TRUST ISSUES

               “but why did you send them those pictures those......                                                                                    ....texts about me?”

            “ wow!!! that looks so pretty on you!!! where did you get that from? ”

“oh some dudes.” he replied casually, as if were nothing to him. and it wasn’t. tommy continued to work on the website, using codes to eventually make it change it’s colour. “i weren’t exactly nice guys. t’was like a year ago or something. had something to do with my old work.”

          “ you’d think that i’d be sorry for what i’ve done to you,              ...but i’m not. you deserve ALL of the bad stuff that is             happening to you right now and guess what!! there’s                                                     NO ONE who will save you. ”

   he laughs, shaking his head a little as he heard the other talk. “to you probably.” stressed pressed his lips together, scratching his neck. “i could make you a smoothie, we make TONS of them at the shop.” for some reason he wished that he had brown puppy eyes right now. in his opinion he couldn’t convince someone with his black and red eyes which often frustrated him. “just, skip the alcohol for a day? i’m sure you can do that.....”

           a sigh of relieve passes his lips though, when alexander mentions he was afraid to ask he looks up. “afraid? me? to ask you? i am not afraid.” he furrows his brows, looking somewhat confused. “like i thought maybe you were out of town or something or perhaps you’ve got someone over i don’t know.” the male was glad the other couldn’t read his eyes right now. “but uhm - wow thank you. means a lot.”

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         “that’s what we all say, don’t we.” he shrugs, playing with his fingers. stressed can’t help it, as a small smirk played on his lips. “you know what you need!! a smoothie, that is so much better!”