Be bad, be mine

Well, then I just started I guess. First own post ever. In English. To be honest to you and to myself as well, I feel so weird about it. I have had the idea through the whole time of my last ten years but even the consciousness that others have gone through this, can not make me go as confident. I do not even know why am I doing this and also do not know if I will ever. Ok, stop here.

I think why I am here is because I need something new again. Social media is not for me, or at least not yet. Nonetheless I have the feeling next to weirdness that I need to share my mind. Even if nobody is reading, nobody is listening but me. Anyways we are much more than one. So at least it will be fun for us.

As my first post, I make it clear what I want to do here: to share my thoughts, to practice English, to make something new, to make lists and advices which I wished to hear before and which I want to remember for the rest of my life (or when I am starting to forget). I will post some parts of my notebook, and wait for the miracle - maybe some day somebody will see them and recognize themself. And then, after several of years we will find and talk to each other again.