or maybe i was just a girl, interrupted

it's so easy for you. you hurt me and then get to continue on bc it's always exactly what you want. what's worse is there are more reminders for me and i don't think you understand how i feel at all. you essentially told me we will never happen.

that bpd feel when you split and want to block someone

why does anxious always have to cater to avoidant

you think i won’t know what you mean when you say that. like i wasn’t around for it. i go from “hon” to “sis” in 2 weeks. when i said i can’t stand the hot-and-cold shit i hoped you’d stay hot but of course not. i’m such a joke.

i wish i could stop checking my phone

when he flirts with me i feel alive

nobody talks about how hard recovery is. i'm really struggling in ways i never have before and i hate it

you're going to ignore me today aren't you

you don't want me for anything

i want to believe you made sure i was safe bc you care. but after you said nothing and 12 hours later you still haven't, i worry you only checked on me bc you'd feel guilty if i had killed myself

every second i think of you. i just want you back

i can't picture my life without you in it

i'm going to get you bsck... i have to

so my boyfriend who i am in love with dumped me two days ago out of nowhere bc he couldn't handle my emotional issues and baggage

anyway i feel like i always need something i'm so high maintenance i'm such a burden on everyone idg how my boyfriend says "ily" to me there's always something with me i am never okay always something