I'm like if a robot gained partial sentience

death should just befall me already :/

I may be stupid but in what scenario does knowing someone's assigned sex at birth (or even just their sex in general) matter like at all (outside of helping them through the already corrupt sex based system). you can say "people with penises" you can say "people with vaginas" you can say "people with mostly testosterone in their bodies" you can say "people with mostly estrogen in their bodies" and so many more, and not only are these more inclusive but they're more likely to actually get you the care you need if it's specific to one of these characteristics. if your documents say "male" but you need vagina specific treatment then how is that sex marker helping anyone because I guarantee the doctor will assume you have a penis

I ship based on chemistry. it's not my fault that so many canon straight ships feel forced

probably just me but I really hate when people say "we need more representation for [thing]" instead of "people need to be more accepting of [thing]"

shaking rn #malnourished

an mdni blog with a weird way of saying mdni just followed me, I need to get more youth lib

nothing hits weirder than realising you can feel guilt for hurting someone again but only specific people

I should change my blog aesthetic to be more positive. if I'm going to be roleplaying/masking as the character in my pfp anyway, the least I can do is make that character palatable and likable. maybe then people will care when I vent

"not everything rated pg is for kids" and "kids media can and should have deep and complex themes, even/especially if it's dark sometimes" are two statements that can and should coexist I think

"why would you kill yourself now? you have the rest of your life ahead of you." yeah I do have the rest of my life ahead of me. that life doesn't look like it's going to be very long, but I still have it

turns out I'm not numb because I can still fucking cry

i think going kersplat would fix me

can't tell if it's hallucinations or if a phone is ringing