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We made i contact today from across the table it caused my heart to go unstable. What a good feeling to see you smile it's been a while old friend. Tomorrow I'll see you again and hopefully everyday that follows. For so long I felt so hollow but you bring joy to the halls of my heart. So to a new beggining of fresh starts.

Nothing left to ruin you already ruined it when you made your decision.

It's time merry fucking Christmas everything you've ever wanted will come true today

You've done it the one thing I'd never do to you no matter what. You cold heartless woman. Now I'll take the steps I could've and should've taken long ago. Here I come world there is a line waiting and the wait is over. You'll see and hear about it. I hope it sours you to your core. World here I come.

I met you in the worst time of my life but your smile it lit up the night. Though since the last growing close felt like a cold winters night. when you smile at me somehow just for a moment. I realize everything is quite alright.

The day before last is upon us. Still no response not even the hollow sound of you breathing. I guess only the next 48 hours will determine what happens next. If this is love it will prevail but if not to the seas and great oceans I sail. I wish you the best I honestly do but after tomorrow out future is through.

The final 2 days are upon us and the air sits stale and heavy. I hope this goes in our favor though if not I will no longer be around. To distant lands I will travel not to be seen again. Our time will be that of the past even though I've offered one last chance. This is really it the moment of truth.

The chances are about out this lingers with the aroma of love and self doubt. but if this is really where your heart truly lies then I'll make my way.

The time is running thin before this bridge breaks no doubt it's inevitable if the wind continues to blow as it does. Though I'd like to repair it doesn't seem that is an option anymore in your eyes. Seemingly it seems so simple for you to leave it all behind so a new plan I will devise. The time will soon be upon us where I lay this bridge to rest soon a decision must be made or to you i will wish the best because I know you've already sought comfort in another which makes me lay in distress but this it i will not settle for anything less.

my thoughts are racing by at a million miles an hour. I'm not sure if this is what I want. Missing home but not sure if it is still home because I can never go. Should I make a new home because none will ever be the home I once lived and loved.

The way it's looking I will suffer for the rest of my days.