to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

do you ever feel guilty for not using your free time properly, or your time at all... or your life

“im sorry you went through that but at least it helped you become the person you are now!!!” yeah now i have ptsd and i have full on panic attacks at slightly louder-than-normal noises.

there’s something very beautiful about being able to try again tomorrow

I have been trying tomorrow for the past 3 years

and you still have tomorrow to try again

touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

A WORD

i wish I had hugged you tighter the last time I saw you

i wanna meet myself from another person’s point of view and experience my own energy

no bare minimum, i want the moon and the stars. maybe even a planet at this point.

i want the rings of jupiter on my finger

crescere significa anche capire quale battaglia vale la pena combattere e quando mettersi il cuore in pace e deporre le armi

I am girl.....obviously I shower in boiling hot water