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Fanfiction Masterposts
Steddie Microfics: 2023 - 2024 (Monthly fic challenges with specific WCs)
LARP AU (Eddie teaches Steve DnD and it gets... interesting)
Decipher series (One-shot explorations of uncommon fetishes)
One-Shots (Stories I don't plan to write more than one fic for)
Two-Shots (Stories I don't plan to write more than two fics for)
On-going Series (Might be updated very slowly but there are PLANS)
Collabs & Continuations (Other people's series/stories I've continued & single fic collaborations)
Steddie Smutty September (Fics written for the weekly challenge in 2024)
Other ST Events (Steddie songfics, room for more later on!)
If you're looking for any WIPs I might have posted about, try the chats from the abyss tag! I have approx 66 WIPs (I just counted š) so feel free to send me an ask if you can't find something you're looking for, though I only post about like 10% of them.
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for @corrodedcoffinfest day 7 prompt 'the california raisins'
rated m | 696 words | cw: past character death, referenced serious illness, drug mentions | tags: good uncle wayne, eddie and jeff friendship, eddie's childhood
His first lunchbox had He-Man on it. He remembers how cool he felt showing it off to everyone on the first day of school. His mom packed him his favorite ham and cheese sandwich, a bag of chips, and a soda as a treat.
And then she got sick.
Eddie didnāt realize how bad it was. He was only six. How could he know that the reason his mom stopped packing his lunches and making sure he took baths and making him dinner was because she was too sick to get out of bed?
Her hair started to fall out and she slept a lot and he had to try to make his own sandwiches for a while.
And then one day, his uncle showed up at school. His eyes were red and he tried to fake a smile and Eddie justĀ knew.
He forgot the He-Man lunchbox when he was packing his things to move in with Wayne.
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Wayne bought him a California Raisins lunchbox on sale at the mall the next week. It wasnāt as cool as the He-Man one, but it matched Jeffās. He was technically supposed to be in kindergarten, but he moved up a grade a year early because heās smart. He knows a lot about space. Eddie likes talking to him.
No one else really likes their lunchboxes, but Eddie doesnāt care.
They eat lunch together every day even though they donāt have the same teacher. Theyāre best friends, or at least Eddie thinks so.
He even gets to go to Jeffās birthday party at his house and have cake and ice cream and meet his parents, who are really nice. His dad knows evenĀ moreĀ about space than Jeff. Wayne says he works for the government, but he doesnāt know what that has to do with anything. His mom is a secretary. She doesnāt have to work, but Jeff says she likes having something to do.
Eddieās mom worked for a while. She was a waitress. She didnāt like working, but he thinks itās because she didnāt make a lot of money, not because she was lazy like some people said.
He doesnāt think his dad ever worked a real job. He doesnāt work now. Heās in jail.
Jeff doesnāt laugh at him when he brings his lunchbox to his party. He didnāt know they would feed him sandwiches there. He just sets it on the counter and drags him outside to eat and play with all the other kids.
Itās nice.
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When it comes time for Eddie to make some money to help Wayne out, his options are pretty limited.
The grocery store will hire him to work Friday nights and Saturdays, but by the time he pays for gas and his food, he comes out with no money to pay the bills. Itās not even worth it.
So, he finds Reefer Rick at 16 years of age and decides the life of crime is a life of profit. Well, mostly. Heāll definitely make more than Melvaldās.
He starts with a small enough amount he can just keep it in his pocket. He sells it quick. High school is a great place to sell drugs, apparently.
He has to upgrade. He pulls the California Raisin box from under a cabinet and hides the drugs there. No one gets suspicious. Who would? Itās the California Raisins.
Jeff doesnāt say much to him about it, but he knows he doesnāt approve. He just doesnāt understand. His parents give him an allowance and have plenty of money to pay the bills on time every month. They even pay for extra stuff, like sending Jeff to summer camps and his guitar lessons. Eddieās never had spare money in his life before now, and most of that goes into savings for when his van needs work.
Eventually, he starts carrying more than just weed. NothingĀ tooĀ serious, but he buys a new lunchbox.
It just didnāt feel right using his childhood lunchbox anymore.
Heās grown now. He has grown up problems that require grown up solutions.
He donates the California Raisins lunchbox and hopes some other kid gets what he needs from it.
written for @steddiemicrofic | prompt: āthreeā
[title from 'past lives' - bĆørns]
rated g | 333 words | no cw | tags: domestic bliss, existential crisis
He first says it like a joke, tossed across the living room like itās nothing more than another stupid Harrington-ism, something to make Eddie snort and call him drama queen.
āThree lives,ā Steve mutters, hip-bumping the coffee table straight while sweeping guitar picks and loose change into his palm. āKing, babysitter, and whatever the hell this one is.ā
This apartment wears them well: laundry in limp mountains on the couch, Eddieās favourite mug sweating on the windowsill, Dustinās spare key hanging beside theirs in a crooked row. A grocery list on the fridge, old ink beneath the fresh scrawl where Steve kept changing his mind about who they are now, what they need. Whole milk, low-fat, lactose-free. Life one, life two, life three.
King Steve lived in mirrors, in the sheen of a car hood and the hollow clamour of parties that never felt like fun. Babysitter Steve lived in bat-splintered knuckles and Eddieās van, in the thud of sneakers racing down cracked-open suburban streets, and in the terrifying knowledge that he loved kids who werenāt his and would kill monsters for them.
This Steve lives here, in the dip of their shared mattress under Eddieās weight, in the three towels that hang in the bathroom - one for him, one for Eddie, one permanently stolen by Dustin when he crashes. Now-Steve lives in the click of three locks on the door each night, counted off under his breath.
āOne, Iām not at my parentsā house,ā he says, thumb brushing the deadbolt.
āTwo. Iām not in the Upside Down.ā
He hesitates on the third, palm pressed flat against wood grain.
Eddieās voice comes from the bedroom, lazy and sure. āThree, youāre here. With me.ā
Steve exhales - it feels like shedding old skin - and turns back toward the soft bedroom glow, scattered guitar magazines, a man waiting for him with his hair tied up and his heart uncluttered.
āYeah,ā he answers, leaving his past lives at the door. āThird lifeās the charm.ā
What if water didn't have surface tension and whenever you spilled some, the whole floor of your entire apartment was covered in a 2 micrometer deep puddle
Every glasses-related poll honestly needs to be separated into diopter ranges like wrestling weight classes bc every timeeeeee these +1.25 bitches are in the notes like "OMG why would you wear glasses in the shower!! why would you wear glasses having sex!!" because without them i am functionally blind. you may as well turn the lights off at that point bc i am feeling my way to the pussy like Velma. those are my eyes, bitch
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Happy migraine and headache awareness month. This may seem like a minor terminology nitpick, but itās a serious misconception about migraine: nausea is an actual migraine symptom, not a thing that happens because of the headache. When people with migraine experience nausea during attacks, itās not because the pain is so bad (the idea that migraine is always excruciatingly painful is also a myth), itās because migraine causes a lot of symptoms that arenāt pain, including nausea.
This goes for other symptoms as well: although pain can definitely contribute to peopleās experiences of these symptoms, fatigue and brain fog are actual migraine symptoms, not just pain symptoms.
This is also your friendly PSA that nausea is not a normal tension headache symptom, if you frequently get nauseous with your headaches, you almost certainly have migraine.
Having friends on tumblr is really great. I often refer to you guys in real life as āmy friend from england/autralia/california/new yorkā and it makes people think Iām very well traveled when really Iāve just spent a lot of time on the Internet.
Every time you go in a public place and something ISNāT disgusting itās because somebody cleaned it. Every time you feel comfortable using a public bathroom or sitting at a restaurant table or setting something on a gas station counter or playing on a playground itās because somebody cleaned it.
Thank you to everyone who cleans the world, especially those who are underpaid and under appreciated.
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'THREE' wc: 333 | rated: T | cw: N/A | Tags: Pre-Relationship, Chest Hair, Nipples, Lust, Inspection, but not in the BDSM or medical way, Eddie's not a doctor anyway he doesn't know if he's right
Steve needs Eddie's opinion to settle an argument.
āOh my God Steve,ā Robin sighs. A years long exasperation permeates the air. āItās not, youāre normal.ā
Steve crosses his arms over his bare, hairy chestāEddie forgets to listen as his tits get squished. Heās been with enough men to have preferencesāunfortunately Steve tends to embody them all.
āIt is! And itās weird enough,ā he argues, letting his arms drop. Heās too busy to notice that Eddieās two seconds away from howling like a dog. āYouāve never even looked.ā
āYeah wellāā Robin says, rolling her eyes. āExcuse me. I donāt want to get all personal with yourāyour nudity!ā
Eddie bites at the insides of his cheeks. Their arguments are usually pretty entertainingāthis oneās the best, because Steve took off his shirt to prove a point that Eddie canāt see.
āThen you donāt have a leg to stand on,ā Steve says, like itās final. āEddieāā
Eddieās head whips up from where he was squinting.
āSettle this,ā he says, coming closer. Steve gestures at his chest like his tits are vowels on The Wheel of FortuneāEddie desperately tries to conceal that he feels like a crazy horndog.
āOkay?ā he asks, pulling up years of DMing experience to keep his composure; Steveās tits are a hidden enemy, or a boon the party has to discover on their own.
āHow many nipples do I have?ā Steve asks. Eddie opens his mouth to say clearly thereās two, butā
This warrants scrutiny. He leans in closerāSteve smells good, like always. He looks whole and healthy and strongāEddieās mouth literally waters as Steve helpfully points to what could be a mole.
Eddie considers it, trying for objectivity.
āCould be a nipple, could be a freckle. Lemme test it,ā he says, holding up his fingers. Steve doesnāt stop him, so he lightly pinches one of his regular nipples and gets fully hard when Steve sucks in a quiet gasp. He quickly moves onto the third one, lightly pinching that too. āFeel anything?ā
āFeels normal,ā he frowns, disappointed. āI donāt have three?ā
Jeff hates this job so much. He really hates that heās the youngest person working here and Keith seems to think that means he can do all the heavy lifting.
He owed Jeffās dad a favor after he approved a business loan at the bank for him when he probably shouldnāt have. So, Jeff has a minimum wage job while all his friends are enjoying summer vacation. Heās thrilled.
Though heās pretty glad the job at Scoops Ahoy didnāt work out. He wouldnāt have wanted to be at the mall when that fire happened.
āNeed you to train the newbies tomorrow,ā Keith says as he locks up for the night. āThe girl will be fine, the guy is like her lost puppy. Donāt know why she bothers with him. Heās an idiot.ā
Right, the new people start tomorrow.
āAnyone I might know?ā Jeff asks as he looks around for his momās car. Sheās late again, but he doesnāt mind too much. He could use some fresh air while he waits for her to get here.
āSteve Harrington and Robin something or other. Sheās your age, so I guess youāre probably in classes together,ā Keith hands him the key. āYouāre opening and I forgot the spare. Feel free to fire Harrington if heās too stupid to figure out how to press rewind.ā
Jeffās pretty sure even Steve can figure that out, but he doesnāt care to argue with Keith. Not when he can see the headlights of his momās car turning into the parking lot.
ā
āAnd thatās really it. Any questions?ā
Robin shakes her head. Steve shakes his head. Jeff thinks itās a bit weird that Steve even needs a job, but maybe he just needs to kill some time now that heās graduated.
Thereās been rumors that his parents cut him off when he finished school and didnāt have plans to go to college, but Jeff doesnāt think itās true. Or at least not completely.
A part of him wonders if Gareth started it just to see if it would get anywhere. He likes to do stupid shit out of boredom.
āIām going on my lunch. Let me know if you need me.ā
He hides in the office and hopes they donāt need him. Tuesdays are pretty slow, so heād be surprised if they had more than one or two customers.
He calls Eddie to make sure theyāre still on for band practice tomorrow in his garage. He calls his mom to remind her heās off at six tonight and needs a ride. And then he manages to eat the sandwich he brought from home before thereās a knock on the door.
Robin steps in with an awkward wave and smile.
āEverything okay?ā Jeff asks around a mouthful of food.
āI may have accidentally checked out some movies.ā
āOh. No big deal. Iāll show you how to fix it in a few minutes,ā Jeff smiles at her reassuringly. āItās easy.ā
āUh. Well.ā Robin bounces on her feet. āI may have accidentallyā¦checked outĀ allĀ of the movies.ā
āLike all of the ones that were on the cart? Thatās okay. Accidents happen.ā
āShe checked out all of the movies in the store,ā Steve says as he steps in, hands settling on his hips. āI donāt know how.ā
āIā¦didnāt know that was possible,ā Jeff admits as he sets the last few bites of his sandwich back in the baggie and stands up. āAre you sure thatās what happened?ā
āYep. I tried to start checking them back in, but thereās an error,ā Steve explains. He nudges Robinās arm, letting it rest there for a moment. Jeff notices but doesnāt say anything. āIāll fix it if you can show me how.ā
Jeff shakes his head. āI donāt think this has ever happened. We might have to callāā
āNo!ā They both yell. Jeff raises a brow. āPlease. Iām sure we can figure it out together,ā Robin continues. Steve nods along next to her.
He sighs and gestures for them to go back to the counter.
The fix is actually pretty simple once he gets eyes on it. Heās kind of a computer nerd. Keith probably keeps him around for that more than the favor he owed his dad at this point. But itĀ willĀ take a few hours because they have to go by genre and count inventory on the shelves to make sure they donāt accidentally check something in thatās still with a customer. He leaves them to it while he handles actual customers coming in.
By the end of his shift, theyāre done and everything is back to normal. Keith arrives to close and they silently agree not to speak of it at all.
The truth is, even with the problem, and expecting the worst, he had the most fun heās ever had while working alongside Steve and Robin. Theyāre funny, even when they donāt mean to be. Theyāre nice, even though Jeff always thought Steve had a massive attitude in high school. That seems to have cleared itself up. Theyāre also very entertaining as a pair. He accidentally called them a couple earlier and got the dirtiest look from Robin and a very stern āno way, dudeā from Steve.
So he hopes they stick around at Family Video for a while. He probably wonāt get to work with them every day since they really only need two people on at a time, but he hopes he will sometimes. They definitely made today go by faster, and thatās all he can hope for all summer.
Prompt #6 - Family Video | Word Count: 1000 | Rating: T | CW: Recreational Drug Use | POV: Steve | Pairing: Steve & Corroded Coffin, Steddie (If You Squint) | Tags: Pre & Post S4, Family Video, Time Jump, Steve & Eddie Strike a Deal, Open Ending
January 1986
"No, no, no. No way. You already have twenty-two dollars in fees," Steve says, snatching the tape away from Eddie Munson.
"C'mon, man. What's it to you? Is it coming out of your pocket? Did your family buy Family Video?" Eddie asks, planting both of his hands on the counter, leaning towards Steve. Taunting him.
Steve holds his ground, leaning back into his face, "I know you're bootlegging them, Munson."
Eddie bites out a laugh, right in Steve's face, "Yeah right, Harrington. You think I have money for two VCRs?"
"No. I think," Steve says, spinning around, tapping on the keyboard, "Charles Goodwin has two VCR money. He owes me seventeen dollars, by the way."
"Charles? Never heard of him," Eddie says, shifting his weight back and forth. Steve knows he's got him. He's definitely on the right track.
"Oh really?" Steve asks, still tapping away. He'd linked these accounts together months ago. "How about Gareth Jones? He's up to eleven dollars. Or Jeff Williams? Four dollars."
"I'm not sure you should be giving out all this sensitive information about your customers," Eddie says, and Steve rolls his eyes.
"I'm not giving any of you any additional rentals until you pay up."
"Harrington."
Steve isn't moved. "Munson."
"Fine," Eddie huffs, and swishes around, banging the door too hard as he flounces out, in a whirlwind of hair and bad attitude.
"Four dollars," Jeff Williams says, pushing four dollar bills across the counter at Steve. Steve just keeps his arms crossed.Ā
Steve can see Eddie Munson's van in the parking lot, and he's not an idiot.
"Where's the rest of it?" Steve demands.
"I owe more than four dollars?" Jeff asks, and Steve tilts his head back, sighing.
"No. They do."
Jeff turns and looks out the plate glass windows.Ā
"Uh, I don't know them?" Jeff says, voice lilting up, as if he's not really sure about that statement.
"Sure you don't," Steve answers, finally grabbing the four dollars, and shoving them into the register. Moving over to the computer, and pulling up Jeff's accounting. Marking it as paid in full, begrudgingly.Ā
Jeff taps the two tapes on the counter, and Steve rents them to him. Even if he doesn't want to. Even if he knows exactly what they're doing.Ā
The note is wedged under the BMW's wiper blade. It's just a crude drawing of a VHS tape and an address. Steve knows it's them. Knows he shouldn't even care what the freaks are up to, but he's curious. Sue him.Ā
He parks in front of the house, and Eddie Munson is waiting in front of the garage, smoking. Steve saunters towards him, and Eddie pulls up the garage door, letting Steve duck under. It's all dark, and Steve suddenly feels a gnawing pit in his stomach that he's been set up.Ā
Eddie makes no sudden movements though, and just presses his finger to his lips, telling Steve to be quiet.
He opens the back door, and there's an immediate set of stairs leading into the basement. Steve follows him, careful to be light on his feet, and down there are three other guys and a lot of video tapes.
One of them is sitting in front of a double-VCR set-up.
"If you wipe those fees, Goodie said you can borrow anything you want," Eddie says, and Steve scoffs. Who's Goodie? Well, Charles Goodwin, he supposes. Doesn't matter. Steve works at the video store. He can already borrow anything he wants for free, and in better quality than a bootleg.
But he looks closer. And they have things that they didn't get from Family Video. Hardcore things.
"Where'd you even get these?" Steve asks, and Eddie taps a case.
"Indy," he says, "we've got accounts all over."
"And you're selling them?" Steve asks, and Eddie laughs.
"You know how long it'd take to make multiple copies? No way. This is for our own personal enjoyment. And we'd share, if we can strike a deal."
Steve looks at him, studying his face, seeing if he's bullshitting or not. Eddie's a freak, and Steve has no business trusting a word he says.
But.
"You don't want pornos? Fine. Quarter of weed a month," Eddie offers. "You wipe our fees, keep us in tapes, and I'll keep you stocked."
Steve thinks about it. Then, he demands: "Four sleeping pills a week."
Eddie doesn't react for a moment, then says: "Two."
"Three," Steve counters, and Eddie sticks out his hand. Steve shakes it.
Between the headaches and the nightmares, three good nights of sleep a week is well worth making a deal with Eddie Munson.
April 1986
Steve turns the key in the lock. Somehow, Family Video is still standing. He boots up the computer, and slowly types: Eddie Munson.
When Eddie's account comes up, it's mostly squeaky clean. Steve had made sure of it. Their deal really saved his ass over the last few months. There's a lone dollar fee for not rewinding the last tape he'd rented. Steve deletes it. He also marks the two movies that are currently late as returned, before moving the account to inactive.Ā
Then, he scrolls through Eddie's account history. Like he's going to learn something new about him from the tapes he'd rented. Unfortunately, he doesn't.
Steve's not sure when, or if, Hawkins is going to be normal enough for renting videos, but if it does bounce back? Well, nobody needs anything else to dig into about Eddie.
"You're here earlier than we planned. Whatcha doin'?" Robin asks, waltzing through the front door.
"Just some housekeeping," Steve says, and clicks back to the main screen. Planting his elbows on the counter, leaning over. He yawns. He's not sleeping well. Again.
"Ready to board this bitch up?" Robins asks. Keith fled or is dead. They don't know which, and Steve nods.
When they leave, Eddie's friends are loitering around Steve's car.
"Here," Gareth says, pressing a baggie into his palm.Ā
Three pills.Ā
"A deal's a deal."
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Note: Does this follow S4 canon? Or is Eddie just over there healing? Whatever you prefer.
The fee for not rewinding, at least in Chicago, really was $1 in 1985.
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wait i just found out you can be nice to people and be their friend i thought we had to kill them all cause i was raised in a lab to be a living weapon