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now thats really fucking demoralizing to realize but at the same time i feel at ease knowing that i am released of my own expectations that i held on to for so long.

specifically about sweet talk im not going to call it abandoned or even on indefinite hiatus because that would imply some kind of continuity taking place. it's more like it went dormant. the amount of information ive accumulated makes it like a beloved tv show or a video game so if my health allows i am able to pick it back up where i left off and work through whatever rust is there. let's call it a form of enrichment that happens to also be labor intensive and requires top form. i really cant say when or for how long dormant periods will happen. i hope the times i am able to make something are like fun volcano surprises.

the other situation is that it is a story i was writing in collaboration with someone, and both of us have drifted away from it. if i wanted to call on my friend for their input about their characters and ideas i dont know if they are responsive to that any more. i havent heard from them in a good while. (in case you see this theres no hard feelings at all, just saying how it is)

i renewed the web hosting for another year already so the website will stay up for now but i am planning to let it expire. things really did not go the way i wanted but i did put a lot of fucking work into what i have to just let it disappear forever so i'll find some free host eventually. thanks for reading

im sure anyone who keeps tabs on me notices my hiatuses get longer and longer and longer. just know i have a cognitive disease and am doing really bad and have been for years. im not living any more im just existing

filled out this OC meme, i actually made it myself from a couple different ones i saw but couldnt decide between. feel free to fill it out yourself and spread it around :3

repurposed a verrrry old OC with a new name and look. i must add to my collection of nonbinary characters

innocent lad who i am always subjecting to torture

my poor neglected weregirly..........