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think i answered this before. but no. fuck off.

for some reason i still feel like im the stupid thirteen year old in the corner that everyone looks down on and is like "no no honey, that's for grownups" and it's getting to a point where i'm getting frustrated with this whole genre. like everyone looks down on everyone else, but there's a group of people that are the "kings/queens" of everything for everything and everyone. i don't want to be that person, but i also don't want to be a crumb that the "higher up" swipe off to the side because i'm not "good enough" or "spooky enough" or "friendly enough". this is not vague posting, trust me, if i wanted to tell someone they were being a fuck head, i'd fucking do it, but i just feel like i'm a peasant compared to everyone else here. maybe i am and maybe i think i should be considered something other than trash and that's just not "my place", i'm just tired of the whole "hm im gonna ignore you because youre not good enough for me lol ok bye". im sorry these last few days have been bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch, but it's really fucking getting to me and i feel like i'm getting on my "friends'" nerves whenever i mention anything that's frustrating. 

kanye cry thanks bae

2 tru, shades, 2 tru. i'll def think hella about a reaper, non, thanks.

aw u r 2 sweetbut in all seriousness, i just get worried people go "UGH NOT AGAIN" and then im like "SORRY NOT SORRY" and a week passes and im like "LOL BACK AGAIN" kanye sigh. the struggles are real my grey friend, the struggles are real.

ok i never responded to this because i liked seeing it in my inbox and it made me smile and that sounds lame but bruh look at it, so cute. thanks bud. u r 2 kul 4 skul

i was thinking of trying out a reaper so not DEATH, but like.. yaknow. pats ur nonny face. thanks shades