honestly, as much as i HATE dating people with bpd i kinda wanna do it again because lowkey i love the attention i had when i dated people with bpd and i was their fav person and like they'd do anything for me but they kinda pmo, my most recent ex had bpd and they accused me of grooming, like BITCH!! i didn't groom you hoe, yes i was a bad partner and "manipulative" and had "narcissistic traits" but you did NAWT have to frame me for that! do you know what grooming is? it's so infuriating, saying ur gonna call the cops on me cuz you almost kys HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW U WERE GONNA DO THAT? that was when we were BROKEN UP!! bitch is probably still obsessed with me, ik i'm so memorable, ok yeah i admit everything i did was bad but we were the PERFECT COUPLE why would u break up with me and then want me back and when i told u i had a crush u crashed out and then a couple of days later block me and a month later have ur new partner text me and also have a gc with my friends trying to get them on ur side and frame me for grooming and say ur gonna ruin my life likeeee bitch sorry i'm unbothered foid, eat SHIT!!! idk if ur gonna see this and are still tcc and if u do n are i'm not sorry for anything i did, all i did was a "push pull" tjhing when i didn't fucking MEAN TOO! it came naturally, like please female i was unconsciously doing it, doesn't make it right but it's better than doing it and knowing i'm doing it ok, also THAT DOESN'T MEAN U RUIN MY REPUTATION! retard was so dyslexic it pmo, she was acting like we were 4+ years apart and had a power dynamic bitcchhh maybe we should've, ALSO big credit to you when u were trying to get my non-tcc friends to go against me and threatened to share my sh n also didn't say any of ur faults like how u sa'd me or idk what it was and also like guilted me into doing stuff and told me to do specific shit and then tell my friends that i did those things for no reason!! yeah i'm still mad hoe, i'm not a bad fucking person and you make me rethink that ok also my other ex with bpd fucking blocked me 3 months ago cuz i had salv's name in my bio and she was anti tcc but also joked about racism like what the FUCK! ok, rant over, i'm not sorry, everything is actually pissing me the fuck off. also sorry for every post i post cuz i genuinely have bad grammar
lowkey hallucinating voices and i'm dissociating
