Cherophobia

And it feels like all that comes out of my mouth are apologies.     I’m sorry. I never do anything right, I am always messing something up.    I’m sorry. I don’t do enough for people, I’m not good enough sometimes.    I’m sorry. But I’m trying, I’m trying so hard to do things right for you.    I’m sorry. I want to be good enough for you, but I’m just so tired of trying.    I’m just so tired of saying sorry.

“Do you have any special skills?”

you don’t stop loving someone just because you don’t talk to each other anymore. you don’t start hating someone just because things got tough or wasn’t all sunshine and butterflies the whole time. sometimes things work out, sometimes they don’t, sometimes shit just happens, and that’s okay. love is really, fucking complicated guys. but go with it when you find it anyways. you might get lucky or you might not, but either way you can say you tried and learned. and that’s important too.

I just want you to know I’ve realized things. I loved you. Really loved you. But you can’t keep doing the same thing over and over until you hurt me, even if you don’t mean to. And I’m tired. I’m tired of having to forgive you all the time. I hope you learn from this. You can’t just love someone and leave them hanging. You need to prioritize them, love them, give them time. You did those, but they didn’t last. It turned out all that was left of you was a shadow. I was loving a shadow of a man I used to know.

I help others because I can’t help myself.

Never being good enough has really become the story of my life

I think depressed people are smart. They see the world from a completely different view. They know what others don’t.

One should not seek those who do not wish to be found.

If he leaves you babygirl, don’t chase him. Don’t beg him to stay. Don’t send him sweet texts telling him how much you love him and it doesn’t matter. Don’t tell him how he is going to miss you or stuff like that. Don’t say a word. Just walk away. He will break his head for you baby. He will think about the fact that you didn’t said a damn word and it will make him wonder what he did. If he did good and made the right decision. At first he will leave it the way it is and be like ” fuck that shit “. But at one point it will haunt him. And let me tell you this. You did good. He doesn’t even deserve a damn word. The way he broke you is just heartbreaking. Sweetie, you have to know that your Prince will come. Don’t settle for less.