This is a sideblog of @griefabyss, I figured I could put fandom related things here because I don't put original posts on the main blog (I use it to reblog art I like), and don't want to limit posting to just ao3. I'm happy to make friends on here!
Please note that a lot of my reblogs are from my queue and I don't tag about it, so if I seem active but I'm not replying to a message that'd be why!
GriefAbyss on ao3 - My writing tag - My art tag
I'd say the majority of my writing and art are NSFW, so proceed accordingly, thanks!
Fanfiction Masterposts
Steddie Microfics: 2023 - 2024 (Monthly fic challenges with specific WCs)
LARP AU (Eddie teaches Steve DnD and it gets... interesting)
Decipher series (One-shot explorations of uncommon fetishes)
One-Shots (Stories I don't plan to write more than one fic for)
Two-Shots (Stories I don't plan to write more than two fics for)
On-going Series (Might be updated very slowly but there are PLANS)
Collabs & Continuations (Other people's series/stories I've continued & single fic collaborations)
Steddie Smutty September (Fics written for the weekly challenge in 2024)
Other ST Events (Steddie songfics, room for more later on!)
If you're looking for any WIPs I might have posted about, try the chats from the abyss tag! I have approx 66 WIPs (I just counted 💀) so feel free to send me an ask if you can't find something you're looking for, though I only post about like 10% of them.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
“All escapes are on the same level; there are no superior or inferior escapes, there are no spiritual escapes apart from the mundane. All escapes are essentially similar; and if we recognize that the mind is constantly escaping from the central problem of anguish, of emptiness, then we are capable of looking at emptiness without condemning it or being afraid of it.”
this is Ampersand Island. every time I come across a beautiful, interesting, or unusual ampersand in my archival travels I take a screenshot and place it neatly in this little pile on my desktop
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Tags: Post-Stranger Things 4 Vol. 2, tagging this is gonna suck, Eddie Munson Lives, that's first off the bat, it might not look like it at first but he does, Robin Buckley & Steve Harrington Are Best Friends, Protective Steve Harrington, Good Babysitter Steve Harrington, Steve Harrington-centric, Hurt Eddie Munson, Eddie Munson is a Sweetheart, Dustin Henderson Needs a Hug, Steve Harrington Needs a Hug, Eddie Munson Needs a Hug, They all need hugs, spirit photography, how is that not a tag?, Eddie Munson in the Upside Down, Uh..., i'll figure the rest out as i go, I'm flying by the seat of my pants, i'm trying not to advertise falsely, Prompt Fic, Prompt Fill, tbh this is planned to be plot heavy so ships are generally not the main focus, Unreliable Narrator, mainly in the way of, Steve Harrington Has Self-Esteem Issues, Bisexual Steve Harrington
Summary:
It started at graduation.
When Jonathan notices something in the background of one of the photos they've taken --- a blur of *something* just barely visible behind them all as they clustered together for a group shot --- he isn't quite sure what he's looking at. He's heard of spirit photography, of course, but it takes a moment to register all the signs that, yes, for some reason, he can see Eddie Munson running away from the camera even though Jonathan's absolutely *certain* he wasn't there when the photo was taken.
Something's going on.
(A fic at the exact junction among the film Shutter, the show Doctor Who, and the show Stranger Things, inspired by SoooMyNamesRebecca. Will be vaguely Steddie in nature as a result)
This rec is a part of Challenge Monday. The challenge this week was Fics with background Byler.
Know a fic that deserves extra love? Submit through our asks!
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
rated G | 606 words | no cw | tags: pre-steddie, lost in the upside down, recovery turns into rescue
Steve’s digging a hole.
In fact, he’s dug several – they pockmark the grey, ugly dirt, like yawning mouths of endless darkness. Things chitter and scratch in some of them, and the sounds set his teeth on edge.
But Steve can’t worry about that. He’s got a hole to dig.
Should this be his priority when Vecna’s trying to crash their worlds together like a really bad game of dodgem cars?
Probably not.
But again – care factor zero.
Because the plan is to make the Upside Down go boom, permanently. To light the fucker up, to ensure Vecna and the Mind Flayer can’t get a sixth go at this.
But before they do… Steve has to get him back. He can’t leave him there anymore. It’s been eating him alive, since the plan was made. Who cares if he’s nothing more than bones, Steve’s beyond worrying about that. He’s lived with the guilt – his plan, his demand, without so many words, that a man who genuinely believed he had nothing to live for do whatever it took to keep Dustin safe – every day since he died, and the thought of failing him one last time… Steve can’t live with it anymore.
Eddie.
Red lightning pierces the violet skies. The Upside Down version of Forest Hills creaks, and the only other sounds are Steve's huffs of exertion and his shovel hitting dirt over and over.
But… but there’s still no Eddie. Steve’s dug a dozen holes and there’s no Eddie and he doesn’t understand. He and Nancy had buried him shallowly, not wanting to just leave him, but knowing his body couldn’t be explained to anyone normal, and not wanting the government goons to take him away on the Rightside Up and never give him back – or worse, give back some false horror, like they tried with Will.
But Steve has dug and dug and dug, and there’s no trace of him.
He throws his shovel down and he sits on the mound of dirt and buries his face in his hands. Tears come; hot tears of guilt and regret and grief, everything he’s bottled up and pushed down for over a year. Since 1983, if he’s being completely honest.
Something rustles and air whooshes past him – Steve jerks his head up, heart beating wildly, gaze searching, but he only sees the gloom and the long shadows amongst the weird dead trees.
But then he looks down… and there’s a Bopper, laying between his feet. Like an offering.
“Who’s there?” he calls, picking it up and standing. Stupid, he thinks. The who’s there person always dies in the movies.
For a moment, everything is silent, but then Steve hears another rustle and he follows it to the edge of the treeline.
“Anyone?” he demands. He looks down at the Bopper on his hand. “Thank you for this,” he says, gentler.
The shadows rustle again. “It’s okay,” Steve beckons. Some buried instinct tells him everything is alright, that he’s not calling to a demogorgon or something equally bitey.
It melts out of the shadows like it was made of them – like he was made of them. Steve sucks in a sharp breath. Hope flares dangerously.
“Eddie?” he breathes.
Eddie flinches back, there’s a flash of overly long incisors and the shadow of wings flaring out. Steve follows, reaching out, cupping Eddie’s cheek with zero fear. Eddie doesn’t pull away, but he doesn’t move either, so Steve does – he wraps Eddie in a fierce hug. Everything that’s felt so wrong for eighteen months finally feels corrected.
Let the historical record show that Mr. Beast was entirely ignorable if you were just like doing literally anything else. I've been on youtube as long as it's been around and I've never been recommended a video by him. I see him in passing as a meme. I thought he was a made up joke, a caricature of bad youtuber content miners until someone I trust confirmed his existence to me in late 2025.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
i do not “delete sentences” when they start “hindering the plot” i COPY PASTE THEM into a SEPARATE DOC made just for keeping all my USELESS LINES that i will also NEVER USE so therefore i should JUST DELETE THEM but i DONT because id FEEL BAD if i did
The hunger thing isn’t working out for me, Eddie thinks, posted up around the corner from the customer he’s meeting.
War wages in the ventricles of his heart as he runs through the stage-play in his mind again—casual greeting, make the exchange, casual goodbye, then disappear into the shadows.
Easy, written out like a tavern NPC—difficult, when he has to move.
His voice shakes when Steve looks him from head to toe and back again; looks bored, yet totally aware of the hole in Eddie’s chest, who nearly fumbles Steve’s goods to the ground but catches them with an awkward dip.
“Nice catch,” Steve smiles, pretty genuine, and Eddie manages not to stutter.
“Thanks.”
They exchange—their fingers brush—Eddie’s skin tingles with warmth;
Steve steals Eddie’s cool mystery, right from under his nose with a silver-screen wink as he strides into the darkness.
Damn.
Eddie lays in bed later, putting his palm flat to his sternum, thinking about quick fingers and the hottest high school pariah, dreading next time. The phantom hole gets bigger; eating bone and organs and flesh until it consumes his hand and so on—he’ll flip himself inside out, into a black hole like in space, and he’ll be done.