Jfc, if you’re not going to use a machine and just sit on it and chat then GTFO

My negative feelings are such a heavy weight that just drag me down

I’ve been reading a lot of fan fiction on AO3 and it’s made me really want a boyfriend. Someone to spend time with and go on adventures with, do new things, experience life with. Someone to want and be wanted by, understood and cherished

Really need to start going to gym earlier. I hate waiting for machines

Agitation was the theme of last week that’s seeping over into this week. I actually felt myself furious last night at close, a time when you’re supposed to be calm, loose, happy to be going home and all I could do was look at this one bitch and just seethe. She wasn’t the root cause of my ire but she was the best embodiment of it at close. So many rude inconsiderate fucks at the club, both dancers and customers alike with no regard for others and common decency

Been feeling really volatile lately. I’m antsy but tired, bored but too overwhelmed, etc.. I want to do things but the amount of things I want to do and could do are so high in number for choices that I’m just left in place

It’s disgusting how so many people don’t wipe down the gym equipment at the gym. I’ve seen so many people just leave it after they’ve used it and it will be COVERED in their sweat 🤢

I hate how my insecurity is so intrusive