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A playlist as a love letter 💌

I noticed myself getting angrier and meaner because of shifts and changes in my life that I can't navigate, never asked for, and still had to accept. Being snappy with the people I love hit me out of nowhere on a random monday while I was working on a project, and the guilt is eating me alive right now. I'm realizing that my behavior is something they had to accept, even though they never asked for it...Right now, I have to choose between the embarrassment of apologizing and owning up to my shitty behavior, or the guilt of sweeping it under the rug. I'll choose the embarrassment every time. Brb, I have some apologizing to do.

Happy Tuesday! Here to remind you that you can’t make the right decision just once. You make it, and then you have to decide to keep standing by it. It’s super difficult, and hard, and painful, and I wasn’t meant for this, but I’m doing great. You can too!