My Heart, Mind & Soul.

Going Taraweeh every night and having to tell your parents your just staying at ‘daves’ house till late. But you’re out till 1am/2am and this is every night then your mum says “oh does his parents mind” “Oh no they don’t mind me being there everyday”

Waking everyone up before Fajr, cooking suhoor.

“You hated how I was clingy when you were busy with your friends yet you wanted me to be clingy when you were free. But that’s not how it works. You don’t date someone just as a back up plan. You’re supposed to make them a priority, make time for them, not find time.”

“My words were never cheap. I never promised anything I couldn’t keep. Whenever we fought, I always changed myself so such things could be prevented from happening again. When I told you that you were my priority, I always put you before my friends, my plans, my schedule. When I told you I loved you, I fulfilled that promise until the bitter end when you no longer let me. Tell me, what did your promises amount to in the end?”

“I think the sadest thing is not a crush on someone who already has eyes for someone else, but rather being told you are loved by the person you love the most and then suddenly being left in love by them. It’s almost like a crush, only with the knowledge that there’s no hope because they loved you once but chose to stop doing so.”

“I still see him as the person he used to be. Yet at the same time, for how he hurt me, I can never see him the same again.”