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how megan interprets the role she takes on with yoonchae varies depending on her mood and status with yoonchae — like, in the early days of DA she found herself acting like a protective mentor, someone who saw herself in yoonchae (young, a bit naive, had a lot of growing to do). of course, things devolved pretty heavily after that with megan being unsure how she felt about yoonchae, but besides the obvious beef era obsession and imo just as obvious crush on yoonchae, she would also further develop her previous role by wanting to become someone yoonchae could rely on. yoonchae’s very much so the curious type, and people underestimate the yaps megan can go on. constellation date is a perfect case study for this; megan talks, and yoonchae listens. it’s a moment so special and heartwarming that yoonchae is somehow tearing up by the end of it. oh, to have been listening in on that conversation 💔 i consider it to be one of Thee Moments they realized they liked each other

megan obviously has that whole favorite unnie thing going for her. which is less of a deep-seated desire and more of her just finding it amusing and wanting to be Good for yoonchae, because you’ll find that despite all the pestering she does, megan actually wants yoonchae to like her and validate her and think of her as a good person and a good friend. this and the sisterzoning, however, are just megan self-sabotaging again. she meticulously shoves herself in the unnie/sister box in order to avoid rejection, unaware that she’s setting up her own downfall because yoonchae wants nothing to do with that box 🚬 toxic yuri

when i first started writing rpf i had set rules for myself, a sort of cognitive dissonance that enabled me to feel “morally better” or at least “ethically okay” with doing so aka no smut no sh etc but if u want to engage w rpf - which is arguably dehumanizing parasocialism, just inherently - i think u kind of have to realize that there is no moral high ground. there are going to be things that are reprehensible to some, and an interest of exploration by others. killing off a character based on a real person seems all kinds of wrong, right? writing about celebrities fucking nasty and drafting self-insert sexual hcs feels icky, no? how toxic are we allowed to get? what’s the line? many think implying any kind of romance btwn a freshly turned 18 and an almost 20 y/o is sick. who designs the box in which the dead dove lies?

is noncon the pill for me personally? no, but i’m not going to witchhunt those who write it. there’s A Lot in the katztag i don’t personally vibe with and/or should be considered grounds for point-and-scorn, based on hand-wavey moral metrics. i just click away, and move on. argument to be made about normalizing “immoral” concepts, but i think if you are old enough to be making friends on the internet then you are old enough to not have your personal compass shaken askew by (checks tag again) literal katseye fanfiction.

there are more important hills to die on than policing katzrpf. we’re here to be insane and have fun together yall, just move ur party to the other room if u don’t like what they’re smoking out back lmao

i’m looking at this drama on the meichae tl and i understand - hard to do when anons are sending hate messages (arguably tho, same thing, click block delete and move on) but i talked to star just now and she’d like it to be clear that the anon messages are not her and that if she’s getting cancelled, let it be for the things she likes and not because ppl think she’s going around terrorizing ppl’s inboxes 😭 and also that it was a joint attempt at cancellation with muffvins so wake that up!! two birds with one stone! three, if we’re cancelling me for this take too!