OK YES I'm a fangirl so??

•Even after you cut someone toxic/abusive out of your life, they drain you

•They get to walk away and pretend like it didn’t happen, while you’re left to pick up the pieces

•Sometimes they’ll play victim, try to garner all the sympathy and attention even though you know they have no right

•Sometimes they’ll take a fake high road, accuse you of lying and say they did nothing wrong, that you hurt them, and pretend that they’re better

•Some won’t take no for an answer

•They’ll do anything to put the blame on you. To make you seem like the villain or the monster

•Most will hurt someone again. And the hardest part is accepting that it won’t be your fault

•You’ll feel a void in your life where they were. You might miss them. That’s normal.

•You have to relearn so many things. What actual healthy love/friendships/relationships are

•You need to learn to trust again, to see the world as more then its darkness

•You’ll think you’re faking it sometimes. Even if others believe you, the what if will always creep up

•You need support. No one can do this alone

•Healing isn’t linear. It has its ups and its downs. Some vary day to day

•Just because you have a bad day doesn’t mean you’re regressing

•Everyone heals differently, but there will always be a scar

•Somethings may never be the same for you, somethings will trigger you. And that’s ok

•Nothing you did caused this. You didn’t deserve it. You didn’t do anything. THEY chose to hurt YOU.

•Some abusers might have loved you, and it’s hard to accept that. Remember that this is toxic, unhealthy love

•You don’t have to forgive them. But you also don’t have to never forgive. Whatever helps you heal is what you need to do

•You may lose more people then just the one. Whether it’s people who support them, won’t support you, people you now see differently, etc. That’s ok

Derek overhears a phone conversation between Stiles and Scott.

Hi guys!! how are you doing? :)

You know what the song says: Oh, there ain’t no rest for the wicked/Money don’t grow on trees/I got bills to pay/I got mouths to feed/And ain’t nothing in this world for free… Well. At present the place where I work is at risk of disappearing and living alone is expensive, but also I would love to work making art!! So I’m opening commissions (◕‿◕✿) It would be awesome if you commission me, but it also would be great if you share this post ❤❤❤❤❤

Now the important information:

✽ I have set ranges of price so if you wanna commission me you can decide how much to pay between these margins according to your possibilities ;) 

✽ all the prices are per character (but in some cases can be negotiated)

✽ I will start after the payment and send previews and updates if you request it until I finish it

✽ The payment is via paypal (my paypal-mail is also [email protected]) but if you’re from Argentina all the prices and the payment method can change

✽ You can do whatever you want with the finished image (use as an icon, printing it, etc.) but I still retain the rights to the image, so you can’t use it for a commercial use or say it’s your art

✽ I can and like to draw very different stuff so don’t hesitate to telling me your idea, but there are some things that I wouldn’t be able/will not want to do, like:

Gore/excessively violent stuff 

Animals and very complex perspectives (I’m not very good at it)

Very, deeply angsty stuff

Incest/underaged in sexual situations

✽ About nsfw stuff, you can see the kind of nsfw stuff I draw here (is all sterek/homoeroticism/slash). The people (and the number of people) involved can vary, but this is the kind of stuff I would do

✽ I reserve the right to say no to a commission if I don’t think I can draw it properly or I’m not comfortable with it

✽ You can see the example drawings in a very best quality here: 

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This may be a long shot, but do any of yall know any artists currently taking commissions that will draw sterek? Feel free to rec friends or yourself!

“No longer does soft and gentle exist solely in the realm of feminine. No longer does force and strength remain the property of masculine. When crossing the perceived traditional boundaries are we not doing what we have done for centuries past? Is this change of direction just an illusion or have we just learned to turn a blind eye to the pictures we paint upon ourselves generation after generation? In this show of power or force of softness, do we lose the very originality of our own individual identities or are we indeed something much more magnificent and enduring? Should we preserve the ambiguity that lies within each one of us? Are the labels of gender now meaningless and in their moribund state, become no more than titles to acts in a play or movie in which we choose to adopt the leading role? What is the original self and in that original state, what needs to be preserved to remain authentic or is the point of genesis an exit door, leading to the loss of the immortal pre-knowledge human prototype and its traditional definitions?”

© Predrag Pajdic, 2012 Do Not Fade, Do Not Wither, Do Not Grow Old [Virginia Woolf, Orlando, 1928] With Nicola Canavan Español ↓

I commissioned the lovely @gri-clover to create a piece for mine and @apinkducky ‘s fic- and isn’t this piece a thing of beauty? 

“Hunka Hale’s Burning Love” (link to ao3)

As firefighters and lovers, both Stiles and Derek, knew the dangers of their job and what it could mean for their relationship. They knew what could happen and did the job anyway. That doesn’t mean they didn’t worry about each other getting hurt. They’d been lucky in that respect…so far.

oh- and there’s also a charity sexy firefighter calendar involved as well.

I used to think that I knew the big time before you came around. That I was up in the Velvet Gold Mine, and you put my feet back on the ground. Everyone’s got a combination If you put in the time. The numbers come like a revelation, you show me yours, I show you mine.

Time is passing by, I still want you! Crime is on the rise, I still want you! Climate Change and Debt, I still want you!   Nuclear distress, I still want you! The Earth is heating up, I still want you! Hurricanes and floods, I still want you! Even more than I did before ♬ ♪ 

(I still wan you, Brandon Flowers)