hesitant alien is like a girl whispering in your ear everything she only feels safe enough to say when it’s so dark she can’t tell if her eyes are open or closed

hesitant alien is like everything that comes pouring out as soon as someone stops crying too hard to breathe. hesitant alien is like a cleanse

sometimes i genuinely cannot believe gerard publicly released hesitant alien

they flayed themself open and just. let us see it. family trauma and addiction and fear for their brother’s life and band history and what can be read as decades of dysphoria and suicidal ideation and hopes and dreams and everything they’ve ever wanted and thought they would never have and they just told us. with very little metaphor they told us.

oh my god. you wanna see what my insides look like