Hello, my name is Maria, I'm from Spain, I'm in my 30s and currently obsessed with BG3, specifically Astarion.
Sometimes I write (I am a disaster keeping schedules though). [ HERE ] is my AO3. If you prefer to read on tumblr, my tag is [ BG3 WRITING ], but I do think I've posted more things on AO3 than tumblr.
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Rating: Non-explicit chapter. Astarion has what I can only describe as a sugar rush after drinking blood for the first time lol. CW for Cazador being an abusive piece of shit at the beginning though.
Pairing: Astarion x Named Female Dark Urge. Astarion's POV.
Chapter Word count: 3,002
Fic Summary: Astarion wakes up on a beach after being kidnapped by mind flayers. The first person he meets is a twitching, amnesiac elf who doesn’t even remember her own name. He intends to exploit that vulnerability to his advantage, refusing to let anyone else join their small group. (BG3 canon game from Astarion’s POV, retelling my duo run with my girl Amara and him as both rogues. Without the rest of the group to help, they only make each other worse).
More writing: [ AO3 / tumblr tag ]
(divider by @strangergraphics)
"Darling, wake up. The sun is out."
"No."
"Come on, little morsel. Up, up."
The playful nickname earns Astarion a one-eyed glare. Gods, she doesn't look amused at all, and yet he finds that expression delightful. Despite her irritation, Amara doesn't seem murderously mad, so he can work with that.
"… Astarion." Her voice sounds hoarse. When she tries to sit up, her body gives out with a groan. She needs to close her eyes tightly, which indicates that the headache from last night still persists. Amara flops back down onto the bedroll. "You are a vampire."
"Well… Technically I am a vampire spawn, darling." He clarifies. "You should be grateful I am not a true vampire."
"A spawn?"
"Yes." His expression shifts when he is reminded of his predicament. "All the vampire's hunger, but few of their powers."
"I see.." Amara keeps her eyes closed. She looks like she needs a moment to process the new information through waves of pounding pain. When she opens them after a few seconds, she tries to sit up again, and Astarion is gracious enough to help her, kneeling by her side.
"That explains why you can walk in the sun."
Astarion scoffs at her logic, passing her the water skin so she can re-hydrate.
"Oh, no. I should be cinders in this light." He watches her throat bob as she downs the water. The bite marks are there, angrily red and inflamed. He feels a bite of desire coiling in his stomach when the memory of her warm and delicious blood flashes in his mind, but he tries his best to ignore it, glancing away while he continues speaking. "I hadn't seen the sun in two hundred years before we crashed here."
Amara chokes on the water, and Astarion waits patiently for her coughing fit to subside.
"Two hundred years?! You are two hundred years old!?"
"Two hundred and some, dear. I wasn't born like this." He is unable to hide his sarcasm when he answers, looking at his nails. Her shock at his age irritates him for some reason. "You shouldn't look so surprised, darling. For what we know about you, you could be older than me."
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Hi, sorry for the question but wth aizen did to orihime on hueco mundo arc? No one seems to know :c Btw thanks for following back! You're beautiful <3
Thank you!! We don’t really know the full details of what happened with Aizen and Orihime, after the arc ended it wasn’t brought up again, but if something did happen, I’m sure it will be readdressed in this final arc. Otherwise it’s just a plothole
If this is referring to Ulquiorra saying “She is already one of us.” and Grimmjow saying “Were you relieved to find her physically unharmed? Even though she might be a little fucked up on the inside?!”, I’m happy to report that I have an answer for you!
Grimmjow and Ulquiorra are both talking about the same thing here, though Grimmjow’s words have a bit of a double-meaning for a reason which I’ll get to in just a moment. To start, I’ll just address the initial meaning that both of their words share, and address just what Aizen did to Orihime that made her “fucked up on the inside” and “one of [them]”.
So during the HM arc, specifically during Rukia’s fight against Aaroniero, the plot very briefly touched on the Espada’s “synchronized awareness” ability that was one of Aaroniero’s duties. It was likened to something vaguely like the concept of a “hive mind” or a “shared consciousness”. This is how, for example, all of the Espada simultaneously knew when Aaroniero died.
This is also how Orihime knew Rukia had died.
Ichigo says it here himself, it’s not enough to tell that Rukia is dead just from faded reiatsu. There’s no way of knowing that Rukia is actually dead (and not just severely weakened/critically injured) without a visual confirmation. However, as Ulquiorra smoothly explains (much to Ichigo’s dismay) there is.
Note the composition of the page. The words, “to all of his comrades instantly” are positioned just beside Orihime’s head to tell the reader that Ulquiorra’s explanation applies to her as well; that she is a member of the hive mind (thus making her “one of [them]”). This is what also explains the discrepancy in both Ichigo and Renji’s disbelief at Rukia’s death, and Orihime’s clear alarm and panic.
Ichigo and Renji only sensed Rukia’s reiatsu fade, but Orihime watched her die. As evidenced by her closing her eyes, only to picture Rukia’s mangled body in her mind. If Orihime were not apart of this “synchronized awareness”, then she wouldn’t be able to visualize the data from a fight she wasn’t present to witness in person.
But she is a part of it, and by extension (as Ulquiorra put it) “already one of [them]”.
Now to address the reasoning behind doing this to her; Aizen used this as a torture tactic. He purposefully linked Orihime to the synchronized awareness to absolutely break her as she watched all her friends die for her while being unable to do anything. He ripped any sense of control she might have had from her fingertips, isolated her, and literally made her watch her friends be tortured and killed for the sole purpose of breaking her will.
Why did he do this? Aizen is sadistic, obviously. But I think he also did it for another reason:
This is the first time the story hints at the “synchronized awareness”, just after Chad’s fight with Gantenbainne and subsequent defeat at the hands of Nnoitra (way before Rukia’s fight with Aaroniero). Notice how starkly different Orihime’s expression is. Here, her will hasn’t broken, her hopes haven’t been crushed. I think Aizen anticipated she’d be stubborn to submit to him so willingly, and this is evidenced by how she’s refusing to believe Chad is dead despite probably having witnessed the proof herself. This is early on in her confinement, and she’s refusing to relent despite how much trauma she’s endured since her arrival. And for Aizen, it simply doesn’t do to have a pawn who’s not willing to comply. So he breaks her already crumbling resolve by making her sit through Rukia’s death, then Ichigo’s too.
Now for the part where I address the double-meaning in Grimmjow’s words (which is fairly straightforward). He knows about the synchronized awareness, but he was also the witness to Orihime being violently beaten by Loly and Menoly. He’s not an idiot, and he can tell she’s already been beaten down emotionally long before Loly and Menoly had gotten to her. Even if she heals the wounds on the outside of her face, there’s still lingering trauma there. So, in addition to the synchronized awareness, he was also referencing the fact that he paid witness to Orihime being beaten by two other arrancars, and that it definitely left an emotional wound on her, thus contributing to her being “fucked up on the inside”.
genuine writers getting wrongly accused of using ai because of witch hunt and proper grammar/structure in their works must be what being a woman in the 1600s who is wrongly accused of being a witch because she can read and is intelligent feels like
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So I've been tagged in WIP games by lovely @litsenn and @poetsiren , but I couldn't get to my computer until now because LIFE!
So here it is! A snippet of Chapter 5 of the Things we Become! Sorry it is a bit long but it's a flashback and I don't want to cut it in half! (the chapter will be much longer). I think it works as a solo piece as well, so.
It is a bit upsetting :') I have to throw a CW: Cazador because this is Astarion's first week as a spawn.
Thanks for the tags! I don't know any more people that write so I can only tag you two back! LOL.
(divider by @strangergraphics)
… Cazador had called him and him alone into an empty room. Inside, a gnome was tied to a chair, blindfolded and gagged. The first thing Astarion noticed was the fresh cuts on the victim's arms, drawing enough blood to get a starving spawn's attention, but not enough to bleed the prey out.
"Are you hungry, child?" The master asked, and when Astarion lunged at the victim instead of answering, believing this to be a gift, he struck him in the stomach before he could reach the chair. The gnome whimpered in terror, and Astarion doubled over in pain, falling to his knees.
"Answer the question."
He could see the satisfaction in Cazador's eyes when he remained on his knees, exactly where he belonged.
"W-Why did you do that?"
"Insolent worm." This time, the hit came from his staff, striking Astarion straight in his beautiful face, cracking the bone in his jaw and earning a pitiful cry from the former magistrate. "Not even a week among us and you are already making me regret saving you. Stop crying, you look pathetic."
"I-I-I am! I am hungry!" Astarion held his jaw with both hands, tears rolling down his cheeks. He felt a rage that was complicated to describe at the way his body folded under Cazador's gaze. But that rage turned into nothing at the prospect of another hit, so he decided to focus on the pain on his face and the scent of blood floating in the air. This must be a test. Surely, if he gave the sire what he wanted from him, he'd let him drink the gnome's blood.
"That is better." Cazador checked the damage on his staff, making sure hitting Astarion didn't break the carefully carved figure. The vampire lord saw some blood and seemed mildly annoyed at the inconvenience.
"C-Cazador… Master, please…" Astarion quickly corrected himself when the wrong use of the name earned him a piercing glare. He squished his eyes shut and tried to control the fury in his stomach, remembering the threat of being tossed into the kennel with that sadistic sack of bones. He had to be smarter than this, because now it was not the time to rebel. He would try to make his escape soon enough, but this wasn't the moment.
Give him what he wants.
"I will let it slide because you are just a child, and as such, you need… training." The dark-haired lord began to walk, stepping around the chair like a snake about to constrict its dinner. The blindfolded gnome quivered and whimpered, and the sheer terror that oozed him seemed to satisfy Cazador immensely. "Listen carefully to me because I will say this once and only once."
Astarion lifted his face against his will, meeting that glowing red gaze that haunted his resting moments. He gulped but remained silent, allowing his master to speak.
And when Cazador spoke, the voice didn't seem to come from his lips but from everywhere at once. Astarion felt his body tense, but he was unable to blink or move or breathe or speak. There was nothing else in the room. The scent of blood faded, the whimpers of the gnome silenced, the noise of the rats in the walls stopped, the colors in the room, the feeling of his clothes against his flesh, the hunger in his stomach, the wetness of his tongue, the uncomfortable way his new fangs sat in his mouth, the tickle of his hair on the tips of his ears, the bending of his toes in that kneeling position-
Everything was gone and only red remained.
And it was beautiful.
And it was terrifying.
And it was the only thing that mattered in his entire existence.
The words Cazador spoke reverberated in his ribcage, and he knew them to be true, and he knew them to be unbreakable.
"First, thou shalt not drink of the blood of thinking creatures.
Second, thou shalt obey me in all things.
Third, thou shalt not leave my side unless directed.
Four, thou shalt know that thou art mine."
When the spell lifted, Astarion collapsed to his hands. The tears running down his cheeks were born from pure devotion, but at the same time he felt violated. His body shook when the compulsion was lifted, and the blistering hot rage was back… But he knew he could not disobey his master.
"Are we clear, worm?"
"Yes, Master."
A long silence. Astarion obeyed, but the lord wasn't satisfied with his answer. Astarion sniffled and didn't dare to look at Cazador.
The vampire clicked his tongue in annoyance and suddenly, as if he was breaking a twig, he snapped the gnome's neck, who died without knowing what was happening to him, slouching forward in that chair. Cazador wiped his hands on his clothes and turned around, grabbing his staff.
"You will remain here until I've made sure you've learned your lesson." He said while walking towards the door. Astarion didn't dare to look at him or the corpse. The door opened, Cazador left without a word, and then he heard the distinct click of a heavy lock turning and his steps fading away in the distance.
The moment he was sure he was alone, Astarion rushed to the body. He grabbed the head, tilted it back and tried to sink his fangs in his neck, disobeying two of the commands in one act.
And the consequences were immediate. His broken jaw locked open, his body began shaking, a piercing pain climbed up his spine until he was writhing on the floor, crying for help only for nobody to listen.
Astarion was left in that room for a month, watching the gnome decompose on that chair.
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My account is writing focused, it's a pretty obvious thing. There was ths account marketing that it was a beta reader, I followed it, stupidly enough. And now, they started to text me being quite forceful about how it wanted to read one of my manuscripts--or in my case that I should finish my manuscript as soon as possible for them to review it. They asked my age, I declined. And the conversation ended with them wanting to gain access to my other social media accounts.
Could this be a scam?
Hi there Anon!
This is, in fact, a scam!
I covered this a while back with another anon as seen here.
From that post, this was part of their ask, it's likely what you're experiencing if i'm not mistaken!:
I'm a member of the writing community here and I have noted an alarming number of new accounts claiming to be beta readers or even known Authors.
These people will often show up in the comments under posts giving out generic positive praises/trying to be your friend/ Asking others to send them a DM for their beta reading service, which is probably them just using ai or 'feedback' of the story they so-called have read and the text reads as if it's ai. So these individuals could be putting others stories into ChatGPT or Prowritingaid's Beta Reader program (Which I forgot the name of).
Here's an example of one I found in a post:
"This is beautifully introspective. The imagery is strong, especially the contrast between “empathy softening my edges” and “just bones with a heartbeat.” If anything, you could lean even deeper into that tension the parts of yourself that feel too much versus the version that feels nothing. But as it is, the voice is clear and the emotional core hits. Really well done."
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The user names of these accounts would always ends (from what I see) with Beta, Reader, or Script. The profiles are either empty or some generic message that goes like:
"I am [name], a skilled book editor and beta reader. I provide clear, actionable feedback to enhance clarity, structure, pacing, and overall impact while keeping your voice intact. Share your draft anytime—I’ll help refine it." or
"Writers, your story deserves the best! I offer Beta Reading, Book Editing, and Cover Design to help your manuscript shine from first draft to final cover. Let’s turn your words into a book readers can’t put down"
If not then they may have something really similar like it.
Part 2 of that ask can be found here.
I also linked Kindle Direct Publishing's article there on how to identify these fake book publishing scams but I'll share it again:
Here is also a video from good ol Kitboga where he talks about book publishing scammers:
Just remember: You should never have to give money, to get money.
If someone is working to publish something and pay you, you shouldn't have to pay out any kind of 'fee' or the like. I'd also be very careful of signing up to any website they send you, as this could possibly steal your login information to your accounts!
Honestly I just wouldn't trust in any kind of 'promotion' or 'publishing' companies/services here on tumblr as a general rule. There are a lot of 'job' scams and 'free/easy ways to make money' here that people tend to fall for too.
If it seems too good to be true, it's most likely a scam. :(