Oliver 🌿

hi okay,,thus is gonna be my rant blog where i yap ab stuff i dont want on my main profile. ill probably go by my middle name than my real one,,idk

i love vague posting cus youll actually never know who im rambling about unless i use their code name 🤭

i hate that i post so negatively here but this is the only place nobody irl knows me. where i can just spill and know im not alone but not be overwhelmed by a bunch of people seeing my stuff,,yk?

im exhausted and cant sleep,,this is probably the longest ive been awake in days :P

can we tell im stuck in my own delusions to escape from how im feeling? yeah? ok good to know people can tell im batshit insane

going to sleep now to try to wake up in 2024

i need to lose weight so bad 💔

how do i pack extra on purpose and still end up running out of clothes how is this possible???

i really did not give a fuck about the schools detection thing over email in 2022-2023 jesus christ yeah just let it all out ON THIS PUBLIC EMAIL YOU DIPSHIT OH MY GOD

dad wants me to go to outpatient, my therapist wants me to go inpatient, but im horrified. i know it would help but the thought of it worries me. how mad will momma be? how long will i be grounded? theres so many factors.

i really dont know how to feel like a normal person anymore,,nothing feels real. i hate feeling this way

everything reminds me of you,,ive got really mixed emotions about it