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It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
The smile makes him pause for a second before quickly following behind Bryce, having no time to really process that or think the expression over. Jason lands by her, walking closer to the ledge and looking around a bit before focusing back on Bryce.
He's confused by the question, tilting his head again. "Uh, yeah, sure." Jason automatically answers, not exactly sure what her goal with the question was. Did she need him to.. confirm he understood?
Bryce's way with dealing with cases and just any team ups seems to be very different. Usually Bruce will have already formulated a plan or at least would have orders for them to follow after looking extensively at the case. That or he just hands it to you and expects you to figure it out and do everything.
He's pretty sure Tim has a way of helping Bruce on cases or is more involved but he only has his own observations to figure that out considering he isn't around much and doesn't talk to the bats.
Bryce does narrow her eyes for a moment though it's not visible much beneath her cowl besides a slight squint to her lenses. She doesn't like ordering people around, not even Alfred or when she's working with the other kids. Even if they do have a plan already set, it's usually decided on together or she'll take suggestions.
Jason seems almost confused with what she says though, trying to give him the opportunity to say anything he might think. Bryce hums a bit, looking over the warehouse again while crouching down a bit, her cape covering her more.
"Would you like to take the north or south?"
She asks him, not looking towards him now but trying to keep her tone sounding more kind even when she's trying to be quiet and the voice changer makes her voice somewhat deeper.
Jason thinks he might have said something wrong when Bryce squints at him and pauses for a while, chewing at his lip a bit under the helmet. They have always had a unique gift of making him nervous in a way he usually isn't, like when he was a kid who was subject to their whims and could be thrown out at any moment because he messed up somehow.
He hums a bit, looking back at the warehouse as well and pressing a button on his helmet to turn on his own heat vision. The south entrance seems to have more people nearby. "South." He answers, pressing his lips together and waiting to see if that was the right answer.
Maybe it's a test? Is that what this mission is about? Is she trying to see his strength or tactfulness? He honestly doesn't know what to think. He feels guilty for even thinking this but at least Bruce told him clearly what he wanted and how he didn't want Jason around. He just feels more nervous and confused not knowing what Bryce wants from him.
"Alright, I'll go north then. Try not to damage any of the evidence around unless needed, I want to be able to see what I can gather before the GCPD step in. Go in when you get there, we're not trying to be too precise here. Should be quick."
She says, standing and moving to take out her grapple gun. Bryce looks to Jason to confirm with him before taking off to the other side of the building and to the entrance she had said she'd go through.
She slams through the door, breaking the locks and dodging a few bullets before punching a man and swinging her leg out to bring down another, disarming some of them as well.
There's certainly more weapons than she thought, maybe she should have double checked signatures and all, but she just grits her teeth and keeps fighting, taking down a good number of them before glancing over to where Jason is to make sure he's alright.
Jason hums, watching as Bryce moves to the north entrance and walking over to the south. He waits till he hears her breaking through the door, entering silently from the south and taking out the guards nearby while they are distracted.
Usually he'll either work from far range or simply use a blade close range to quickly finish whatever foes he has no problem but it's been a while since he brute forced it with little to no weapons. He manages to take a good amount of people out due to Bryce's distraction.
He honestly enjoys it a little considering the fact he seems to be playing with the guards a bit. Jason has always been one to fight dirty, even as Robin. He was told not to fight like he was on the streets but after so long fighting tooth and nail to survive as a skinny kid you don't really have a choice. Jason right now is mostly just tripping them up a bit or even baiting some of the guards to shoot each other.
Bryce keeps her eye out on Jason, sighing a bit exasperatedly when he seems to be toying with the guards as she takes down a few others and quickly ties them up with some ropes from her belt. She had to talk Dick out of the idea of branding those as Bat-ropes considering they use a good amount of them without picking them back up again. She doesn't want anyone selling Bat-ropes or something online.
Once she takes down a few of them, she's caught off guard by one of them with a large automated gun, running and grabbing onto Jason's arm to duck behind a beam and some crates as the weapon is shot loudly into the area.
She checks him over a bit, hoping she was at least able to grab the man in time before he was hit or anything.
Jason mostly continues toying with the guards considering its easier not to hurt them like this and slower. He makes sure to hold back a lot in front of the bats especially Bruce considering the fact he already has a list of contingences for him (the ones to kill him wouldn't work anyways) and he doesn't want to add to that list.
He tilts his head up at the sound of an automated gun before he's suddenly pulled by Bryce, stumbling a bit and following her behind the crates.
"Where the... hell did he get that?"
Jason mumbles, correcting himself before he swears. God, he really does feel more like a kid. He peeks around the crate before the guy immediately tries to shoot him in the fucking face which Jason dodges, moving backwards a bit to do so.
"Rude."
He mumbles under his breath. He usually has has his own commentary a lot of the time when fighting he notices, mostly because the helmet is usually muted anyways.
"I'm not sure- probably one of the crates."
Bryce says in response, eyeing the guards and trying to figure out a better escape route via heat signatures. That way she can also see the heat of the guns. She lets go of Jason when they hide though moving to grab him on instinct when he's almost shot at.
"Be careful..."
She says softly, humming a bit. Her lenses squint again as she tries to think of what to do in this situation.
"I have a smoke bomb, or bat-smoke? Bat-bomb? Whatever the hell your brother calls it- anyways, I can take out the automated weapon and you can get the other men down."
She suggests, attempting to think her route out more clearly within the chaos. She says the plan quiet enough to be heard by Jason but not the men considering the gunfire.
Jason automatically takes his arm back when Bryce tries to grab it, a bit roughly but that’s also just part of the instinct. He freezes a bit when he realises what he did but decides to ignore it. (So many times Bruce has grabbed him, his shoulder or an arm to get him to face the man whenever he tries to walk off. He just feels like running even more.)
He snorts a bit at all the names before listening to Bryce’s plan. “Ok.. be careful though.” Jason hums, mumbling the last part a bit.
It’s a risky plan he would probably do if he was alone but he doesn’t want Bryce to get hurt. Her suit is bullet proof but the impact of bullets hitting it still can cause damage and with the nature of automatic weapons a bullet or two could find their way through the weak points.
Bryce hums, unlatching the bomb and throwing it out in the direction and adjusting the settings on her lenses to pick up heat signatures again and leaving from behind the beam and moving quickly to take down the guy with the gun.
She's shot twice on the torso but nothing goes through the armor, she just winces, knowing it'll bruise harshly later on. She takes the man down and breaks the gun, skidding it across the floor as she punches her way through a few of the other guards.
The smoke finally begins to clear and Bryce turns off the heat signatures to look over towards where Jason is.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
The smile makes him pause for a second before quickly following behind Bryce, having no time to really process that or think the expression over. Jason lands by her, walking closer to the ledge and looking around a bit before focusing back on Bryce.
He's confused by the question, tilting his head again. "Uh, yeah, sure." Jason automatically answers, not exactly sure what her goal with the question was. Did she need him to.. confirm he understood?
Bryce's way with dealing with cases and just any team ups seems to be very different. Usually Bruce will have already formulated a plan or at least would have orders for them to follow after looking extensively at the case. That or he just hands it to you and expects you to figure it out and do everything.
He's pretty sure Tim has a way of helping Bruce on cases or is more involved but he only has his own observations to figure that out considering he isn't around much and doesn't talk to the bats.
Bryce does narrow her eyes for a moment though it's not visible much beneath her cowl besides a slight squint to her lenses. She doesn't like ordering people around, not even Alfred or when she's working with the other kids. Even if they do have a plan already set, it's usually decided on together or she'll take suggestions.
Jason seems almost confused with what she says though, trying to give him the opportunity to say anything he might think. Bryce hums a bit, looking over the warehouse again while crouching down a bit, her cape covering her more.
"Would you like to take the north or south?"
She asks him, not looking towards him now but trying to keep her tone sounding more kind even when she's trying to be quiet and the voice changer makes her voice somewhat deeper.
Jason thinks he might have said something wrong when Bryce squints at him and pauses for a while, chewing at his lip a bit under the helmet. They have always had a unique gift of making him nervous in a way he usually isn't, like when he was a kid who was subject to their whims and could be thrown out at any moment because he messed up somehow.
He hums a bit, looking back at the warehouse as well and pressing a button on his helmet to turn on his own heat vision. The south entrance seems to have more people nearby. "South." He answers, pressing his lips together and waiting to see if that was the right answer.
Maybe it's a test? Is that what this mission is about? Is she trying to see his strength or tactfulness? He honestly doesn't know what to think. He feels guilty for even thinking this but at least Bruce told him clearly what he wanted and how he didn't want Jason around. He just feels more nervous and confused not knowing what Bryce wants from him.
"Alright, I'll go north then. Try not to damage any of the evidence around unless needed, I want to be able to see what I can gather before the GCPD step in. Go in when you get there, we're not trying to be too precise here. Should be quick."
She says, standing and moving to take out her grapple gun. Bryce looks to Jason to confirm with him before taking off to the other side of the building and to the entrance she had said she'd go through.
She slams through the door, breaking the locks and dodging a few bullets before punching a man and swinging her leg out to bring down another, disarming some of them as well.
There's certainly more weapons than she thought, maybe she should have double checked signatures and all, but she just grits her teeth and keeps fighting, taking down a good number of them before glancing over to where Jason is to make sure he's alright.
Jason hums, watching as Bryce moves to the north entrance and walking over to the south. He waits till he hears her breaking through the door, entering silently from the south and taking out the guards nearby while they are distracted.
Usually he'll either work from far range or simply use a blade close range to quickly finish whatever foes he has no problem but it's been a while since he brute forced it with little to no weapons. He manages to take a good amount of people out due to Bryce's distraction.
He honestly enjoys it a little considering the fact he seems to be playing with the guards a bit. Jason has always been one to fight dirty, even as Robin. He was told not to fight like he was on the streets but after so long fighting tooth and nail to survive as a skinny kid you don't really have a choice. Jason right now is mostly just tripping them up a bit or even baiting some of the guards to shoot each other.
Bryce keeps her eye out on Jason, sighing a bit exasperatedly when he seems to be toying with the guards as she takes down a few others and quickly ties them up with some ropes from her belt. She had to talk Dick out of the idea of branding those as Bat-ropes considering they use a good amount of them without picking them back up again. She doesn't want anyone selling Bat-ropes or something online.
Once she takes down a few of them, she's caught off guard by one of them with a large automated gun, running and grabbing onto Jason's arm to duck behind a beam and some crates as the weapon is shot loudly into the area.
She checks him over a bit, hoping she was at least able to grab the man in time before he was hit or anything.
Jason mostly continues toying with the guards considering its easier not to hurt them like this and slower. He makes sure to hold back a lot in front of the bats especially Bruce considering the fact he already has a list of contingences for him (the ones to kill him wouldn't work anyways) and he doesn't want to add to that list.
He tilts his head up at the sound of an automated gun before he's suddenly pulled by Bryce, stumbling a bit and following her behind the crates.
"Where the... hell did he get that?"
Jason mumbles, correcting himself before he swears. God, he really does feel more like a kid. He peeks around the crate before the guy immediately tries to shoot him in the fucking face which Jason dodges, moving backwards a bit to do so.
"Rude."
He mumbles under his breath. He usually has has his own commentary a lot of the time when fighting he notices, mostly because the helmet is usually muted anyways.
"I'm not sure- probably one of the crates."
Bryce says in response, eyeing the guards and trying to figure out a better escape route via heat signatures. That way she can also see the heat of the guns. She lets go of Jason when they hide though moving to grab him on instinct when he's almost shot at.
"Be careful..."
She says softly, humming a bit. Her lenses squint again as she tries to think of what to do in this situation.
"I have a smoke bomb, or bat-smoke? Bat-bomb? Whatever the hell your brother calls it- anyways, I can take out the automated weapon and you can get the other men down."
She suggests, attempting to think her route out more clearly within the chaos. She says the plan quiet enough to be heard by Jason but not the men considering the gunfire.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
The smile makes him pause for a second before quickly following behind Bryce, having no time to really process that or think the expression over. Jason lands by her, walking closer to the ledge and looking around a bit before focusing back on Bryce.
He's confused by the question, tilting his head again. "Uh, yeah, sure." Jason automatically answers, not exactly sure what her goal with the question was. Did she need him to.. confirm he understood?
Bryce's way with dealing with cases and just any team ups seems to be very different. Usually Bruce will have already formulated a plan or at least would have orders for them to follow after looking extensively at the case. That or he just hands it to you and expects you to figure it out and do everything.
He's pretty sure Tim has a way of helping Bruce on cases or is more involved but he only has his own observations to figure that out considering he isn't around much and doesn't talk to the bats.
Bryce does narrow her eyes for a moment though it's not visible much beneath her cowl besides a slight squint to her lenses. She doesn't like ordering people around, not even Alfred or when she's working with the other kids. Even if they do have a plan already set, it's usually decided on together or she'll take suggestions.
Jason seems almost confused with what she says though, trying to give him the opportunity to say anything he might think. Bryce hums a bit, looking over the warehouse again while crouching down a bit, her cape covering her more.
"Would you like to take the north or south?"
She asks him, not looking towards him now but trying to keep her tone sounding more kind even when she's trying to be quiet and the voice changer makes her voice somewhat deeper.
Jason thinks he might have said something wrong when Bryce squints at him and pauses for a while, chewing at his lip a bit under the helmet. They have always had a unique gift of making him nervous in a way he usually isn't, like when he was a kid who was subject to their whims and could be thrown out at any moment because he messed up somehow.
He hums a bit, looking back at the warehouse as well and pressing a button on his helmet to turn on his own heat vision. The south entrance seems to have more people nearby. "South." He answers, pressing his lips together and waiting to see if that was the right answer.
Maybe it's a test? Is that what this mission is about? Is she trying to see his strength or tactfulness? He honestly doesn't know what to think. He feels guilty for even thinking this but at least Bruce told him clearly what he wanted and how he didn't want Jason around. He just feels more nervous and confused not knowing what Bryce wants from him.
"Alright, I'll go north then. Try not to damage any of the evidence around unless needed, I want to be able to see what I can gather before the GCPD step in. Go in when you get there, we're not trying to be too precise here. Should be quick."
She says, standing and moving to take out her grapple gun. Bryce looks to Jason to confirm with him before taking off to the other side of the building and to the entrance she had said she'd go through.
She slams through the door, breaking the locks and dodging a few bullets before punching a man and swinging her leg out to bring down another, disarming some of them as well.
There's certainly more weapons than she thought, maybe she should have double checked signatures and all, but she just grits her teeth and keeps fighting, taking down a good number of them before glancing over to where Jason is to make sure he's alright.
Jason hums, watching as Bryce moves to the north entrance and walking over to the south. He waits till he hears her breaking through the door, entering silently from the south and taking out the guards nearby while they are distracted.
Usually he'll either work from far range or simply use a blade close range to quickly finish whatever foes he has no problem but it's been a while since he brute forced it with little to no weapons. He manages to take a good amount of people out due to Bryce's distraction.
He honestly enjoys it a little considering the fact he seems to be playing with the guards a bit. Jason has always been one to fight dirty, even as Robin. He was told not to fight like he was on the streets but after so long fighting tooth and nail to survive as a skinny kid you don't really have a choice. Jason right now is mostly just tripping them up a bit or even baiting some of the guards to shoot each other.
Bryce keeps her eye out on Jason, sighing a bit exasperatedly when he seems to be toying with the guards as she takes down a few others and quickly ties them up with some ropes from her belt. She had to talk Dick out of the idea of branding those as Bat-ropes considering they use a good amount of them without picking them back up again. She doesn't want anyone selling Bat-ropes or something online.
Once she takes down a few of them, she's caught off guard by one of them with a large automated gun, running and grabbing onto Jason's arm to duck behind a beam and some crates as the weapon is shot loudly into the area.
She checks him over a bit, hoping she was at least able to grab the man in time before he was hit or anything.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
The smile makes him pause for a second before quickly following behind Bryce, having no time to really process that or think the expression over. Jason lands by her, walking closer to the ledge and looking around a bit before focusing back on Bryce.
He's confused by the question, tilting his head again. "Uh, yeah, sure." Jason automatically answers, not exactly sure what her goal with the question was. Did she need him to.. confirm he understood?
Bryce's way with dealing with cases and just any team ups seems to be very different. Usually Bruce will have already formulated a plan or at least would have orders for them to follow after looking extensively at the case. That or he just hands it to you and expects you to figure it out and do everything.
He's pretty sure Tim has a way of helping Bruce on cases or is more involved but he only has his own observations to figure that out considering he isn't around much and doesn't talk to the bats.
Bryce does narrow her eyes for a moment though it's not visible much beneath her cowl besides a slight squint to her lenses. She doesn't like ordering people around, not even Alfred or when she's working with the other kids. Even if they do have a plan already set, it's usually decided on together or she'll take suggestions.
Jason seems almost confused with what she says though, trying to give him the opportunity to say anything he might think. Bryce hums a bit, looking over the warehouse again while crouching down a bit, her cape covering her more.
"Would you like to take the north or south?"
She asks him, not looking towards him now but trying to keep her tone sounding more kind even when she's trying to be quiet and the voice changer makes her voice somewhat deeper.
Jason thinks he might have said something wrong when Bryce squints at him and pauses for a while, chewing at his lip a bit under the helmet. They have always had a unique gift of making him nervous in a way he usually isn't, like when he was a kid who was subject to their whims and could be thrown out at any moment because he messed up somehow.
He hums a bit, looking back at the warehouse as well and pressing a button on his helmet to turn on his own heat vision. The south entrance seems to have more people nearby. "South." He answers, pressing his lips together and waiting to see if that was the right answer.
Maybe it's a test? Is that what this mission is about? Is she trying to see his strength or tactfulness? He honestly doesn't know what to think. He feels guilty for even thinking this but at least Bruce told him clearly what he wanted and how he didn't want Jason around. He just feels more nervous and confused not knowing what Bryce wants from him.
"Alright, I'll go north then. Try not to damage any of the evidence around unless needed, I want to be able to see what I can gather before the GCPD step in. Go in when you get there, we're not trying to be too precise here. Should be quick."
She says, standing and moving to take out her grapple gun. Bryce looks to Jason to confirm with him before taking off to the other side of the building and to the entrance she had said she'd go through.
She slams through the door, breaking the locks and dodging a few bullets before punching a man and swinging her leg out to bring down another, disarming some of them as well.
There's certainly more weapons than she thought, maybe she should have double checked signatures and all, but she just grits her teeth and keeps fighting, taking down a good number of them before glancing over to where Jason is to make sure he's alright.

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It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
The smile makes him pause for a second before quickly following behind Bryce, having no time to really process that or think the expression over. Jason lands by her, walking closer to the ledge and looking around a bit before focusing back on Bryce.
He's confused by the question, tilting his head again. "Uh, yeah, sure." Jason automatically answers, not exactly sure what her goal with the question was. Did she need him to.. confirm he understood?
Bryce's way with dealing with cases and just any team ups seems to be very different. Usually Bruce will have already formulated a plan or at least would have orders for them to follow after looking extensively at the case. That or he just hands it to you and expects you to figure it out and do everything.
He's pretty sure Tim has a way of helping Bruce on cases or is more involved but he only has his own observations to figure that out considering he isn't around much and doesn't talk to the bats.
Bryce does narrow her eyes for a moment though it's not visible much beneath her cowl besides a slight squint to her lenses. She doesn't like ordering people around, not even Alfred or when she's working with the other kids. Even if they do have a plan already set, it's usually decided on together or she'll take suggestions.
Jason seems almost confused with what she says though, trying to give him the opportunity to say anything he might think. Bryce hums a bit, looking over the warehouse again while crouching down a bit, her cape covering her more.
"Would you like to take the north or south?"
She asks him, not looking towards him now but trying to keep her tone sounding more kind even when she's trying to be quiet and the voice changer makes her voice somewhat deeper.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
Jason swings over to the Narrows, looking for what roof top near the Iceberg Lounge Bryce is at and landing on it, putting his grapple back in his belt after landing. He waves in greeting, something he's used to doing as the Red Hood considering the fact he has a helmet on so his face isn't visible.
He tends to get more animated or expressive with body language when talking to someone he's close to or a kid. Sometimes he can also use it to change what emotion he's displaying entirely, whether or not it's real.
He's a bit caught off guard by the comment but doesn't question it, humming and nodding a bit before looking over to the Iceberg Lounge. "Sure. Lead the way" Jason responds, waiting for her to go.
The voice changer is on, obviously so her voice is a bit more different than Jason is used to. Her body language is weirdly more expressive than he's used to or he supposes how he expects Batman to be but doesn't question it.
Bryce smiles softly at him before grappling off in the direction of the address, it's by a warehouse past the Bowery and deeper within the Narrows. She lands on a rooftop by the warehouse and looks towards Jason to make sure he's landed by her.
"Weapons deal should be happening within the Warehouse. Heat signatures say there's about...sixteen people inside. There are two entrances from either side, we could take them down that way?"
She suggests, looking to Jason to hear his thoughts since she doesn't want to just order him around or anything. Besides this is supposed to be a team up, not her treating him like a sidekick.
"Depends on what you think would be easier."
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
Jason hums in response, checking the chambers of his guns. Probably enough for a case especially if he isn't using lethal force. He keeps it to a minimum in general but around the Bats he has to be careful considering the fact they don't know about even that.
He'll have to stick to just using fists and maybe some of his daggers if needed though he isn't exactly used to using those non-lethally either. This is confirmed by what Bryce says and he feels a bit tense already. He pushes the feeling down though and just hopes this goes well though he has a lingering feeling it wont. That he'll screw up and Bryce will leave him to.
"I'll be there in 10 to 20 minutes." Jason instead decides to respond since he doesn't want to touch that topic. Thankfully he's already in his suit so he just needs to put his helmet on and all his gear back in his pockets before swinging over to the Iceberg Lounge.
"Alright, understood."
Bryce says before hanging up the call and grappling off the roof. She arrives before him, of course given that she was already nearby the outside of the Narrows. Loitering a bit as she waited for Jason's response. She hadn't want to enter uninvited or anything.
Bryce is waiting on a roof top nearby when she spots Jason, standing and moving towards him. She scans him, simply assessing things.
"Hi...you look well. I have the address in my visor if you'd mind following me. It should just be a simple weapons deal but I'll be able to pull out enough evidence from this to take down the operation."
She greets, before going into the explanation, a hand on her chin as she observes the area around them. Bryce's voice changer is on now, given they're more out in the open and not solely on a call. Though her body language reads as more open then she tends to let it be as Batman, not wanting to scare Jason or anything.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.
Jason is a bit caught off guard by that, pausing his pacing. "Oh. Uh.." He hums, processing that a bit and moving to put some of his stuff away back into his pockets which translates to some rummaging heard on the other line. He did not expect that.
"No– I mean. It's fine. We can check it out." Jason quickly responds to the last part before correcting himself. He isn't sure if he's more or less nervous at the idea of that but he doesn't want to decline the offer. That would be rude and he guesses he'd be fine with that. It's just.. different.
He also isn't used to patrolling with Batman alone, should he ditch the guns entirely, maybe swap out the bullets? He isn't sure.. He knows Bruce doesn't like guns due to.. everything with his parents and he assumes Bryce is the same.
"That's great, dear. I'll meet you by the Iceberg Lounge and we can retrace from there, yes?"
She asks, smiling softly to herself though it's not obvious in her voice. Bryce doesn't really speak in a way that's obvious with her emotions, but she definitely sounds pleasant at the moment. She shifts a bit and stands from the ledge she's knelt on.
"All I ask is to try and be non-lethal, yes? I respect that you have your way of doing things, but I'd still rather try and be civil tonight. It's up to you if you'd still like me to join."
She adds on, trying to be kind at least with the request. Bryce knows they'll never really agree when it comes to that part but she'd like to come to agreements at least. They can work side by side without having the same argument again and again. Besides, that's not the reason Bryce wants to see him anyways, she just wants to check in on him and see her boy. The case is...secondary.
It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
Jason relaxes a bit when he hears her voice, standing up and pacing a bit anyways. She doesn't sound angry which is a good sign. He hasn't done anything. Well, he has but she shouldn't know that. Bruce usually starts calls on the verge of screaming.
He takes a moment to actually process what she's saying, taking a few seconds after she speaks think before replying. "Uh.. Yeah, sure. Do you need me to check it out for you?" Jason responds, looking back to the coffee table where all is guns and daggers are.
Usually when he has cases with the Bats he's the muscle, told what he needs to know and what he needs to do and does it. That or Oracle gives him some cases in his territory and he does them for the Bats then updates them so he assumes it's like that.
"Well I was thinking we could check it out together. I thought since it's your territory that you'd probably know it better, of course."
Bryce explains a bit more, trying to be specific and gentle with it. It's very obvious that Jason is used to a very different type of way of doing things. Bryce...well she just wish he didn't have to do any of that beforehand, but she can't go back and change things, so she continues forward. The least she can do is be kind and understanding now.
"If you'd rather I just hand off the case to you, that's fine. I'm only...suggesting to do it differently. If you'd be welcome to that."
She says, attempting to sound reassuring. Bryce doesn't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to.

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It's a random night quite a bit after the last time Jason and Bryce have seen each other, when Jason gets a call from that number that Bryce had given him all those weeks ago.
(XXX)-XXX-XXXX
@gothams-batman
Jason was unwinding from patrol, cleaning his guns and everything quietly. He was still in the Red Hood uniform since he preferred to deal with this stuff and then take a shower and everything, if he didn't he just felt dirty. He doesn't really play music or anything in the background, he's in a safe house so he doesn't have a TV and he wouldn't use it anyways if he was in his apartment.
His phone rings when he's almost finished and he already knows who it is. He changed his phone's ringtone for Bryce's number after he first called her just incase so he could prepare. It also helped differentiate her from everyone else since this specific phone is a work phone, not the one he uses for the bats. He still checks the number and sure enough it is in fact her.
He is curious and a bit nervous honestly why she's calling but takes a deep breath before answering, bringing the phone to his ear. Jason doesn't say anything first but his breathing would be audible to her so now he just needs to figure out why she called him.
Bryce is perched on a rooftop, simply surveying Gotham from a higher vantage point by a gargoyle. She waits for the phone to pick up, the call connected to her cowl. She clicks off her voice changer.
"Hi, dear. I'm not sure if you're still busy for the night but I was wondering if you'd like to help me out with something?"
The suggestion is mostly because she wants to see Jason again, but also the case she's following is leading her into his territory so she wants to be sure to not overstep or anything. At first she was simply going to ask about it or hand off the case to him but she had the idea to simply ask him to assist and decided to at least give it a try.
"It's something connected with Penguin and some of his old weapons dealings, it runs into the Narrows so I thought you could help me out more with it if you're available."
She keeps her voice and tone soft, not trying to sound intimidating or anything but not to the point she sounds off. Bryce just doesn't want to make him uncomfortable really, she supposes.
It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
@jason-whoami-todd
It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.
It flinches when she touches his cheek, expecting to be hit or something, anything really other than her cupping his cheek and wiping the tears away. It doesnt hurt or make it feel like it's skin is crawling with hands under it.
He on instinct grabs for her hand when she tries to take it away before realising what it did and bowing it's head into its knees, afraid of her reaction to it. It didn't know why shes being so nice and only speaking words of comfort but is thankful.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit at the reaction, moving to brush his hair back softly, the hood falling back.
"Hey, hey, shh it's okay, you haven't done anything wrong."
She says gently, frowning a little as his reaction as she tries to be comforting. She doesn't want him to feel bad or wrong for reaching out for her touch at all. Thats not at all what she wants.
"I'm here, Jay. I won't go anywhere."
She whispers, holding his face again softly and looking him over with worried eyes before smiling at him again. She doesn't want him to think he's upsetting her or anything, because he isn't...not really. It isn't his fault, god knows none of this is his fault. He's just a kid, he's just a boy. Her boy that she failed. Miserably.
It tenses at the touch, better than before when he was flinching away. It glances back up, the hood in his face and not knowing why she's being so nice. Its not supposed to initiate contact, not unless told to. Its never wanted it, really, so it never tried till now.
Because Bryce is kind and warmer than him and now she's cupping it's cheeks as more silent tears roll down them. He makes a small sobbing sound when she says she wont leave because she promised, she promised she wouldnt but no one keeps their promises. No one stays. It's sure of this to a degree but she said she wouldn't..
Bryce feels tears prick at her own eyes, watching him sob, she wipes at his tears and takes a shaky breath.
"I'm so sorry, love. I've got you now. I'm here for you."
She slowly brings him closer, hugging the boy and letting his head rest on her shoulder. The embrace is loose enough to escape, but present enough to be comforting. Bryce squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, trying to gather herself.
"It'll be alright...I promise."
She mumbles, she hopes that it will, honestly. She's not sure if she believes that. But she has to at least have some sort of hope. She has to.
It tenses when moved before practically melting in the embrace, not reciprocating it but slumping in her arms and allowing himself to let go just for a little bit. It's the most it can really do. It hides its face in her hair a bit, tears wetting it a bit but not really caring.
He makes a small sound of pain that almost sounds like words it wasnt able to form, barely audible and only heard because it's right next to her ear.
Bryce hums, shushing him quietly while he cries and holding Jason to her. She doesn't speak for a while just, wanting to hold her baby to her and keep him as safe as she possibly can. She's not sure she's ever missed someone so devastatingly much. Her parents was a grief she could never fully recover from, but Jason? She felt like part of her soul was ripped from her. Because she was supposed to protect him, to keep him safe and love him with everything she is but she failed him.
He's home now, that's all Bryce can really latch onto, because she doesn't want to fail him again. She won't. Never again, she'll make it up to him, she'll help him through all of this, she swears on it.
"It's okay hon...it's okay."
She whispers to him when he whimpers, brushing her hand through his hair delicately like she might break him.
” Mu- mom? “
He chokes on the words, the mouth movements feeling so foreign and like something lost. It hasn’t spoken in a year, voice rough from disuse and at the same time screaming its water filled lungs out.
It makes a small sound of pain after, curling up and snuggling closer to her and the touch afterwards. It’s barely breathing, much slower than it should be but it’s there and eventually evens out.
Bryce pauses at that, her breath catching a little as she brushes her hand through his hair, tears threatening to spill.
"Yeah, baby, it's me. It- It's Mom. I've got you."
She says softly, voice wavering a little as the tears begin to fall once again. She takes a shaky breath, just holding him to her. He's alive, he's here and she's going to protect him as much as possible. She'll die trying, honestly. She keeps him close to her, silent tears falling from her eyes.
Any tension it had left after that is gone, letting itself go and completely slumped on her, making no effort to even hold itself up. It's supposed to be safe, shes supposed to protect it. It knows its not supposed to believe her, that its probably a lie but maybe just this once he can believe he's safe.
It eventually just falls asleep, breathing evening out and closing its eyes, the tears stopping and just staying on its cheeks. Shes warm.
Bryce just holds him close to her, staying still as she can so she doesn't disturb his sleep at all. Jason was always a very light sleeper anyways. She doesn't want to wake him up, but she does make the effort to at least bring him to the couch they have in the cave a bit closer to the stairs, carrying him and keeping him in her arms.
She keeps him close, sitting down on the couch with him against her still, just wanting to not be on the floor anymore. She moves and unhooks her cape, letting it rest over him like a blanket. She won't leave him, she's not sure she'd have the strength to, so she stays and lets him rest.
It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
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It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.
It flinches when she touches his cheek, expecting to be hit or something, anything really other than her cupping his cheek and wiping the tears away. It doesnt hurt or make it feel like it's skin is crawling with hands under it.
He on instinct grabs for her hand when she tries to take it away before realising what it did and bowing it's head into its knees, afraid of her reaction to it. It didn't know why shes being so nice and only speaking words of comfort but is thankful.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit at the reaction, moving to brush his hair back softly, the hood falling back.
"Hey, hey, shh it's okay, you haven't done anything wrong."
She says gently, frowning a little as his reaction as she tries to be comforting. She doesn't want him to feel bad or wrong for reaching out for her touch at all. Thats not at all what she wants.
"I'm here, Jay. I won't go anywhere."
She whispers, holding his face again softly and looking him over with worried eyes before smiling at him again. She doesn't want him to think he's upsetting her or anything, because he isn't...not really. It isn't his fault, god knows none of this is his fault. He's just a kid, he's just a boy. Her boy that she failed. Miserably.
It tenses at the touch, better than before when he was flinching away. It glances back up, the hood in his face and not knowing why she's being so nice. Its not supposed to initiate contact, not unless told to. Its never wanted it, really, so it never tried till now.
Because Bryce is kind and warmer than him and now she's cupping it's cheeks as more silent tears roll down them. He makes a small sobbing sound when she says she wont leave because she promised, she promised she wouldnt but no one keeps their promises. No one stays. It's sure of this to a degree but she said she wouldn't..
Bryce feels tears prick at her own eyes, watching him sob, she wipes at his tears and takes a shaky breath.
"I'm so sorry, love. I've got you now. I'm here for you."
She slowly brings him closer, hugging the boy and letting his head rest on her shoulder. The embrace is loose enough to escape, but present enough to be comforting. Bryce squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, trying to gather herself.
"It'll be alright...I promise."
She mumbles, she hopes that it will, honestly. She's not sure if she believes that. But she has to at least have some sort of hope. She has to.
It tenses when moved before practically melting in the embrace, not reciprocating it but slumping in her arms and allowing himself to let go just for a little bit. It's the most it can really do. It hides its face in her hair a bit, tears wetting it a bit but not really caring.
He makes a small sound of pain that almost sounds like words it wasnt able to form, barely audible and only heard because it's right next to her ear.
Bryce hums, shushing him quietly while he cries and holding Jason to her. She doesn't speak for a while just, wanting to hold her baby to her and keep him as safe as she possibly can. She's not sure she's ever missed someone so devastatingly much. Her parents was a grief she could never fully recover from, but Jason? She felt like part of her soul was ripped from her. Because she was supposed to protect him, to keep him safe and love him with everything she is but she failed him.
He's home now, that's all Bryce can really latch onto, because she doesn't want to fail him again. She won't. Never again, she'll make it up to him, she'll help him through all of this, she swears on it.
"It's okay hon...it's okay."
She whispers to him when he whimpers, brushing her hand through his hair delicately like she might break him.
” Mu- mom? “
He chokes on the words, the mouth movements feeling so foreign and like something lost. It hasn’t spoken in a year, voice rough from disuse and at the same time screaming its water filled lungs out.
It makes a small sound of pain after, curling up and snuggling closer to her and the touch afterwards. It’s barely breathing, much slower than it should be but it’s there and eventually evens out.
Bryce pauses at that, her breath catching a little as she brushes her hand through his hair, tears threatening to spill.
"Yeah, baby, it's me. It- It's Mom. I've got you."
She says softly, voice wavering a little as the tears begin to fall once again. She takes a shaky breath, just holding him to her. He's alive, he's here and she's going to protect him as much as possible. She'll die trying, honestly. She keeps him close to her, silent tears falling from her eyes.
It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
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It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.
It flinches when she touches his cheek, expecting to be hit or something, anything really other than her cupping his cheek and wiping the tears away. It doesnt hurt or make it feel like it's skin is crawling with hands under it.
He on instinct grabs for her hand when she tries to take it away before realising what it did and bowing it's head into its knees, afraid of her reaction to it. It didn't know why shes being so nice and only speaking words of comfort but is thankful.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit at the reaction, moving to brush his hair back softly, the hood falling back.
"Hey, hey, shh it's okay, you haven't done anything wrong."
She says gently, frowning a little as his reaction as she tries to be comforting. She doesn't want him to feel bad or wrong for reaching out for her touch at all. Thats not at all what she wants.
"I'm here, Jay. I won't go anywhere."
She whispers, holding his face again softly and looking him over with worried eyes before smiling at him again. She doesn't want him to think he's upsetting her or anything, because he isn't...not really. It isn't his fault, god knows none of this is his fault. He's just a kid, he's just a boy. Her boy that she failed. Miserably.
It tenses at the touch, better than before when he was flinching away. It glances back up, the hood in his face and not knowing why she's being so nice. Its not supposed to initiate contact, not unless told to. Its never wanted it, really, so it never tried till now.
Because Bryce is kind and warmer than him and now she's cupping it's cheeks as more silent tears roll down them. He makes a small sobbing sound when she says she wont leave because she promised, she promised she wouldnt but no one keeps their promises. No one stays. It's sure of this to a degree but she said she wouldn't..
Bryce feels tears prick at her own eyes, watching him sob, she wipes at his tears and takes a shaky breath.
"I'm so sorry, love. I've got you now. I'm here for you."
She slowly brings him closer, hugging the boy and letting his head rest on her shoulder. The embrace is loose enough to escape, but present enough to be comforting. Bryce squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, trying to gather herself.
"It'll be alright...I promise."
She mumbles, she hopes that it will, honestly. She's not sure if she believes that. But she has to at least have some sort of hope. She has to.
It tenses when moved before practically melting in the embrace, not reciprocating it but slumping in her arms and allowing himself to let go just for a little bit. It's the most it can really do. It hides its face in her hair a bit, tears wetting it a bit but not really caring.
He makes a small sound of pain that almost sounds like words it wasnt able to form, barely audible and only heard because it's right next to her ear.
Bryce hums, shushing him quietly while he cries and holding Jason to her. She doesn't speak for a while just, wanting to hold her baby to her and keep him as safe as she possibly can. She's not sure she's ever missed someone so devastatingly much. Her parents was a grief she could never fully recover from, but Jason? She felt like part of her soul was ripped from her. Because she was supposed to protect him, to keep him safe and love him with everything she is but she failed him.
He's home now, that's all Bryce can really latch onto, because she doesn't want to fail him again. She won't. Never again, she'll make it up to him, she'll help him through all of this, she swears on it.
"It's okay hon...it's okay."
She whispers to him when he whimpers, brushing her hand through his hair delicately like she might break him.
It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
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It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.
It flinches when she touches his cheek, expecting to be hit or something, anything really other than her cupping his cheek and wiping the tears away. It doesnt hurt or make it feel like it's skin is crawling with hands under it.
He on instinct grabs for her hand when she tries to take it away before realising what it did and bowing it's head into its knees, afraid of her reaction to it. It didn't know why shes being so nice and only speaking words of comfort but is thankful.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit at the reaction, moving to brush his hair back softly, the hood falling back.
"Hey, hey, shh it's okay, you haven't done anything wrong."
She says gently, frowning a little as his reaction as she tries to be comforting. She doesn't want him to feel bad or wrong for reaching out for her touch at all. Thats not at all what she wants.
"I'm here, Jay. I won't go anywhere."
She whispers, holding his face again softly and looking him over with worried eyes before smiling at him again. She doesn't want him to think he's upsetting her or anything, because he isn't...not really. It isn't his fault, god knows none of this is his fault. He's just a kid, he's just a boy. Her boy that she failed. Miserably.
It tenses at the touch, better than before when he was flinching away. It glances back up, the hood in his face and not knowing why she's being so nice. Its not supposed to initiate contact, not unless told to. Its never wanted it, really, so it never tried till now.
Because Bryce is kind and warmer than him and now she's cupping it's cheeks as more silent tears roll down them. He makes a small sobbing sound when she says she wont leave because she promised, she promised she wouldnt but no one keeps their promises. No one stays. It's sure of this to a degree but she said she wouldn't..
Bryce feels tears prick at her own eyes, watching him sob, she wipes at his tears and takes a shaky breath.
"I'm so sorry, love. I've got you now. I'm here for you."
She slowly brings him closer, hugging the boy and letting his head rest on her shoulder. The embrace is loose enough to escape, but present enough to be comforting. Bryce squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, trying to gather herself.
"It'll be alright...I promise."
She mumbles, she hopes that it will, honestly. She's not sure if she believes that. But she has to at least have some sort of hope. She has to.

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It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
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It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.
It flinches when she touches his cheek, expecting to be hit or something, anything really other than her cupping his cheek and wiping the tears away. It doesnt hurt or make it feel like it's skin is crawling with hands under it.
He on instinct grabs for her hand when she tries to take it away before realising what it did and bowing it's head into its knees, afraid of her reaction to it. It didn't know why shes being so nice and only speaking words of comfort but is thankful.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit at the reaction, moving to brush his hair back softly, the hood falling back.
"Hey, hey, shh it's okay, you haven't done anything wrong."
She says gently, frowning a little as his reaction as she tries to be comforting. She doesn't want him to feel bad or wrong for reaching out for her touch at all. Thats not at all what she wants.
"I'm here, Jay. I won't go anywhere."
She whispers, holding his face again softly and looking him over with worried eyes before smiling at him again. She doesn't want him to think he's upsetting her or anything, because he isn't...not really. It isn't his fault, god knows none of this is his fault. He's just a kid, he's just a boy. Her boy that she failed. Miserably.
It didnt know where is was, rummaging through a bin in some alley. Hes still wearing its league uniform, red like blood and a hood over his head and hair. The muzzle was still on because it didnt want to tear it off since the thing was practically nailed into his face and itsnotsupposedto.
Its also not supposed to be here. Everything hurts and it feels like glass is being pushed through its veins while at the same time hes on fire fromanexplosion.
It tore it's body apart so many times, desperate to go back to the grave whereitbelonged they had to kill and restrain it multiple times but it always finds a way to escape. The lady, TaliaAlGhul, kept trying to speak to it, calm it down but it just ended up attacking her and then running.
He wanted to go home. WherewasBatman? Home seemed to be in this city, an alley filled with trash where people go to die because thatswhereyoubelong.
He wants to go home.
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It's been almost two years since Jason died. Bryce is on patrol, alone tonight. She and Dick had argued again a few nights ago, something that was probably her fault if she was honest, but he left back to Bludhaven and hasn't been answering her calls. Nightwing isn't in Gotham. Babs is also not talking to her, this time Bryce can't even remember what she did to anger her really, but Batgirl isn't present either. Tim has dinner with his parents tonight, Bryce wasn't going to take away from his time with his actual family.
She was...better. If better and worse had a twisted third sister named 'not actively suicidal.' Her hair is getting even longer, it was around past her collarbones when Jason was alive and she couldn't get herself to cut it ever since he's been gone. It's almost past her ribcage now, having to tie it all back to put on her cowl is a bit of a struggle but the last time she debated cutting it off she almost tried to do it herself in her bathroom, and gave up, ending up sobbing on the floor until she passed out. Alfred found her the next morning like that.
Now, she looks out at Gotham, a city she used to take pride in protecting, and just feels a sickening empty feeling. Is it really even worth it? Does she know what she's doing? She got her son killed. A Hero doesn't do that. They shouldn't. She doesn't deserve this title, this cowl. She's deep in thought, crouched and fully covered in her cape when she spots him.
A boy, skinny looking in an outfit that looks vaguely familiar. Something from the league maybe? She believes she's seen league members wear things similar. She had worn something like it when she was training with Ra's. Thats a red flag. He seems to be lost, wandering around aimlessly. The biggest thing that sticks out is...a muzzle. The teenage boy is wearing a fucking muzzle. Thats bad, this is bad.
The internal sirens in her head go off, and she makes her way down to him before properly thinking really. She jumps down, puts her hands in front of her and speaks.
"Hi...Are you lost?"
She decides to go for a kinder approach, not wanting to scare the boy, so she manages a weak smile, cowl and voice changer on, she keeps her distance, makes sure he can see she's unarmed. If that is in fact league wear he might be an assassin child. Which makes her feel more sick- she can see his eyes and they're...glowing in the dark, bright and green. Like Ra's and Talia. The Lazarus Pit. Yet another red flag.
It pauses when it hears someone come down, turning his head to look at the figure. His eyes are glowing green, iris slightly shaking involuntarily with pupils dilated as it looks at her. Why does she seem familiar?
It doesnt move, doesnt speak. Not like it could with the muzzle and trying to make its mouth move to form words seems alien. It doesn't have orders to attack anyone or her. Heneverwantedtohurtanyone.
But, it's not supposed to be seen by people so after a few moments it quickly dashes off, disappearing around the corner. It doesn't know where its going, it doesn't have orders or anything all it knows is that it has to run.
Bryce frowns when he starts running, moving to go after him.
"Wait! Kid come back!!"
She calls out, turning the corner to go after him. She curses under her breath. It seems she's spooked him then. It makes sense given that he's most likely from the league. Even if he doesn't recognize who The Batman is he's more prepared to act if he feels threatened.
"I want to help you!"
She shouts out, still tailing after him as much as she can, she doesn't want to grab him since that will spook him more, so she hopes to be able to just run after him and try to get him to stop fleeing somehow. It reminds her oddly of when Jason had run from her all those years ago, tire iron in hand.
He doesn't listen, continuing to run with a sense of familiarity, knowing all the corners and alleys to run through and go and even a few spots to slip by. Like he knows the place.
It's not even sure why it's here, it was supposed to stay in the league, it had specific orders but its so loud, his brain feels like its been screaming ever since they drowned it. Someone was supposed to come and save him but they never did. Someone was supposed to help him.
It wouldn't mind if the person following it beat it up. Maybe they'll kill it. Eventually they seem to pause, slipping in and hiding in some wood boards considering how scrawny it is before curling up and keeping its eyes on the gap between them.
She comes to a halt when he hides. catching her breath for a moment before spotting him and just crouching down in front of the wood, not reaching for him or anything of the like.
"Hey there...I'm Batman, I want to help you, love. I know everything is very scary and confusing right now, but I can help you...okay?"
She says softly, trying to be gentle with him. If being hidden for now is helping him feel safer she won't force him out. She can focus on this, help him, do her job for once. They can take things slow, Bryce wants to help. She's supposed to help people. Not fail them.
It just stays curled up, one arm hugging his knees and the other his abdomen as he peeks over his knees to stare at her, not doing anything else but moving as far back as he can before hitting a wall. It's basically pitch black in there but his glowing, shaking eyes light up the area around its face.
There are scratch marks around its eyes from clawing the lens off of his face and then continuing to try scratch its eyes out. A bunch of other scars are on its face but majority of them are hidden by its knees and straight white bangs with the rest being black and curly.
Batman. Help. Batman is supposed to help. But it doesn't want to leave this spot, its safer so it just stays here.
Bryce sits down beside where he's hidden, if he wants to stay in there for now she doesn't mind waiting.
"You're in Gotham right now, I'm not sure if you came from the League or somewhere else, but I can help you, I can keep you safe."
She says slowly, her hand thrums a bit against the ground. She's been more fidgety recently, it makes her feel more grounded somehow, stops her from getting so exhausted...it helps with the things she sees that aren't real, that only seem to be getting worse somehow. She needs to focus on helping this boy, not the boy she wasn't able to help.
She looks at the glowing eyes she can see through the wood. A sign he's at least still there, she turns up her night vision to be able to see him clearer. He looks curled up, watching her closely. Something about him strikes her as familiar but she's not sure why really so she shelves that for later.
It tenses at the mention of the league, curling up impossibly smaller. It doesnt want to go back, not to the hard floors or training rooms where it would get gutted or have to fight or the stiff beds where it couldn't move even as they all entered and cameontop–
He makes a sound akin to a strangled whine, gripping his head a bit before taking out a dagger from its clothing, going to stab itself in the main artery. A quick death and the blood loss would make it less aware of everything. It just wanted everything to stop.
Bryce moves fast when she notices what he's doing, knocking the wood back and grabbing his wrists to knock the dagger from out of his grip. She kicks the weapon away, gritting her teeth and breathing harshly, panicked a bit. She looks over at him, loosening her grip on his arms and lets goas she scans him over, she's close to him now and she had shove all the wood away when she went to grab at the dagger. She's crouched in front of him, raising her hands slowly.
"It's- don't...it's going to be okay, dear, I can help you just...I don't want you to harm yourself. I'm sorry I grabbed you-"
She says, frowning but trying to speak gently. She's a little choked sounding from the shock but she recovers well and tries to take stock of the situation. She hopes he doesn't try that again at least. Shit.
She needs to get him back to the cave, a standard hospital wouldn't be able to help him, but Bryce might and she could call Leslie if she needs back up. The cave should be empty except for Alfred, she hopes that if she can get him there she'll be able to help more.
"You'll be alright. I'm not mad or anything- I only want you to be safe."
She tries to reassure.
It lets out a small sound of surprise when she does that, not at all prepared and flinching before quickly curling up again and ducking its head like hes bracing for a explosion, its arms wrapped around its head and digging into its skull. Its shaking a bit, expecting to be punished or anything really but nothing happens just.. soft words of comfort.
It doesnt get why she cares, it'll heal anyways though she doesnt know that but even then. Why would she care about it's safety? Pain is nothing, really. Pain is just pain, some escape from its thoughts momentarily.
She sighs a bit in relief when he doesn't seem to try that again, but stays frowning at how scared he seems to look. Something is so familiar about him and she doesn't know why and it feels like it's tugging at her brain harshly. She opens her mouth before hesitating for a moment and going to flick off her voice changer.
"I'm so sorry...I promise I only want to help, really I do. I know I'm a stranger and everything is very scary...but I want to get you somewhere safe, the streets aren't really. I can get you some warm food and shelter too."
She says with a soft smile, her voice sounding more gentle and soft without the slight deep mechanical tone that comes with the changer. She stays sitting in front of him, doesn't touch him or move closer, keeping her distance to give him space considering how he's trying to shield himself.
He perks up a bit when she speaks, peeking over his knees just barely, that voice familiar in a way. That isnt an order.. It isnt sure what to do. It almost wants to take that cowl off whydidshealwayslookathimwiththoseunfeelingeyes? It flinches for no real reason, grabbing on to its hair to try ground itself.
Pain always helped. A weapon is supposed to be able to work through the pain, no matter how damaged it is. No matter how much he wanted to just rest and go back to being dead. There is something so familiar about her but with the rush of memories and the ringing in its ears it cant figure out what it is.
It's been a month since it was dipped in the pit and that entire month consisted of it being erratic and constantly trying to kill itself and everyone around it, the onslaught of memories being too much and just wanting the pain and everything to stop.
She frowns when he seems more distressed, grabbing at his hair, on instinct she puts her hands over his and tries to take them away, looking over him a bit. He seems okay but she doesn't like that and the muzzle is still concerning. Can he speak at all? Is the muzzle restricting him?
This is bad, not really anything she's necessarily equipped to help with right now, she wants to get him out of the city at least and try to explain things better, get the muzzle off or find some way for him to communicate if he can.
Bryce can help, she'll try really she will. She just needs to focus on the boy, he needs help. She can't fail him.
"Don't- please don't hurt yourself, dear, everything's gonna be alright. I'm not going to hurt you."
It freezes at the touch, not moving and making it's hands slack almost to allow her to do whatever she wants with them. If it doesn't fight then it'll be less painful. It just keeps it's head bowed and hidden in it's knees.
The muzzle looks almost stitched on, some mechanism making it so it digs into the skin and would rip some of it off if someone tried to force it off incorrectly. There might be something similar to a lever or a keyhole to release it but its hard to tell in the dark with his face mostly hidden.
It tried too many times to take it off so they had to. Usually the mask would only be put on during missions, taken off when in the chambers toshovethingsuphismouth when it's not needed.
Bryce takes her hands away eventually, rubbing hee thumb against the top of one of his hands briefly in a comforting motion before letting go. She moves to sit back down beside the boy. The muzzle looks painful, which makes her heart ache. She'll have to figure out the mechanism when she gets him back to the cave.
"I don't want you hurt...I can help. My name is Bryce. I help people, it's my job."
She says softly, being a bit more open with him so he knows what he's dealing with better.
"My home is big and theres equipment there that I can use to help, we can get the mask off and you can get something to eat, my car is a little ways away from here, I can drive you there and you'll be safer there than out here I promise."
His hands also look extremely scarred, more so than its face with almost the entire thing being covered in some kinda scar tissue and looking broken to the point it probably cant even hold a pen or pencil. Some of the scars are new but majority are already healed at least.
It turns it's head towards her when she speaks again, tear filled green eyes watching. It knows that name. It knows. She promised something. A home. He doesnt understand what she wants from it without a direct order and kinda just stares at her with those intense green eyes.
Bryce looks him over, keeping her small smile there to try and seem comforting even though her mind is racing a little. He looks scared, tears in his eyes and looking at her with those wide green eyes. There are scratches on his face that makes Bryce pause.
"We can figure things out, alright? Do you want to come with me?"
She asks softly, she goes into a crouch and offers him a hand to help him up, allowing him room to choose what he wants to do instead of her forcing him to do anything.
It hesitantly nods, hands shaking with tremors he attempts to stop by digging his nails into them and curling his fist as tight as he can. When she offers it a hand it first flinches, expecting to be hit before looking back up at her.
It doesnt know what to do, staring at the hand for a minute or two just frozen. It would like to come so he hesitantly gets out of the hole and stands, taking a few seconds to find its footing before just watching her.
Bryce takes her hand back when he flinches, not wanting to frighten him, but her smile softens a bit when he stands. She sighs a little softly.
"Just follow me okay? It's only a block away."
She says softly, backing up through the alleyway, making sure he is actually following before she makes her way to where she had hid the batmobile. It's under a tarp. Jason had stolen her tires, so she decided to make some extra measures on hiding vehicle. It makes her heart ache thinking of it now.
She takes the tarp off, folding it and putting in the trunk after she unlocks everything. She looks back at the boy and gestures for him to come and sit in the passenger seat, watching him a little.
It follows her through the alley, hugging itself a bit with its hands balled into tight fists to stop the shaking, nails digging into the skin through his gloves. The car looks.. familiar. He walks over to the tires, tilting its head. It feels like they are important. Sensors and.. Maybe it was a mistake.
It looks back at Bryce when she gestures to the passenger seat, hesitating before deciding to come. She already discovered it so it doesnt really matter. If she hurts it.. he would probably like that. It probably deserves it. He sits inside, curling up again and hugging its knees.
She frowns a little when she sees how the boy is curled in on himself. Bryce finds his hair interesting, the white streak in it that stands out, despite that it feels vaguely familiar. She shakes her head a bit, clearing the thoughts from her mind, buckling herself in before pausing and glancing at him.
"Put your seatbelt on, okay?"
She says, before she begins driving the batmobile out of the alleyway. She doesn't speak, focusing on the road more as she gets a bit lost in thought. Alfred said she's less talkative nowadays, she told him she was never very talkative, and he just gave her a strange look. Bryce isn't sure what that was supposed to mean really.
They get home quickly, parking smoothly in the batcave. She unlocks the doors but doesn't get out yet, glancing towards the boy briefly. She doesn't speak just looks at him. Does she really know what she's doing? She's not sure. She sighs a little and gets our.
"You can come out of there now, okay?"
She says, put on that soft and fairly convincing smile again as she opens the door for him.
It puts on the seatbelt when she says so, otherwise staying curled with its head bowed a bit, peeking over its knees to try track the way while she drives incase it has to make a run for it. It's weirdly familiar, the way to this place. Home.
It recognises the entrance as well, the cave. It grips its head to try stop the ringing and rush of memories once again. It had gotten better from when he left the pit but he can still feel the rush of memories all tainted green sometimes.
He only looks back up when Bryce speaks, looking at her before uncurling a bit and exiting the car. It's clearer now in the cave since he isnt curled up in a dark alley anymore. Definitely in league attire with that red hood over its head and gloves. There looks like there is scaring around the edge of the muzzle, from it ripping it out in a panic and tearing the skin off since the mechanism anyways dug into the skin.
Even though it's uncomfortable it still keeps a straight posture, somthing trained into it.
Bryce observes him a little, the posture the scars on the edges of the muzzle, everything. She hums a bit, taking off her cowl and moving to the desk. She sets the cowl down, she's pretty sure she has a device she can use to take it off but it'll probably be pretty painful. She looks over at him.
"The uh...mask, does it hurt? Would you like to take it off?"
She asks, wanting to make sure thats what he wants, regardless she wants to get the thing off since it looks like it's hurting him. If he still wants to cover his face she's sure she has some cloth masks he can wear that won't damage him.
She moves to take her hair down. There's makeup smeared haphazardly over her eyes, and her hair is back in an intricate looking bun to keep it under the cowl and out of her face. Though she takes it down, letting her hair fall down her shoulders. It's straight and long, covering her face a bit as she looks at the boy.
It puts a hand over it's face when she mentions that, not wanting anyone to look. It looks ugly, different. It's not supposed to look like that.
When it first came out of the pit the lady took him to the chambers and washroom to change and when he saw the mirror.. It doesnt remember what happened just that he ended up on the floor on the shards after cutting itself open with them. There was so much blood. He didnt think that was a bad thing.
It has a scarf it can use to cover its face as well as the hood but its not supposed to take the mask off. If Bryce does it it wont fight, it never fights. Even when it wants to push the hands off it just has to lay there.
"Don't worry, I can give you something else to cover your face if you're more comfortable like that, I just want you to be able to take it off to eat and if you'd like to. That doesn't look like it comes off easy."
Bryce tries to explain, brushing some of her hair back and leaning back against the desk, arms folded as she makes a small face, from looking at the mechanism she's able to try and think of what she can do to break or unlock it without hurting him, too much at least. A screwdriver with a specific shaped tip could work, she can use some of the tech in here to make a model of it, fit it like a key and twist on it.
"I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to unless it's stoping something from hurting you, okay? I promise."
She says after a moment, smiling at him again though it seems sad and weak with the fact he's able to see her face now. She looks tired, like she hasn't slept a full night in months.
He supposes he would like that. It wont say yes or no and just let her do what she wants to it. It hasnt eaten in a long time, not since the.. clown and explosion. The only times it ate was.. a test. It couldnt say no. He doesn't think it'll be able to keep it down and that terrifies it for some reason. A bad taste in its mouth.
Her face looks familiar and it feels like scratching it's eyes out at that. That smile, why is she smiling at it. It bows it's head down, not meeting her eyes because it's not supposed to and starts scratching at its eyes, the nails cutting into the skin through the fabric.
Bryce jumps a bit when he starts clawing at himself, again moving to take his wrists so he will stop, when he does she just...gently takes his hands into her own, holding them softly.
"Don't...it's okay- please, dear, don't hurt yourself. It'll be okay. Is something wrong?"
She leans down a bit to meet his height, looking him over with a worried expression. She chews on her lip a little. Her heart is pounding a bit, a little on edge and not wanting to hurt the boy nor allow him to hurt himself.
It makes a small whining sound when she holds its hands, letting them go slack again at the contact so she can make it do whatever. It's still standing with a straight back. His eyes seem to unfocus almost, turning a bit glassy and just trying to dissociate from the situation.
The scratches arent too deep, mostly just reopening the others which barely bleed, sluggish almost with dark blood that seems to be mixed with something.
Bryce lets go of his hands when he whines, not wanting to make things worse. She frowns at the scratches on his face, she'll have to treat those somehow without alarming the boy too much. Up close that strange sense of recognition is stronger almost. Maybe it's because he vaguely resembles Jason-
"Let's...just try and get the mask off alright? I'll get you a cloth one you can wear if you'd like to, the choice is yours. Just...here."
Bryce moves to pull up a chair from the desk.
"Can you wait here for me, sit down if you'd like. Please just...don't scratch anymore alright? You'll only make them bleed and hurt more."
She gestures at the chair and smiles a little hesitantly at him before turning, hesitantly, towards the computer to type and click around at something for a while. She doesn't need to look at the mask again, she has a fairly good photographic memory, which helps with these types of things. The shape of it doesn't seem too complicated, but it requires the right shape and doesn't work like a lock mechanism, otherwise she would have just used her lock pick. She glances at him from the corner of her eye as she works.
It just watches her when she lets go, not knowing what to do and not moving incase it makes things worse. It looks at the chair when she brings it over, sitting down hesitantly before curling up again, hiding its face in its knees and watching her a bit, the bangs in his face and covering its eyes a bit.
He doesnt want to make her mad, it feels like it does that alot but especially her. It wouldnt mind the mask coming off but its face is so ugly and it doesnt want anything shoved down its throat. But, it cant do anything about that so it just sits here and waits..
She smiles softly at him, tucking some of her hair out of her face. It's a bit tangled, almost disheveled looking, which isn't usually like her. She tends to try and keep herself put together, but nowadays she doesn't think there's any real reason to.
Once she's gotten the advanced 3D printing system to take the model she created, she sits back in the chair that sits by the middle of the large desk in front of the bat-computer. Bryce sighs a little, resting her head on her chin as she looks everything over to double check and make sure the systems are going correctly. She's bone deep tired, and while she waits she almost finds herself nodding off, shooting up to try and get herself to stay awake as the printer dings.
Bryce rubs at her eyes a little before standing and walking over to it, which is a ways away from the computer. She takes out the specific screwdriver tip, looking it over to make sure everything's correct before she leaves the room into a storage area, searching for the screwdriver with removable tips that Dick had enthusiastically painted a bat symbol on a few years ago. 'Bat-driver, obviously. For your bat-screws.' He had said...Bryce needs to visit him soon and apologize. God she's a mess.
Bryce finds what she's looking for as well as one of the cotton fabric masks she was thinking of after a few minutes. She enters the room again, setting the mask down on the desk near the boy as she fiddles with the screwdriver to replace the tip.
It mostly just watches her, looking out for any signs of her attempting to hurt it or do something. She seems nice but alot of them seemed nice because they didnt want to break their toy.
It keeps its head hidden in its knees, gripping its hair a bit and digging its nails into its scalp. The hair is around at its shoulders, all frizzy and matted with blood and dirt. There even is evidence of blunt force trauma and wounds that havent quite healed yet. The white streak looks more brown and red than white sometimes.
His clothes is hiding majority of the injuries, most from itself but a few from trying to restraint it or punishments. Not an inch of skin is visible though other hand its face so thats thankfully hidden, a mercy really. The clothes do look dirty though with some tears and if it wasnt red definitely some blood.
It's head peeks back up when Bryce returns, eyeing the mask like a weapon before looking back at her, still gripping its hair tightly, probably enough to easily rip it out if it got spooked. The only reason Bryce can probably tell its looking at her is because of those glowing eyes.
When Bryce is done screwing in the screwdriver tip, she sets it down, not wanting the boy to think she's going to use it as a weapon or anything, and crouches down in front of his chair. She smiles softly at him.
"Hi, dear. I don't want to hurt you or anything, and the screwdriver there is just going to be inserted into the lock in your mask so it unlatches without causing any pain. If you want to wait a little until I do it until you're ready we can. All I'm going to do is take the mask off, nothing else, I promise."
She says it slowly in a gentle tone, a bit more than she might use for children, but he seems to be a bit out of it, probably a mix of the pit and the trauma making him dissociate. She doesn't move to touch him, just looking up at him from the floor with a soft but tired look.
"No one's going to hurt or make you do anything you don't want to here, you're safe."
Bryce is certain he won't immediately believe that, but it's best to start saying it now and keep saying it so he'll be able to become more comfortable eventually.
She pauses before she gets an idea and goes to her utility belt, taking out a notepad and a small golf pencil from one of the pockets, she flips through some of the used pages before it's on a fresh one and sets that down on the desk directly near where the boy is sitting.
"Here, if you have anything you want to say or tell me and you feel like you can write it out, you can use this and I'll listen. Sound good?"
It continues to watch her warily, hugging itself tighter when she crouches down and looking at her. It glances at the screwdriver when she mentions it, scanning the object like it could be a weapon before looking back.
It would.. like that he supposes. Its not going to do anything unless told but if Bryce does it for him it wouldn't be against it. She seems nice. It doesn't know why it keeps thinking that.
When she opens her utility belt it moves to brace again, expecting a weapon or something to hurt it. They always said they wouldn't hurt him yet they always hurt the most.
It only looks back up when she puts it down and speaks again, looking at the book and pencil then glancing at her and back. Writing.. he used to like that.
It doesnt know if it believes her sheneverlistenedtohim or can even write but hesitantly moves to touch it, just touch the book and pencil before going back to hug itself. Not yet. It just had to check it was safe.
Bryce smiles a bit when he moves to look at the notepad, even though he ends up not doing anything with it, it's a step forward at least.
"Okay...I'm gonna try and get the mask off, there's another one here if you'd prefer to keep your face covered. It's up to you, I'm not going to judge you for anything. Tap my arm if you want to stop, I'm going to have to touch your face a little but I'll be quick and gentle."
She explains, hoping that the option of being able to say no and tap out will be helpful to him. She picks up the screwdriver from the desk, and approaches him, slowly but surely.
"Can you tilt your head up a bit for me, dear?"
She asks, so she'll be able to see the mechanism and get to it more, since he seems to be most comfortable curled up and hugging himself at the moment. It makes her sad, but she won't shame him for trying to self soothe at all. This whole thing must be very overwhelming and terrifying.
It doesn't really understand all the options, usually they just pushed or pulled it where they wanted, man handling it and making it do what they wanted or just orders. It could just try pretend it wasn't there, wasn't anywhere and obey or just ragdoll essentially while they did what they wanted.
It does understand that, taking a few seconds to decide what to do since it's technically not an order before hesitantly tilting its head up, trying to stop itself from feeling uncomfortable in this position.
Bryce puts a hand gently near his neck to keep his head still as she focuses on the mechanism, putting the screwdriver in and clicking it off, the muzzle clicking open and free. She slowly takes it off from his face, focusing more on the mask than anything as she places the vile thing on the desk, along with the screwdriver, she grabs the fabric mask to hand to him but pauses when she actually takes in his face.
She blinks, thinking he might disappear or his face will turn differently, confirming it to just be some nightmare or hallucination, but he stays. Jason. It's- it can't be though, Jason died. Bryce held his cold and dead body, she carried him, she buried him. She had to change his body into civilian clothing out of the robin costume for the coroners to obscure his identity, she had to hold her baby, her child who had died because she failed him and...it can't be him. Could it?
"Jason...?"
She speaks hesitantly, tears are in her eyes and she puts a hand over her mouth.
It has to hold its breath when she touches the mask, half expecting to be choked but nothing happens thankfully. The lower face of the face isn't much different, just scars and scars really. There does seem to be an outline of the mask in the form of a scar though.
It quickly hides its face in its knees, only the eyes peeking through and staring up at her. Why does she seem upset? Did it do something? Itsalwayshisfault.
He makes another sound of pain at that name, the pit rushing through its head with memories making him curl up more on himself and start grabbing its head, clawing at it and the scars there.
It wishes it could just end it to stop everything but.. he can. It quickly reaches for another weapon, wanting to stab itself in the head to try shut everything up.
Bryce flinches at that, moving immediately to takes Jason's hands away so he'll stop, taking the dagger from him and knocking it to the floor.
"No- no- dear I'm sorry, it's okay, I promise I didn't mean...please just-"
She's tripping over her words, trying to force herself to calm down because she's just making things worse. He's alive- he's alive, lord how in the world is he alive? He's injured and bad and it's obvious the league had something to do with this, Ra's probably if she had to guess. Those bright green eyes- the same as Talia's.
"You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry I- I just..."
She trails off, looking him over, her hold going from restraining to just simply holding his arms gently. She takes a few breathes.
"I'm so sorry."
Is all she's able to say, shaking a little as she tries to figure out in her mind what to do here.
It flinches, hard, making a small noise of distress before going limp, letting Bryce take its hands and falling a bit forward on to her. It doesnt care what she does to it, really. It just wanted to make everything stop, why cant it stop?
He doesnt know why shes apologising to it at all, just staying limp and not breathing, dissociating from the situation. Thats all it can do to protect itself, retreating into its mind and letting whatever happen happen. He never had a choice in anything, why would that change now. Its better to just try pretend its not there and let it pass.
Bryce can't help but just hug him for a moment, the touch barely even there before letting him go, realizing herself. She doesn't want to- to let him go and lose him again, but she doesn't want to overwhelm or make him more uncomfortable. Jason has...obviously been through a lot. She's not sure what but it's all raising too many red flags and it makes her heart hurt.
"Jaylad I hadn't- I didn't..."
She takes a deep breath, wiping shakily at the tears on her face. She hands him the fabric mask.
"If...if you want to put this on you can. I won't force you to, but if it makes you more comfortable feel free."
She says softly, kneeling in front of him again. Her hair is a bit in her face again but she doesn't move to push it back, just looking up at Jason and attempting to give him a soft smile though it seems even weaker than before, she has a handful of her cape bunched in one fist, trying to get a handle of her emotions.
It freezes at the contact, having no time to really react before its taken away and looking back at her. Why is she crying? Did it do something? He doesnt ever think hes seen Bryce cry. It looks back down at the mask, still curled up with the bottom half of its face hidden by its knees.
It reaches out but doesnt take the face mask, instead moving to touch Bryce's cheek. It's hand is shaking just slightly and its fingers barely brush her check but the contact is there. It wants to wipe away her tears but doesnt. He didnt mean to make her upset.
Bryce's eyes widen a bit but she just glances at his hand with a saddened look almost. She takes a small breath.
"I'm alright, sweetheart, I promise. I just...I missed you. I missed you so much. I'm happy to see you."
She says, smiling still. She wants to sob or never let him go, she wants to act out, throw something, do anything. But she can't, and she doesn't. She just smiles at her son, eyes shining with tears as she moves to put her hand gently on his, only touching softly.
"Every...Everything's going to be okay, we'll figure it out. Okay? You're home now."
It glances at her hand on his, staring at it a bit before moving to interlock their fingers hesitantly, like the movement is foreign to it after so long. It doesnt know why shes talking to it so sweetly and trying to comfort it. Why would anyone be happy to see it. He knows why, they always seemed so pleased, smiling down at it. He just wanted it to stop.
Every time people say something will be ok or promise something it never is and they never keep their promise. It doesnt know where it learned this but it must be true. I promise I'll be alright, baby.
Home. It does remember that. It wanted to go home. If this is home then.. thats good. That means she came.
Bryce squeezes his hand briefly, nothing too much or hurtful. Jason...is alive. She feels like this is some kind of dream or trick, but it really is him. It's her son, he's alive. She scans him a little.
"Would you like to change into something more comfortable?"
She asks softly, looking at the league wear he's in, she's not sure if it's comfortable or not but she thinks he'd be more comfortable wearing some of his own clothing. She...hasn't given any of it away yet, or packed it up. She didn't have the heart and neither did Alfred.
"You can shower too if you'd like, then maybe we can have something to eat, yeah?"
She smiles at him, rubbing her thumb a bit against the hand she's holding in hers, gentle and comforting.
It quickly goes to wrap an arm around its clothes at that idea, specifically its abdomen and tensing, leaning a bit away but still kepping his hand intertwined with Bryce. It doesnt want its clothes taken off-
Despite this being a uniform of sorts it doesnt offer much protection as it should, mostly just fabric thats easy to take off. It hasnt really had a proper shower either, being drowned in water or the pit doesnt count.
"You don't have to if you don't want, alright?"
She says when he seems to just become uncomfortable at the idea, wrapping his free arm around himself. Bryce tries not to let her worry or anything show, being gentle and kind with him. Whatever happened in the League was bad, she can tell that much, and it makes her sick to imagine what might have happened to her boy.
"It's up to you, I won't make you do anything."
She says, trying to be reassuring and make sure he knows she won't force him.
It seems to take him a few seconds to understand what shes saying, less the words but more what she means exactly but he hesitantly relaxes the arm around his lower abdomen just a bit, still holding Bryces hand. He doesnt want to loose the connection, for whatever reason. And she might get mad at it if it does.
It doesnt get that its supposed to nod or shake its head, yes or no. It was never really allowed to. It could just stand their still and it would anyways be dragged along to do it.
Bryce looks him over a bit, still keeping her small but hesitant smile. She looks over his clothing a bit just to be sure it's not dirty or damaged. It seems a little dirtied but not too badly.
"Does eating something sound easier? Regardless, after you eat and shower you can get some rest in your room too, okay? Theres locks on the door you can use and I won't come in."
She assures. Jason was very tense and afraid when he first moved in and so Bryce asked Alfred to make the effort to switch out the doorknob on his bedroom door so it locks from the inside, just to ease Jason's mind a little. Eventually he stopped locking it every night, but now it...things are different, she won't blame him for being scared and she's not- sure if he recognizes her. If that's the pit or something else entirely she's unsure, but whatever makes him more comfortable.
It doesnt know about eating, it'll make it nauseous. It doesnt know why it's so sure about this.
He remembers emptying his entire stomach in the bathroom and washing up, rinsing his mouth a million times because the smell reminded him of when his mom.. he doesnt wanna think about that. Bryce is outside. The first time this happen she tried to come in but he kept pushing her and she eventually got the memo.
He doesnt need anyone to hover over him. He's dealt with this before, whenever someone was kind enough to give him a meal and then he'd eat it all because he was so hungry and would have to break into some shop or anywhere with a bathroom before it was too late. He can handle it
It flinches back at the memory, letting go of Bryce's hand so he can use it to hit his head, shaking a bit because hedoesntknowwhatshappening.hewantshismom.
"Hey- hey, no no don't do that, it's okay, love."
Bryce brings her hands gently up to his wrists so he'll stop, frowning. She looks him over a bit, concerned. She doesn't want him to hurt himself or anything.
"I've got you, we can just- you don't need to do anything, we don't need to choose for right now. We can wait for as long as you'd like, dear."
She tries to reassure him, seeing how scared and distressed he seems to be. Jason seems confused and she's worried that maybe she's overwhelming him with too many choices, so she tries to back it up a bit, reassure him it's okay. Bryce hates seeing him so distressed, but she's just...lord she's so relieved he's alive and here. She just wants to cry all over again.
It naturally goes slack when she touches his wrists, leaning into the touch unintentionally almost and sniffling a bit. He seems to be.. crying, tears falling down it's dirty cheeks and trying to hide it's face. It doesnt want to be punished. Some of them liked it.. liked the tears. Thought it was pretty. It doesn't want to be seen as that. It doesnt want to be seen at all.
It looks up when she speaks again, glassy and glowing eyes staring at her as they peek over its knees. It doesnt know why she seems so nice and caring. It doesnt know alot of things. It feels like it knows this place is safe but doesnt understand why. Its not like it needed to know much before, just targets and locations. It can live with this.
She frowns at him. She cups his face a bit, wiping his tears from his cheek.
"It's alright...love, I'm so sorry I didn't find you sooner- everything's going to be okay, Jaylad. It's alright to cry."
Bryce says to him softly, scanning him a bit. She moves her hand away from his face, not wanting to overwhelm him too much. She's trying to take things slow and not make them worse than they already are.
"I've got you, you're safe now. We can wait for as long as you'd like."
She takes his hand in hers again, squeezing it a bit as an attempt at reassurance. She smiles weakly at the boy.