Living life happily

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On days when I am feeling down, ready to give up and tired. I look at this goofball and he makes everything okay. Today I had to have surgery to put in a pacemaker in because after years and years of drug abuse my heart isn’t doing so great. I was scared and feeling really down and ready to throw in the towel. But this lovely human reminds me that I am lucky. I have a husband that will do anything for me, who makes me laugh all the time, who takes care of me. I can’t put into words how grateful I am for him. How much I love him and how lost I would be without his light guiding me back home. I can’t wait to grow our family and see you as a dad. I know you will do amazing. You will be the person that our child will feel safe to go to when he/she is in trouble, or when they need a laugh after a sad time. Our child will love you so much. I’ve told you this before but if I could carry your babies I so would. But since I can’t I am okay with using your swimmers to create a child with someone else’s egg. I love you, @heyitsjaxonanderson forever and always. #babydaddy #love #besthusband

Jax: of course they'll do. YOu wanna weare one of my shirts, you can.

Jax: Awesome! You don't need to get dressed or anything since it's just the hospital and Ollie won't care what you're wearing.

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Oh no! Ollie, feel better soon!

Thx Gray Bae ! I’ll be ok just gotta rest & heal up for a sec :3 

Jax: Yes, i'm texting you from downstairs. Wanna go see Ollie with me?

Jax: smiled, keeping his eyes on his husband as he spoke. He listened to him and smiled hearing he'd consider doing this again. He leaned into the kiss before nodding at him. Jax watched him for a moment before turning back to the stream. "Yeah, totally guys. It was so cool of you all to be so welcoming to him." Jax said, pulling up Fortnite to play some.

Jax: nodded along to what he was saying before giving him a small smile again. "I told you I'd never leave." He told him before leaning over to kiss his cheek. He looked back to the chat with a hum. "Yeah, yeah, I'll stick around for a bit if you guys want to watch me game some." He said in response to some of the questions after Gray saind one more. "Alright, last one for Grayson that i'm seeing a lot of. Will you come back streaming again?" He asked, looking back to Grayson with a smile.

Jax: smirked and shrugged again. "I thought it was a good choice." he said, leaning against the table as he read through some of the comments. He hummed a little, looking to Grayson again. He smiled seeing how much more relaxed his husband was now. "I was shocked, but supportive. I knew it wasn't Gray's fault that he was in that situation." Jax said, glancing to Grayson again. "I was there for him through everything, no matter what it was. It was hard at times, but I knew that wasn't the guy I fell in love with during those hard times."

Jaxon: grinned hearing he had been right. "Listen, i'm not the smartest when it comes to these things." He laughed, looking to Grayson again. "But seriously guys, when you know, you know." He said before looking to Gray again listening to him. He smiled before laughing hearing the video choice. "Of course that's yoru favorite." He rolled his eyes a little before giving him another smile.

Jax: watched the chat for a moment before grinning a little. "If i'm correct, which i'm probably not, one of our friends set us up after going to one of his Broadway shows." He said, looking to Grayson to verify his facts.

Jax: gave Gray's leg a little squeeze again to let him know it was okay and that he was right here for him. "But it definitely helped." Jaxon told him seriously. "And we're in a really good space right now." He smiled to Gray before looking to the camera again. "So, what other questions are you guys wanting to ask?" He asked his viewers.

Jax: nodded and smiled at him. "Good idea!" He said, scrolling through his list of questions. "Looks like another big question was Why did you decide rehab was the best option?"

Jax: smiled listening to him. He knew he picked an easy question but he also knew it would take Grayson's mind off the harder things for a little bit and hopefully relax him a little. He nodded his head, knowing Gray had a lot of bad days in rehab. "but he made it through and I couldn't be more proud of him." Jax said, leaning over to kiss his cheek gently.

Jax: Reached down to put his hand on Gray's leg. He gave it a soft squeeze hearing the question followed by his answer. Jaxon nodded his head a little, scrolling through the questions. "Alright. So this one looks like it's been asked quite a lot. What's the one thing you missed most while in rehab."

Jax: Smiled listening to him before nodding his head in agreement. "It's amazing having him back home. You really don't understand what it's like to miss someone until they're gone for a long period of time." He said, looking back to the camera for a moment before looking to Grayson again. "But it was for the best and i'm so happy with how amazing he looks and even happier than he's in that clear mindset."

Jax: leaned against his desk, looking over to Gray as he spoke. He smiled listening to him and nodded his head a little, looking back to the screen to read comments. He laughed a little reading one before shaking his head. "No, I definitely don't think we'll be seeing Gray on Broadway." He said, smiling over to Grayson again. "And that's totally cool. Live audiences aren't for everyone."

Jax: adjusted a few settings before looking back to the camera. "So, how's it going guys?" He asked, scrolling through the chat seeing everyone telling Grayson hi. "Yeah, yeah... it's totally cool he's here." He smiled over to Gray as he said hi. "So, how about we start with the questions you guys sent to us, huh?" He asked, looking to Gray.