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it’s for carnage, the bite you’ve taken out of my heart that’s left me laying here in a pile of sticky disgust.

it’s for your candy eyes, sweet and sugary and confusing as hell.

it’s not for cigarettes, because why do we all feel the need to glorify killing ourselves? is it because the people i idolize most pour toxic fumes into their bodies? i want to pull their lungs out of their fleshy stomachs and clean them off myself. be safe, baby, be safe.

it’s for christ almighty, why does my heart stutter every time someone says “i love you” to me, even when it’s an innocent goodbye from a friend? will i always feel this way?

it’s for crazy, which you are not and i am not. just because we feel things more deeply than others, that does not mean we are broken.

it’s for car crashes and the time an entire window shattered over my body like a twisted and bloody handful of confetti.

it’s for coral reefs and catamarans, cruises to the Caribbean.

it’s for cherry picking by girlpool. coming home by leon bridges. carrie and lowell by sufjan stevens.

it’s for coffee mugs and CDs, things i can’t stop collecting.