Gramiltoncat

everyone on this app yaps about bad media being better for fandoms but dsmp’s untapped and forever unexplored or poorly explored potential and general themes of attachment, grief and childhood and the fact that so much of it was accidental or improvised and the tight knit community that fell apart in less than two years makes it, in my humble and objective opinion, the single most haunting fandom i’ve ever been in. if you even care. clings to everyone like cobwebs i mean just look at all the sleeper agents and old urls that are posting about tonight lol YOU CAN’T ESCAPE

I wrote and drew so much for this series, I searched and searched for fics and fanart. I didn't interact with the actual fandom very much ever and that kept it something refreshing and inspiring for me personally. And I think that if they'd had a chance to develop and for the fans to settle in and grow up it could've been so good, with people being more genuine over time. I miss some parts of it- definitely the feelings I personally experienced and the things I enjoyed. And 'being in a dead fandom' actually does feel like it's a ghost clinging to your arm to be honest. Didn't expect that.