IM A GONER, SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH

A smile came to his face as he saw Zander was being very supportive, not that he expected anything else. “I do.” He nodded softly, still smiling from ear to ear. “I’m.. Zander I’m the happiest I’ve ever been.” He genuinely was. Declan was the best thing to happen to him in a long time.

Zan shook his head a little but he was smiling and truly happy to see his twin like this. “Fuck… I must have been gone a long time this time. Thats awesome man but I still have to meet him.”

"You have been gone too long asshole." Ev wrapped an arm around his brothers shoulder. "You'll meet him. But first I want to hear about your trip. Enough about me."

“Yeah I know Smith.” He adjusted himself to face more forward. “Oh you sing? Do you play anywhere or with anyone?”

“Not yet. I want too but I’ve been in Australia for fucking ages with mum and dad and just got here. I played there a bit but most of my stuff it just online. I’m working on an EP.”

"An EP? That's pretty big man. Well if you need help, I know some people. Declan's boyfriend actually is one hell of a producer."

Letting out a breath he ran his fingers through his hair that was now a tad damp. “Uh–I mean I still find girls attractive, so I’d say I am bi? Or whatever.. Gay for Declan.” Everett laughed at his joke but quickly made a serious face. “Yeah. You do. You’d love him he’s great. Him and Jer get along well.”

“Jeremy knows him?” Is the part that Zander questioned. Ev was his twin and of course he had seen his other halfs eyes wondering over guys he just never thought Ev would act on it. “Fucking hell Ev. You got a boyfriend! Are you happy?”

A smile came to his face as he saw Zander was being very supportive, not that he expected anything else. "I do." He nodded softly, still smiling from ear to ear. "I'm.. Zander I'm the happiest I've ever been." He genuinely was. Declan was the best thing to happen to him in a long time.

lonely-outcasts:

Letting out a breath he ran his fingers through his hair that was now a tad damp. "Uh--I mean I still find girls attractive, so I'd say I am bi? Or whatever.. Gay for Declan." Everett laughed at his joke but quickly made a serious face. "Yeah. You do. You'd love him he's great. Him and Jer get along well."

lonely-outcasts:

"Yeah I know Smith." He adjusted himself to face more forward. "Oh you sing? Do you play anywhere or with anyone?"

“Um… Yeah. I’m in a relationship with a.. Man.” He was starting to sweat at this point. He couldn’t tell how Zander was feeling, and he was a tad nervous to hear his thoughts on it.

“Since when are you gay?” Zander asked not out of anything but curiosity. He could not care less who Ev dated man or woman but he had no fucking idea about this.

"I um... I've had feelings for awhile, years that I didn't understand and the past year or so I finally came to the conclusion that I also like men.. It's when I met Declan that I really knew.." He was messing with his fingers out of habit when he became nervous. "I'm sorry I never told you..."

“You know..” Ross peered over at the awkward male still sitting near him. “There are other spots available that you can sit at, and stare less awkwardly.” Ross knew the other male had been staring at him for awhile now actually, and it was putting him a bit on edge.

“I know.” Bae smiled again before he actually realized why the other was saying that to him. “Oh….” The sweet smile faded and Bae chewed on his bottom lip. “I just… I saw you play and while ago. You’re really good… but I’ll leave you alone now. Sorry.” bae turned his seat so it was harder to look over his shoulder at the male.

“No look. This is too much… You shouldn’t trust me with this much money.” He tried to get his point across without saying it out directly.

“I trust you now Ross. I know you’ll be okay. And I’ll help.” Since being away Declan had gotten himself together… well more than he was. Just a few pills ONLY when needed and a drink every now and then.

"I don't trust myself though.. Declan." Ross was just trying to be honest. "Maybe you could just give me the money in doses." He tried to hand six hundred back.

“His name is Declan…” Everett spoke softer as he answered his question. His face was now a deep crimson, nervous and scared about how he would respond.

“HE?” What the fuck was Ev on about? It wasn’t that long ago that all three of them were trying to pick up girls together. “What….? What?!”

"Um... Yeah. I'm in a relationship with a.. Man." He was starting to sweat at this point. He couldn't tell how Zander was feeling, and he was a tad nervous to hear his thoughts on it.