Chappy - Gummi

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So I'm working on a Vigilmaker piece because I watched peacemaker a few weeks ago and LOVED IT!!!

BOO! Chappy JUMPSCARE. yes I have been gone but I have been making for London Comic Con ;)

Anyways, CABOOSE my beloved.

Hi Starlight friends. I am back with a C.B I am designing my own C.B mixing 1984 and 1989 and later. For a cosplay.

I adore Michael's c.b so much but I am not a fan of his fabric box cart design (I know it's because of budget restraints)

Here are the current concept arts.

I can't get enough of these two old men, this was a really quick sketch so proportions are probably off I apologise.

But anyways... Them.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

So from in between drawing my rusty and having my mental breakdown I watched Superman! AND LOVED IT!

My favourite two being Mr Teriffic and Guy Gardner. (And definitely not because I am not obsessed with their Crack Ship Teriffic Green)

Anyways I am now making photocards of quite a few DC heros (which will take ages I know I need to narrow down my 10+ character list for Metropolis)

I am doing both Metropolis photocards and Gotham, with corresponding Photocard holder. This is all self indulgent but I thought it would be really fun to sell as well.

I am currently working on Mr Teriffic! He isn't the romantic type so his Photocard is very nonchalant.

I have a little confession and deep talk with the empty void of the internet.

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I have a huge imposter syndrome, I don't feel like I am good enough to draw. Every time I do it just my head tells me I can do better but my mechanical skills cannot follow.

I am my worse enemy. I Graduated from University in 2023. My brain tells me I could have done better on my course, that if I went to a different uni my life would be so much different. I feel like I chose the wrong one.

I wish I could go back and go somewhere more prestigious. But I picked wrong.

There is so much doubt in my head, so much so that I see no future for my art and that I have wasted 10,000s of £.

It's a really big struggle for me and I know I shouldn't use my account for vent. But I just don't know where to put this.

I hope I can get rid of this, I hope I can find somewhere to work, big or small. I want to find my place in the art industry so badly. But my motivation and the fact I procrastinate so much does not help in that area.

I hardly draw because of all of this.

It sucks.