What Is Life.

Because no.

Jax wasn't lovely. Jax was awful, cruel and pushed everyone away, and never took a single chance given.

He wasn't lovely.

But she could have been.

Oh Jax. If you just accepted yourself and the people around you sooner, she could've have been lovely. You would've been happier with yourself and the world around you. If you loved yourself for who you were, you probably would've hurt less people.

But you let her exist far too late. It took someone personally traveling through your torment to the point you couldn't hide anything anymore, to let her breathe.

The moment you admitted "I don't want to go" when the entire rest of the series you were begging to fade away, you admitted you wanted to keep living as her. That's why the song started at that moment. She was born far too late.

Honestly you don't know how it happened but suddenly you two have been hanging around each other. You two can be as dead as you want and none of you would judge. Not even his random mumblings will move you. Something about his crush and how she's nice and that people need to stay away like okay dude good luck.

You lean against him as you accompany him with your own ramblings. Mostly during lunch but it doesn't stop you from doing it anywhere. You even start to worry if you're annoying him more that you realised. Whatever you'll find out soon, he's blunt with his words anyway.

Once you two were hanging out during lunch at the rooftop, you were complaining about Musuko(Musume but 'son' meaning) and his bitchass group + fans and you let out a slip of, "they're so annoying OMFG I might actually punch or kill them one day istg" and then you hear your dear friend say "I can do that for you." Which obviously made you stop and look at him before laughing as if it's a joke.

He was not joking. You found that out when he almost tried to kill one of them. Yeah turns out you're his new crush after all that hanging out or maybe he's just a protective friend? You don't know, you're just exasperatedly tired. So now you got this blood leech on a leash or else he'll snap.

"Damn bro you're like a dog"

"i can be"

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