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Either you are body conscious and a slave of circumstances, or you are the universal consciousness itself — and in full control of every event.

Freedom from self-identification with a set of memories and habits, the state of wonder at the infinite reaches and riches of being, its inexhaustible creativity and total transcendence, the absolute fearlessness born from the realization of the illusoriness and transiency of every mode of consciousness — flow from a deep and inexhaustible source. To know the source as source and appearance as appearance, and oneself as the source only is self-realization.

The acceptance of the unreal as real is your obstacle; only by seeing the false as false and abandoning it will reality be brought into being.

All you need is to understand that you are the source of reality, that you give reality instead of getting it, that you need no support and no confirmation. Things are as they are, because you accept them as they are. Stop accepting them and they will dissolve.

You have never been, nor shall ever be a person. Refuse to consider yourself as one.

Fearlessness comes by itself, when you see that there is nothing to be afraid of. Reality is you alone. You gave it (the person/the world) reality through either your attention or identification.

Start scorching thoughts of limitation by ignoring them. An unrecognized visitor will soon leave. Your past self is nothing more than a thought.

Ask yourself: Who was born first, you or the world? As long as you give first place to the world, you are bound by it. Once you realize, beyond all trace of doubt that the world is in you and not you in the world, you are out of it.

Either you are body conscious and a slave of circumstances, or you are the universal consciousness itself — and in full control of every event.

Freedom from self-identification with a set of memories and habits, the state of wonder at the infinite reaches and riches of being, its inexhaustible creativity and total transcendence, the absolute fearlessness born from the realization of the illusoriness and transiency of every mode of consciousness — flow from a deep and inexhaustible source. To know the source as source and appearance as appearance, and oneself as the source only is self-realization.

The acceptance of the unreal as real is your obstacle; only by seeing the false as false and abandoning it will reality be brought into being.

All you need is to understand that you are the source of reality, that you give reality instead of getting it, that you need no support and no confirmation. Things are as they are, because you accept them as they are. Stop accepting them and they will dissolve.

You have never been, nor shall ever be a person. Refuse to consider yourself as one.

Fearlessness comes by itself, when you see that there is nothing to be afraid of. Reality is you alone. You gave it (the person/the world) reality through either your attention or identification.

Start scorching thoughts of limitation by ignoring them. An unrecognized visitor will soon leave. Your past self is nothing more than a thought.

Ask yourself: Who was born first, you or the world? As long as you give first place to the world, you are bound by it. Once you realize, beyond all trace of doubt that the world is in you and not you in the world, you are out of it.

i got so caught up on wanting to materialize and seeing "successes" physically, and i didn't truly understand nor believe when blogs would say that "i have what i want NOW" (because i didn't see what i wanted) but now it just clicked. as awareness, we do create instantly, we "have" instantly, by being aware. ego obviously doesn't see materializations, but not because you don't have it! you do have it. you are not ego which is literally why ego does not see it.

my mistake was the way i was so attached to ego that i straight up disregarded the most important thing which is to NOT IDENTIFY WITH EGO. everytime ego didn't see something i wanted, i took that as ME and was aware of not seeing what i wanted. i now realize that, because i am awareness, the statement "you already have it now" is absolutely true because... well the moment you're aware of something, it exists.

so when you think, "oh but i don't see it", that shows why thoughts ARE EGOS ONLY. because of course the ego doesn't see it or have it, ego is not awareness. you (awareness) have your "materialization". you don't see it because that "you" (in the red) that doesn't have/see it is really just ego, who of course doesn't see it because they aren't the awareness that has instantly. thinking you don't see it is literally just the ego's thoughts that you're observing. and if you take ego as you, then you won't be able to see anything cuz you're identified with the ego who doesn't see anything. if you're thinking about a cupcake falling out of the sky, YOU'RE AWARE OF THAT, so you can't say you don't see it materialized. if you truly didn't see it, you wouldn't be aware of such a thing. but when you look through egos eyes and think "i don't see a cupcake falling out of the sky" its because the ego is not really you. they dont become aware of something, they're literally the product of you being aware of something.

again ik this is literally the most BASIC knowledge, but i just feel proud of myself for understanding this because i was contradicting myself for the longest time by always wondering why i never materialized. by always not believing blogs when they say "you already have it now" because i took the ego as myself, i observed ego not seeing the "materialization" and took it like "well ego doesn't see it, so i don't have it" (which ofc only identified myself with ego more and more)

read this first part

i spent like 5 minutes looking for a 4dbarbie post that fits your question, but the thing is they all do. i could put like 10 posts here, but that's not helpful. i need you to act from the understanding and see what happens.

(world includes body and mind too)

world is just thoughts in mind

mind is not real

so, world is not real in the way that you think it is

it seems real

so problem not real

are you gonna allow a thought to filter natural perfection? this happens when you identify with it

Okay :)

Suppose everything was your idea of perfect right now. Everything is exactly how you want it to be.

Now if this were true, what exactly is there to solve or change? What is there to fix?

What circumstances or obstacles are there to overcome? None, right?

So it doesn't make sense to fix something that doesn't exist! If everything was perfect right now, there'd be no thought of whatever old BS the ego was dealing with before.

If you are That alone

Who is to say you are not Lara when you say so ?

If you were never Vanessa to begin with,

When you declare yourself as Lara then you are Lara.

And if everyone is also you, That – then nobody can see anything different than what you are being. You are at all times ALL OF IT.

You do not need to do anything to change because you are.

You always are.

*I think it's easier for the ego to just believe and trust in a "higher power" than to try mentally understand/conceptualise Self (this isn't possible anyway!) - it's basically already in-built acceptance that the ego cannot understand or know this "higher power" anyway because it is not the higher power nor in the same plane of existence as it (just like ego is not Self but Self is Self imagining it is an ego) - the labels don't matter, call it whatever you want; whatever helps/resonates. The most important thing is the ego surrendering to Self which in another view is also Self surrendering the ego by giving up doership, accepting things as they are and trusting/knowing things will be just fine.

the person never was.

person B you want to be is no better than person A

both just are.

but by thinking yourself to be A, whom is desiring B's life, you automatically see B as superior

but it is just not so.

I thought of a guy following me on insta when I was taking a shower (i just wondered how he hasn't yet!?) And now I logged in and he followed me 37 minutes ago 😭😭😭

It works the SAME for everything stop putting things on a pedestal of desire there is nothing to DESIRE

Things are.

I didn't think he was gonna I didn't expect anything

you've already materialized in Awareness. Enjoy the imagery, ideas and thoughts that come to you that make you realize what you want/resonate with. Keep enjoying it because if you're aware of it as a thought, it's already here--simply don't "speak" against it by identifying with an opposing thought.

Continue to enjoy the idea of what you want because there is no difference between this & physical "materialization".

Do not question where it is or how to manifest it. What you ARE does not question. Only an Ego has the ability to question and seek as if it's trying to accomplish something. But Ego can be "adjusted" to stay cooperative instead of critical and suspicious.

Sweetheart, you have already "MATERIALIZED" everything you resonate with if you can IDENTIFY it. Just stay there. MARINATE in the AWARENESS of it as the idea or imagery that it is. Spend time with those desired thoughts in your Awareness and watch them grow and expand and super-bloom as you enjoy them right now. Materialization is not separate from Knowing. If you know what you want/resonate with, it's materialized. That's it.

Stop identifying with the Ego thinking that materialization and a thought are separate. They are not. This will dissolve questions. Stay observant.

This is not a hustle. This is not a grindset. There is no grasping, tasking, listing, clapping your heels 3x, or creating. Only watching and enjoying.

Only watching and enjoying.

Only watching and enjoying.

As the Observer, you are constantly watching everything come to you. And you are ALWAYS in acceptance, regardless if the Ego projects a thought that says otherwise. Awareness accepts all things, including fuckery. But the key is remembering that creation is powered by pure energy. There is no such thing as negativity or lack. The idea of fuckery is powered by pure energy just like everything we resonate with. Energy doesn't discriminate. It just forms into whatever it is focused into.

So when one really understands that Life is just Awareness observing pure energy "swimming" in and out of different "forms" called thoughts, sensations, & visions, you relinquish fear, doubt and other nonsense. Read that back again.

Ignore all thoughts, sensations, and imagery that are not relevant to what you ENJOY. Anything that isn't a MATCH to your resonance will dissolve when you stay in OBSERVATION of what you ENJOY.

Clean up your Awareness right NOW with this clarity :)

That's all you baby. You gotta give it up and let it go.

Q: how do I stop identifying with ego when they've got tasks to do throughout the day?

I am: Just watch and observe, allow them to do whatever w/o interfering and w/o identifying yourself with it.

Q: It's hard to just watch and observe ego and thoughts without identifying, is there anything else I can do?

I am: You have a few options-

When you catch yourself reacting and identifying, just say "not me, nothing to do with me" and move on.

Self Inquiry- this means to question the validity of the ego's experiences and thoughts. "Who is this happening to right now?" "If this body wasn't here, what would be left of me?" "To whom do these thoughts come?" "Who am I?" "Where did I come from?" "What makes the physical more real than imagination, and what makes them separate?"

Meditation- Bry meditated heavily at the beginning of her journey, highly recommended if you have a super active mind, helpful for releasing attachments to ego and quieting the mind.

Q: I'm doing all of this but I still feel very attached to ego and it's circumstances, I'm frustrated.

I am: Are you doing it to make something happen? If so you are probably trying too hard. Understand that your ego is not actually real and that there's nothing to detach from. Be gentle and patient with yourself.

Q: But that's contradiction, how can we let go of ego if there is no ego?

I am: You're breaking the habit of seeing ego as you. There's actually nothing here except consciousness. You are Consciousness imagining itself to be a person and imagining their world, these things have no reality by themselves.

Q: So what do I do then?

I am: Accept the fact that everything is perfect now and that you are already free.

Q: How do I know if I'm identifying with ego?

I am: Claiming that you don't have something/ are lacking something. Claiming ego's experiences/circumstances are yours.

Examples: I want my desired appearance but I don't see it. I imagined something but it's not here and I don't see it. My head hurts. I'm working at a job I hate.

Q: So I understand all of this intellectually but I still get the urge to do something or learn more, is this from ego?

I am: Yes, all trying and effort comes from ego.

Q: I can't understand this, not even intellectually...

I am: This is not for the mind and ego to understand, just know yourself to be what you really are, know that everything is perfect now and that you're already free.

Q: If I want to change a situation what do I do?

I am: You stop identifying as the one dealing with the situation, and know that everything is as you want it to be. Take your attention completely off the problem.

Q: I don't understand how there's no difference between 3D/4D?

I am: You are reality itself. Consciousness is the only reality, as contrary to what most people believe - their "physical" being real. Anything "outside" yourSelf that you can percieve cannot be real because it's not you. The 5 senses work exactly the same in dreams, the waking state, and in daydreams/visualizations. You take the "physical" to be more real because you take yourself to be ego.

Q: what about time? I don't understand how the past isn't real when you have photo proof of things happening in past

I am: the past and future only exist in thoughts. Thoughts are not real, they come up in awareness and then they go. It's your identification with your ego's past and memory that keeps the dream going. Only the mind gives you the illusion that pictures were taken some time in the past. You are really just looking at pictures from now, giving yourself the illusion that it was taken "some time before." The future are hypothetical thoughts on what could happen, but the only thing that truly exists is the present moment. Consciousness is present now. Whatever you are conscious of NOW is what exists. If you want to use a manifestation example, the reason why you are able to "change the past" or "revise" it is because it never really was to begin with. You becoming conscious of a different outcome NOW is what "changes the events that happened before."

Analogy: An animation flip book where a scene is drawn in progression on each page to give the illusion that something is moving when you flip the pages

Q: I find myself detached and sometimes floaty throughout the day, I don't find myself as involved with ego's activities as I was before, is this normal?

I am: yes and it means you are on the right path. You will eventually reach a permanent state of peace with no thoughts

Q: how can I function throughout the day with no thoughts?

I am: the body will continue doing whatever it needs to without your interference the same way all the organs in the body function without your interference.

Q: what's the point of realizing Self if you're not trying to get anything? I thought we were limitless and can do whatever we want?

I am: Realizing Self is realizing you are not separate from anything and therefore cannot lack. You can't get something you already have. You can't get what you already are. If you're doing this to change something in "3D" you are missing the point of Non Dualism. Choosing a new dream where your ego's circumstances are different or choosing a whole new ego, or completely changing your world is a bonus!

Q: How do I choose new ego?

I am: Drop your habit of thinking you are ego #1, drop it's backstory, it's beliefs, it's labels, everything about them that you used to identify with. Keeping choosing the new dream whenever you can. (Imagining it)

Q: Non Dualism and Law of Assumption sound like the same thing but in different fonts.

I am: The main differences are- LOA's God/Consciousness is still ego. The inner man is ego. They encourage the usage of thought while in ND you are dropping thought altogether.

Q: Can I use ND and LOA in conjunction?

I am: ND would render LOA techniques useless since you already are everything, you'd only do techniques for fun, not to make something happen.

Q: I'm trying to materialize something instantly and it's not working.

I am: You're still identifying with ego and the 5 senses, and not Self. You're trying to make something happen instead of knowing that it's automatically yours since you never lacked in the first place.

Q: Ego is going through traumatic/stressful situation and I need it gone immediately!

I am: This applies to anything, take your attention off the problem and it always goes away. Problems can only exist if you are focused on them.

Q: what happens to the old ego's life if you choose a new one?

I am: You will remember it like a dream you had last night, or a memory from "the past"

Q: Can I just give my ego whatever it wants since I am everything?

I am: Yes you can IF you are not identifying as the ego who lacks.

Q: The ego and world won't disappear even after dis identifying with it.

I am: You haven't taken full responsibility for creating it yet. You're still holding on to them lowkey while claiming they won't leave, giving them free will.

Q: Other people in my life aren't real? It's just me?

I am: Your ego along with the "people in your ego's life" aren't real they are merely forms of Consciousness/Self. Self is reality and the only thing that truly exists.

Q: The idea that I'm all alone stresses me out.

I am: You are not alone in the sense that you think. You created all these forms and worlds because you wanted to experience yourself in many different ways. All forms are one and united which makes the experience so beautiful. The creation of everything was done out of love.

Q: what about shifting, how does that relate to Non Dualism?

I am: Self is immovable. Since Self is everywhere and everything, you cannot move/shift from place to place, you are only switching what you are aware of in that moment.

Q: what books do you recommend for beginners to understand Non Dualism?

I am: Here is Ada's Google Drive of books to read. Bry started with Keys to the Ultimate Freedom.

Q: How does everything fall into place when you realize Self?

I am: Identification with Ego and its problems= Problems exists

Identification with Self only= Ego's problems disappear

Everything appears or disappears based upon what you are identified with and conscious of

Q: Everything is possible? I created everything so it's possible to change things that were previously in place, for example the laws of physics?

I am: All possibilities exist within you so yes.

Q: Do I need to accept what teachers/gurus say as true?

I am: They are meant to guide you in the right direction but you have to investigate see the truth for yourself. (Spoiler alert: the only real truth is that you are Self, all other truths exists because Self has created them/are aware of them. They can be changed.)

Q: If there's no one but me, who are you?

we are all awareness / we all are, and we are the observers. every mind/body has different preferences - mine right now are playing music, pink, nature, whatever, and someone else might be very interested in microbiology and purple haha, very vague examples. how did we choose what we would become passionate about? are the desires i have just a creation of the ego, or are they MY desires, or the "I Am" of me that desires, and not the ego? I rather like my desires and love the body/mind i've occupied dearly, because they tell me what i'd like to create, what i'd like to experience, and show me my limitless nature. but i am feeling a little empty knowing that there are infinite ways i could express myself and worry i'm supposed to abandon my preferences. are my specific desires (music, pink) the ones i should be following because i love them, when i know another awareness could want to be following biology and purple? does this make ANY sense at all? lol i'm having such a hard time phrasing it!

here are the point notes i tried to phrase it as lol:

there are infinite expressions of awareness, and right now i am aware of a body/mind that has her own specific desires and loves in life (for example, she loves music more than anything, and would rather die than be a marine biologist; she loves all things pink and soft and really doesn't care for the colour purple - all of these different desires). if i am just infinite awareness, how did i get all of her specific desires and not another set of desires?

i really like being her and expressing my infinite oneness as her, but i know there are infinite experiences. right now i really like diving into her preferences... but how do i not feel lonely knowing that her desires don't really matter? or DO they matter, because she is one expression of this beautiful creation that i get to experience, and i'm choosing to funnel my creation experience through her? or are they MY desires (the self/iam) and I, being the infinite creator, am choosing to experience and create the reality that she loves out of my own choice?

i KNOW that i am limitless and create everything and will continue to be so. my problem is that i feel confused about how i became aware of this particular body/mind and why i have these particular desires instead of another set of desires.

is it because i am an infinite being who could experience every all at once, but i am choosing to be excited about these certain set of passions to be expansive and explore creation?

does this make any sense at all? hahaha, it's kinda intense, but i hope it makes sense! so much love to you, thank you for being such an amazing resource for all of us and for your incredible insights <3

This is very long, so I will touch on a few points that answer all the overthinking.

• Your passions, interests, likes or dislikes - they are the way they are because of circumstances and environment. They don't belong to "you", but to the ego. As awareness, you have no preference toward anything.

• You are choosing "her" because you love her, nothing stops you from being her if you don't want to. This is a very big misunderstanding, identifying with your infinite being doesn't mean the body, your world expression, disappears. It only means you now get a choice. And freedom in everything. You won't stop loving "her" or stop caring about her interests, but love her even more because it is not something that is forced onto you but something you are choosing to recreate and express.

• Everything you desire or fear is due to who you think you are.

• You never lose your individuality, you will always be you no matter what body you have on you.

And now for a conclusion, as infinite being - you can pick the character and the world you want to create. The difference is, you now know you are not them, that you get to change anything any time you wish. The love only deepens, it expands, as it does when it is totally unconditional :)

Baby it is sooo much fun over here!

Instant materialization for pretty much everything- there's a certain food Bry wants to eat, boom it's right there in front of her! The use of supernatural abilities is pretty much a normal thing. I gave Bry teleportation, flying and Avatar (element bending) abilities.

The existence of "mythical" creatures like unicorns, fairies, vampires, etc

Technology is so advanced that alien and human communication is a normalized thing, along with travelling to other planets with life. Some aliens have moved from their home planet to live on Earth.

Of course there's no racism, homophobia, or any form of hatred because with the freedom I have now, why would I continue to have that as a part of my experience?

No governments, no oppression, everyone totally free to live how they want. Everything is generally peaceful now that I've dropped the 'good vs evil' nonsense.

It's like being a kid playing on a playground, like it really is fun when you're lucid and fully in control of your dream.

(and before I get questions like "what do you mean there's no more government I clearly see stuff about the government in the news!" "I never see anyone use supernatural abilities wdym??")

If you know that she's pretty to you then you already have an idea of what you deem "pretty". planning is not necessary

I never plan anything; that's just a form of trying to control anyway. you're fine