That Which Will Fall

I can't tell if I need valium, a snack, fifteen benadryls (to say hi to the hat man), to be fucked until I can't remember my own name, or to commit a crime.

Why is my mommy kink goes absolutely wild today? LET ME R E S T, I'm so tired and I don't have a mommy dom, so I would love to forget that I even have the stupid fuckin kink smh

Being pretty is a curse. Been in the club for five minutes and I already had a man tryna fuck me. Like, honey, we're in a gay bar, I'm not here for you 😂

The longer I have to deal with idiots, the more I genuinely consider leaving the country

The urge to impulsively cut my hair is STRONG

I need that sharp spike of fear and arousal when someone threatens to punish or hurt me. That feeling that's somehow both hot and cold in my chest and knocks the breath out of me, and I can barely say anything other than 'please'.

In the mood to kneel and beg so prettily for mommy to hurt me. I wanna feel her hand in my hair, or gripping my jaw and forcing my mouth open. I want her to break me.