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but the only thing I craved was love

I never saw the bigger picture

never planned to exploit your generosity

My intentions where always pure

my demise certain

surely you would't catch me if I fall

Since I fell

because of you

You are so many

You are those who took

Everything I had to offer

as if a gift is all I was to you

wrapped in your hopes and dreams of an obedient slave

which I never could present to your eager judgmental eyes

So I left

because I am not a gold digger

I was only searching for love *correction

I wish I were a gold digger,

but the only thing I ever craved was love.

I never saw the bigger picture, never planned to exploit your generosity.

My intentions were always pure; my demise, certain.

Surely you wouldn't catch me if I fell.

And I did.

Because of you.

You are so many.

You are all those who took everything I had to offer,

as if a gift were all I ever was to you,

wrapped in your hopes and dreams of an obedient slave—

something I could never present to your eager, judgmental eyes.

So I left.

Because I am not a gold digger.