Tay🌚

I Might deactivate this acc for good, but we'll see how it goes... I haven't uploaded my other stuff yet so that's one reason I haven't done the deed- Also just disappearing without reason sounds, bad so that's why I'm making this post. Kinda sad but I think yall be fine losing one stupid fanartist anyway right hehwhehs

The reason? Well. I kind of... wanna take a step back and start anew.

I made a mistake on this app that I wish I could erase because it's getting overwhelming and it's giving me lots of anxiety and by I mean a lot.

Anxiety to talk to people, anxiety to like, anxiety to post—

Like, no hard feelings guys, I take improvement comments very seriously💚 but yeah, at the same time it does fuel my head with overthinkingness and anxiety of not meeting the standard.

It's like, "If you can't meet the standard, then don't post!"

Idk I feel like it's not even like that but because of that mistake I haven't been able to forgive myself yet and everytime I open this app I got that feeling of “I'm so useless this could have been avoided”

So yeah.

You get the idea.

And that made it harder for me to open this app day by day.

I know running away will not solve the problem but I feel like starting anew feels much better...

Like, starting a fresh start without the 'mistake' because genuinely I'm not feeling good vibes from this account anymore and I'm- It's not like how it used to be anymore and I don't know how to make it right again (Might actually start crying)

Yknow?

But anyway, like I said. We'll see how it goes...

I met several good people here too, which is also one of the factors why I haven't deactivate yet—

Idk how to properly address this, and indefinitely some of you will definitely be like:

"Why didn't you just take your L and fix the mistake?"

Well. For me. Deactivating is me fixing the mistake. If I stop posting, I can make no mistake anymore right?

I know it's not the best solution but like I said idk guys. I'm so blurred rn like genuinely... Sorry if it seems like I'm seeking attention rn but yeah.

Hear me out

I can do it.

HAGAGAAGAHAGAHAGAGAH

If yall see this, say hi!

Where yall at :') (If you're enjoying life then good for you)

Like really, it's so rare to see them now...

My Tumblr notifications always ring because of them back then

Oh, how I miss yallll hmmm :')

🫂

UU!Wifies be like:

I think most of Unstablian didn't realised how scary it is for Parrot to see his best friend turn into a villain because of him.

Like can you imagine THAT realisation for Parrot?

No? Okay yeah let me just visualise that for you real quick— Here you GO—

Here you go.

I'll be back on the grind soon🦸🏻‍♂️

Oh. And yes

I will be making an announcement soon

So.

Even my algorithm didn't want me to leave this hell site is it.