazed. Glowing, almostâfaint and strange, like heâs lit from within. Thereâs a little blood on his mouth. More on his chin. But he doesnât wipe it away.
You wonder if heâs ever looked more peaceful.
âYou taste like sunlight,â he murmurs, dream-drunk. âLike nectar. Like the end of the world.â
You huff a laugh, quiet and breathless.
âDonât get poetic on me now.â
âI ainât,â he slurs, eyes fluttering. âJust honest.â
He nuzzles into your collarbone, forked tongue flicking lazily against your skin like heâs still trying to memorize it. His hands roamâslow, aimless, like he doesnât know how to stop touching. One settles on your hip. The other slides beneath your spine and pulls you closer.
âI ainât lettinâ you go,â he mumbles. âNot after this. You said it. You let me in.â
You nod. You did.
And you meant it.
He presses his nose to your pulse point, breath fogging across your skin. His lips ghost over the bite. He presses a kiss there, reverent.
âIâll be good,â he repeats, softer now. âYou just tell me what to do, and Iâll do it. You want a house? Iâll build it. You want blood? Iâll bring you the whole fuckinâ town. You want me to rot on the floor again? I will. Long as Iâm yours.â
âYouâre mine,â you whisper.
And he moans.
Like the words filled him with something heâs never had in thirteen centuries.
You feel him soften completely then, sinking into your body like sleep. One leg slung over yours, one arm anchoring you to his chest, his cock slipping free with a wet noise that makes him groan as you shudder. Your body aches, raw and sore and claimed, but you donât move.
Neither does he.
Eventually, he sleeps.
You know because the grip he has on you loosensâbut only a little. He still breathes you in. Still holds you like something holy and fragile and violently his.
And you?
You stay awake a while longer, staring at the door still cracked open, the threshold now crossed, the air inside heavy with what you both became tonight.
The blood on your neck has dried.
The slick between your thighs has cooled.
But his body stays warm against you.
And outside, the sky hasnât yet begun to lighten.
No birds. No blue.
Just that inky pre-dawn blackness pressing soft against the windows, holding the night still around you like a secret.
Because he canât survive the sun.
And tonight, for once, you donât want the morning to come either.
It's warm in your room. Too warm. His bare chest is sticky against your back, his breath heavy and damp where it ghosts against your neck.
Youâre tangled up in him, the two of you still half-naked, sheets kicked down to your ankles. Heâs curled around you like heâs afraid someoneâs going to rip you out of his arms, like the last hour wasnât proof enough that you finally let him in- for real this time.
Remmick always talks after. He needs to. Needs to fill the quiet like heâs afraid itâll mean somethingâs changed if he doesnât.
And God, he canât shut up.
"I thought about you," He murmurs into the shell of your ear. "Like this. For too long." Heâs still trying to catch his breath, but his hands are already roving again- lazy now, just skimming your waist, mapping the softness of your hips with a desperate adoration.
"Every night Iâd lie there and imagine this. Not just the sex- I mean, that too, obviously." He snickers, eyes flitting between your entwined bodies.
"But shit, baby, youâre just so... perfect." He nuzzles closer, planting a kiss under your jaw, voice dipping into that velvet tone he only uses when heâs honest. "But this. You letting me stay. Letting me touch you after. Hold you."
You reach back and tangle your fingers in his hair. Itâs damp with sweat. He practically purrs at the contact, pressing a kiss to your shoulder like he wants to crawl inside your skin.
"Wasn't too much, was I?â he asks, quieter now. He murmurs with something raw, almost something boyish. But you know better. The smirk in his tone when he says it- he knows. He knows you couldn't get enough.
When you shake your head, he presses another rewarding kiss to your neck, humming in pleasure.
"That's what I thought." He whispers, squeezing you close. "You gon' let me in tomorrow night too, yeah?"
"Remmick-"
"Shh." He hushes you, shaking his head in mock displeasure, a finger coming up to your lips to quiet you. "Just nod your pretty little head."
You think of what could happen- what you're doing. Letting a killer love you like this. But against your better judgement, you nod, looking into those lovestruck eyes he casts on you.
A slow grin spreads across his face. You're already underneath him when he slides back in- half hard, too sensitive, and still not done. The room smells like sex, humid and sweet, and his chest is flushed as he rolls his hips slow, lazy.
"You feel that? Nah, thatâs love, darlin'. Thatâs me loving you so slow, so deep, so damn good no one else could ever even try." His voice is a broken overstimulated growl.
He kisses your spine once. Then again. Then again.
"This is all ours." He urges, baring his teeth, "Never gon' let anyone take it from us." He promises, almost obsessively into your shoulder, letting you feel him stretch you open.
You believe him. You feel it in every lazy, desperate thrust. In the way he wraps himself around you tighter, keeps you locked against him. You briefly realize that you're all he has.
And he won't ever, ever let you go.
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