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Forever Rain by RM

“But I'm a sunflower, a little funny

Hey guys! It’s been what? A month plus till I last posted something? But I hope you guys still remember me! 😂 I’ve been really really inactive here on Tumblr because one, I was busy with uni (like a month ago because I’m having holidays as of now), second, I am lazy to post anything and lastly, I kinda don’t want to be on Tumblr anymore (but idek why I’m still posting this, maybe because I just wanna wish you all a Merry Christmas!).

The entire December holidays was fun yet a bit baffling for me at the same time. Baffling in such ways that I’ve been contemplating so much about my course, whether I’m meant to be in Accountancy because half of my heart is in Havana Arts. But at the same time, I feel that I’m not meant to be in arts too because I am not artsy/creative enough. Although, I know some of you might be thinking ‘you can do this’, ‘you’ll grow along the way’, ‘just follow your dream’ etc but it isn’t so simple for me. But anyway, on the bright side, my social life has been great thus far. I’ve been going out quite often with my different group of friends (a.k.a spending money cuz someone wanna start the year 2018 being broke, note the sarcasm). I’ve met up with my high school classmate back in the Philippines on the 1st week of December because he visited SG. It’s like a breath of fresh air having a friend to talk to in Tagalog, finally! We just did some catching up, ate at K.Cook (kbbq never gets old) and went to some cafe to chill. The following days were mostly spent watching Netflix (I know I’m so late to join the bandwagon but 13 Reasons Why brought out so much emotions in me and the ending for S1 is just asdghkl...I can’t even), going to my friend’s house to chill and play League, cafe hopping and the never-ending window shopping because me is broke af. I’ve been wanting to get back to digital painting too but my tablet is being a bij right now and I can’t seem to make it work on my laptop, which is really frustrating. Hopefully, I’ll manage to fix the problem.

// 7.17PM //