Iâve never seen Star Wars⌠I was so excited to see it when it came out. My little brother was too⌠but when he asked if we could go see it together, I said no.
He was upset. He even cried. I rolled my eyes and called him a baby.
My parents scolded me and told him they would take him to see it that weekend, and that made him feel a little better.
I wasnât going with them, though. Only losers went to the movies with their parents and little brothers⌠No, I had other plans.
I was going to ask Lisa Palmer to go with me opening day, after school. Iâd had a crush on her since our Freshman science class together and⌠sure she was pretty popular but I felt like I had a good chance.
That Monday, I asked her. She said yes. We made plans for Wednesday night to meet at the theater and we would see the movie together, and Wednesday night couldnât come soon enough.
I made sure to wear the coolest clothes I had- I even brushed my hair and used some my dadâs cologne. We were supposed to meet at 6 outside the theater. I got there at 5:30.
I waited, and waited some more for her to show up⌠1⌠2⌠3 hours passed by⌠I kept thinking maybe she was just late. I had our tickets in my coat pocket, I could have gone inside and watched the movie by myself-
I saw Lisa arriving as I was finally leaving to go home. She was walking in for a later showing with a group of other popular kids, upperclassmen, laughing with her arms wrapped around some bigger guy that looked like he couldâve be a football player⌠Iâd been stood up. I shouldâve expected as much.
Home was a long way from the theater. On foot at least⌠It was getting late and it was already dark enough that most of the street lamps were flickering on by then⌠Lisaâs dad was supposed to pick us up after the movie, or so I thought⌠but I didnât really mind the walk⌠It gave me some time alone to cry- Yeah, I cried.
My tears fell fast while I held the two tickets tightly in my hand⌠two tickets that Iâd wasted most of my lawn mowing money on⌠but before I could rip them up like I wanted to, a car pulled up beside me. It was kinda weird, but I was more concerned about wiping my face before the guy inside could roll down his window see Iâd been crying.
He seemed normal, middle aged- almost like someoneâs dad, with the way he looked at me over his glasses.
He asked me if I was ok, why I was walking home this late by myself, then offered me a ride. I was reluctant, but I said yes since my parents would start to worry if I didnât get back soonâŚ
I never made it home to my parents⌠I never saw them or my brother⌠or Lisa Palmer⌠or my friends ever again. I was stupid to get in that carâŚ
They never found me. They spent months searching. I wasnât the first or the last kidnapping that year⌠I donât know if they ever caught the guy⌠I donât know if they found the othersâŚ
My parents buried an empty casket and moved away a year later.
I wish Iâd never said no. I wish I'd just taken my lame little brother to the movies.
Maybe if I had things wouldâve been different⌠and maybe Iâd still be alive.