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i'm grave. 28, queer, & trans (he/him.) i'm usually either reading fanfiction or writing it. love u lawxieđź’ś
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it is a rookie mistake to assume that the person making deeply anachronistic, inaccurate, and fairytale-esque knightposts knows nothing about real knights. i know all about real knights. i just think overseeing the farmland on your estate, explicitly being in it for (more) land and money, fighting less than half the year, and dying of cholera is sort of boring while swearing undying oaths is really sexy
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It may seem random but it’s actually not! We get a new prime minister after the previous one enters a protective chrysalis after a period of relentless eating and growing, and they then dissolve into a biological soup. They then reform into the new adult prime minister. It really beautiful to see 🥰
Kinda the exact opposite of a hazard symbol but I thought you would still appreciate this notice on a bottle in the lab at my work. Feels quite ominous imo.
I always feel so cheated in stories when characters are walking around with this Big Guilt and then...you find out that the thing wasn't their fault at all. And not in a "they thought they did it but it turns out they were set up" way, or even a "accepting that just because they did A which caused B which caused C it doesn't mean C was their fault", way but where they finally lay out the sequence of events and it's clear that any thinking person would not connect them. Like, fucking commit!!! The character isn't LESS compelling if they actually did the thing! You can't have the haunted brooding meow meow who is...also completely blameless
#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the version of this that pisses me off most is the 'they were mistaken and the bad thing didn't even happen at all and no one died' version#it's such a cop out#bc i do think a character who's wracked with guilt over something that wasn't their fault can be quite compelling#but you need that 'just because they did A which caused B which caused C doesn't mean C was their fault' part of it#character who takes on all the blame when they deserve only some if it heart emoji#character who takes on all the blame when someone else put them in an impossible position and they had functionally no choice heart emoji#even character who thought they deserved all the blame but someone else set them up CAN be fun although often i find it disappointing#but 'actually nothing bad even happened'? boring.#edit: also thinking about it more i DO think clueing the reader in sooner rather than later is better#that's the problem is a lot of storytellers want to save it for a Big Reveal#and it's like man.....that's not a reveal it's a rug pull#have your OTHER characters telling me 'yeah that horrible thing wasn't actually their fault'#even as the character in question is going around like 'i'm a monster'#make it a character trait not a plot twist. y'know? via @storybook-souls
YES
and like done right, "nothing bad even happened" COULD be done really well. Like, Character A thinks they got Character B killed, fucks up their life over it, but Character B was actively hiding from them and there are huge emotional and interpersonal consequences? Good shit. Character A is guilty about Character B, Character B turns out to be alive, Character A is like, yay? Thumbs down emoji.
The biggest one I hate is "Character A thinks they got Character B killed and is very fucked up about it, Character B is not dead but thinks Character A has abandoned them and decides to become a villain about it even though it is really difficult to make us believe it's Character A's fault, even though Character A also thinks it is."
Basically I find performative angst boring I guess.
Every time you go in a public place and something ISN’T disgusting it’s because somebody cleaned it. Every time you feel comfortable using a public bathroom or sitting at a restaurant table or setting something on a gas station counter or playing on a playground it’s because somebody cleaned it.
Thank you to everyone who cleans the world, especially those who are underpaid and under appreciated.
I worked in a supermarket for 7 years and I don't think I can understate just how much cleaning you had to do for it to look clean (it very often where not in the places you aren't supposed to see)
True for food service, retail establishments, gyms, outdoor areas, schools, religious buildings, office buildings, etc. People usually only notice when a space is NOT clean, meanwhile every time a space is clean it’s only because of the diligent work of janitors, maintenance staff, custodians, parks workers, or volunteers.
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Honestly, I love that no one can agree on what a kobold like like. My first introduction to them was through JRPGs where they were dog people. Then I learned that people saw them as dragons. Then I learned that some people lean more towards dinosaur. Then I learned that one of the DND rulebooks said they're sometimes naturally born as were-weasels. Then Dungeon Meshi got big and re-introduced Kobolds-as-dogs.
It's just so fun. I hope they never make sense. Let's take artistic license on them forever
You don’t usually see this directly mentioned in Chinese texts (such as svsss) because it’s so deeply ingrained and taken for granted as a basic element of society, but the function and status of scholars are inherently different in Eastern and Western cultures in both subtle and significant ways.
In China at least, for thousands of years the scholar caste (士) had been synonymous with power itself. The literati, by its very nature, is seen as part of the ruling class of the highest order. Due to the nature of imperial Chinese government and bureaucracy, it’s commonly understood that the pursuit of scholarly achievements is (more often than not) the pursuit of power, and not the pursuit of knowledge for its own sake, since the end goal of this insanely arduous process is almost always to pass the imperial exams and serve the emperor as an government official. (You even see this reflected in Chinese mythology; e.i. in tgcf you cultivate your ass off and pass some sort of divine tribulation just so you can go work in the heavenly court, which is basically a mythical version of the actual imperial court.) The scholar caste, or literati, were not just seen as the cultural or intellectual elite, but the political and social elite.
This brings us to the sort of paradoxical understanding of power and social hierarchy in both Chinese history and popular belief. Unlike in the West™️ where historically, political power is believed to have come directly from god in the form of noble lineage (massive oversimplification I know), China (depending on the time period) was simultaneously obsessed with pedigree and deeply enamored with the idea of meritocracy. Somebody like tgcf’s He Xuan (had he actually ascended and not been thoroughly fucked over) would have been seen as a heroic and inspirational figure. Of course we also see how easily someone like He Xuan gets fucked over, which is why such inspirational figures are relatively rare. Still, the fantasy of the meritocratic ideal persists in a powerful and pervasive way.
To bring things back to svsss and Qingjng, aka the scholar peak, I think a lot of western readers don’t fully realize just how much clout and prestige is associated with a scholar peak and its peak lord. The fact it ranks second is not an arbitrary decision on the author’s part; the text doesn’t really go into this other than a few offhand jokes about it being posh because it doesn’t need to; the original target audience (Chinese readers) would more or less implicitly understand this.
Anyway, all this is to say that the position of og sqq as a Qingjing peak lord would be highly revered; I find it extremely unlikely that the rest of the peak lords would openly challenge him in any meaningful way. (Lqg lives in his own world because lqg.) To give airplane’s writing the benefit of doubt, there is presumably a reason that nobody further investigates lqg’s death or tries to publicly implicate og sqq before bingge comes along and does his thing. They may have suspicions, but it seems that none of the peak lords even attempts to go up against the combined might of sqq’s status and yqy’s guilt-simping, and are shocked and dismayed when finally presented with “proof” of foul play. I think it’s even mentioned in one of the opening chapters that a big part of why og sqq’s fall is so brutal is that he falls from such an unthinkable height. I remember reading something along the lines of “the more lofty/respected he was on the outside, the scummier he was in secret” (I haven’t read the English translation, please excuse my attempt).
Another thing about og sqq is that it’s absolutely nuts how he manages to become the leader of the scholar peak. The fact he’s mastered the four arts despite having an insanely late start is honestly far more impressive than his cultivation/combat prowess, because it’s something you’re really expected to start in your toddler years. Had it not been for his trauma/insecurities and the fact he’s committed mass murder, his humble background could have been leveraged in his favor. In fact, it’s unclear (afaik) if yqy has even attempted to hide his own origins. He was much younger when he joined and it would be very obvious that he had no family backing and was barely literate. He could have become the kind of heroic figure that embodied the meritocratic ideal: a slave boy who becomes the leader of the foremost sect, and I don’t think we know for sure if this isn’t exactly what actually happened. The popular-ish idea that yqy has also been desperately hiding his humble origins has never quite made sense to me, because one how could he have possibly pulled it off, and two why would he even bother. Even if it comes to light that he’s a runaway, a powerful sect can conceivably look the other way in order to protect a beloved disciple.
The same can’t be said for being a mass murderer, in sqq’s case. This is unrelated to the topic of Qingjing peak, but I think it’s equally improbably that upon revealing the truth of og sqq’s childhood abuse, his crime of murdering his master and razing his house to the ground can be lessened or forgiven in the eyes of whatever passes for a legal system in pidw. As far as historical context is concerned, a slave/servant committing mass murder has no legal or moral leg to stand on, no matter how badly he’s treated. His owner could literally attempt to murder him and it’d still not fully justify what he did within the vaguely Confucian value system that seems to be the status quo in his world. His only recourse would have been to say fuck it and declare war on the whole tribunal, which would also drag his sect into the conflict, and we all know how that would go with op bingge around.
Speaking of bingge, I think it’s noteworthy that despite having grown up on Qingjing peak, pidw doesn’t portray him as having notable scholarly achievements. There’s no mention of his prowess in painting, poetry and the like, even though he’s presumed to be good at everything he attempts. In many ways, pidw and the novels it’s inspired by sell by creating a “rail against the system” kind of power fantasy, in which existing systems of power are dismantled with great violence and gratification.
To circle back to the beginning of this embarrassingly long post, it’s telling that bingge is explicitly not a scholarly type. His interests are everyman interests: cooking, dating attractive women, beating up baddies, being badass in physical combat. He’s shown to have a street-smart kind of genius, and instead of studying the Art the War and being a brilliant general, he’s out there personally kicking ass with a big sword. OP antihero bingge raven way does not need archaic modes of erudition and power. In fact, he’s stronger because he rejects them. (The fact he turns out to be royalty is sort of a way to have the cake and eat it too, something you often find in this kind of story). The act of torturing his own shizun to death, no matter his crimes, is also nearly sacrilegious if we’re going by the vaguely Confucian values that govern the pre-bingge world, but I think that’s precisely why this kind of narrative is so popular. While og sqq tries to embody existing power structures and ends up subsumed by it, bingge tears it all down and creates a new world order.
I think I better stop here for now. If you’ve read the whole thing I admire you and I salute you 🫡
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