Probably Something

Everything, gone. My future, gone. All because of my blood cells. I have to stop t until my blood count goes down because if I don’t I could get a heart attack a like 60 but that doesn’t fucking matter when the other option is not making it to 18.

Idea 4 later productivity spell

Ya I’m doing a shit ton of love attraction and glamour spells

Bruh pleeeease I just wanna get away from this fucking town and I have literally no way of doing so without waiting two more years I can’t make it though just to start thinking about possibilities

ONE MORE MONTH UNTILL MY VOICE CAPULD START TWEAKING AND CRACKING ANY DAY!!!!!!

Great, so, my parents limited screen time again, and there’s no way to distract myself from the fact that I’m a failure…

67 linocut block

Everyone said t would make my chronic pain worse but it’s gotten better and I also got cured of several years long lasting IBS

One month on testosterone. I don’t have IBS anymore

GOODBYE FRESHMAN YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just found out that the summer camp I go to is gonna taking away our phones for the entire camp this year, without any kind of 20-minutes-at-the-end-of-the-day-to-talk-to-your-parents thing. HOW AM I GONNA KNOW IF THE NEW POPE DIES? IF TRUMP GETS SHOT AGAIN? WHERE WILL I GET THE MEMES THAT LET ME KNOW IF JD VANCE SHIT HIMSELF SO BAD THAT HE DIED????

Why do I have to be the one with food and shelter when good hearted people starve and die on the streets? Everyone’s life would be genuinely easier if I was gone. My parents would just have one kid, in college with good grades and friends, instead of that kid and a stupid selfish drain on their bank account. Idk why they don’t just tell me to shut up and leave them alone, no one would judge them for it.

The BPD is strong with this one.

Nearly an entire fucking monster can. That I can’t drink. Because me telling you I don’t want you to take a sip is a fucking joke. I hope you get whatever illness I have ten times worse. And then making jokes about “oh no, unconsentual sip taking, TeRiBlE!” Seriously?? If someone you’re friends with says you can’t take a sip of their drink, it’s probably for a reason. I can’t just get monster whenever I want and I like it a lot, so I save the cans I have as a special treat every once in a while, AND I DONT LIKE DRINKING OTHER PEOPLES SPIT GERMS!!!!

OH COME ON. My parents gave me screen time again, probably because I was staying up late on my phone this week. I only stayed up late because I’ve been sick all week and had too much of a headache to even RELAX, let alone SLEEP, and the worst part is, NOW I CANT GO ON A WALK. I WAS GONNA GO ON A WALK TODAY BUT I FUCKING CANT BECAUSE THEYLL JUST THINK ‘oh when I give him sceentime he actually gets off his ass and does something’ AND ILL JUST HAVE SCREEN TIME FOR LONGER.