HOUSE WYSTAN THO i legit cannot I mean, just the kids alone like damnnnn
I def think that Gresilda’s main worry about leaving the West was leaving Amia. Like, I mean she trusts her and believes in her, but still its hard to say goodbye, esp when you know you’re leaving someone in a tough situation, but even so, I think Gresilda was conscious of the fact that the North was a harsher reality, yet, and Amia was about to marry and be out of that house. Plus, Gresilda’s hella driven to pursue her path. I think she feels it’s the one tribute she has left to give her brother and that he, all his fellows, and really all of Aragoth deserve some form of justice. If there’s one small thing she can do to contribute to that worthy outcome, she feels she must; damn the consequences. Plus, she knew Amia was safe.
As a result of all these things, I think she’s v torn. For one thing, I know she def wants to protect and shelter her sister. Gresilda is every inch the protector, no mysteries there, and the most important ppl in her life are Amia and their brother. Their brother’s gone. Death is a v real possibility in her mind and I think she knows she wouldn’t survive loosing Amia. Up north, just walking to work could be a death sentence, if the sun’s not up. You could freeze just going there, esp if it’s dark and you loose the path and I think Gresilda’s like, “Imma walk you to and from work everyday. This is non-negotiable” ;DDDD But at the same time, i think she sometimes worries that she’s being ~over protective and she def wants Amia to achieve all her dreams and just...she has a tough time striking the right balance, I think.
Btw, what’re their siblings’ names? I feel like Gresilda and their bro kinda raised Amia, at least. Did you say the middle sister was closer in age to Gresilda than Amia? Anyway, whatever the case, I feel like Gresilda that that sister have a v combative relationship and the sis was always trying to get Gresilda to hang up her sword and be ladylike and Gresilda was like, “Do you have any other terrible schemes you’d like to pointlessly suggest?” basically (except tbh she never said that, she just was stoic and then went and knocked some knights into the dirt when they doubted her *shrug*) So yeah idk atp I’m pr much just rambling...