GwenTeuthida

Catfishe

Late night.I was SO down in the dumps because I was lonely. The one person I enjoyed talking tonon Discord was already in a convo, and my nieces were hanging with each other, so it was just me by myself chilling with the dog and hearing my brother grumble about his mental battles. I did had my own mini dance party, but I kinda do that every day.

And yes this'll be colored digtally

I know my handwriting sucks, so heres what I wrote.

Sometimes I don't think im a normal person. Its like people can see this dark aura around me avoid me at all costs, even when I'm actually trying to help someone.

I think this is why I was given the ability to draw. So I can display my feelings and not to worry about not having a social circle.

I wrote a bit more after that, about me questioning myself if I'm either socially awkward or I'm neurodivergent (more specifically either have ADHD or somewhere on the autism spectrum or both.) cause I'm sometimes treated like I'm underestimated. Like I'm incapable of handling things, despite proving that wrong time and time again. Even when I was the one who fixes stuff and had several clever solutions. I fixed multiple. TV antennas, watched children (for free for the most part) starting when I was 10 , then did it again at 17 (and pretty much gave up going to school for that, but that was one of the reasons)

God there's so much, but I can't be bothered to waste my time going on about it. What happened back then happened, and I can do is focus on right now and move forward.

And twt ppl calling her WHATSAPP Amy lmfao