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one of dex’s defining characteristics throughout the entire series is just how analytical he is. he notices details that almost nobody else notices. he processes information incredibly quickly, recognizes patterns almost immediately, and has an obsessive level of precision in everything he does. that isn’t something that suddenly appeared when he joined the fbi. those cognitive strengths had to exist long before adulthood. they would’ve been present during childhood too, and school would’ve been one of the first environments where those abilities actually had somewhere to go. while other children may have struggled sitting through lessons or organizing assignments, i can imagine dex thriving in that kind of structured environment because structure is predictable. there are rules. there are expectations. there are right answers. for someone whose emotional world was constantly unstable, academics probably offered one of the few places where things actually made sense.

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i’ve always imagined that dex genuinely enjoyed learning. not because he necessarily loved being in school, but because he loved understanding things. those are two very different ideas. i don’t think he would’ve cared much about the social aspect of school at all. if anything, i imagine that would’ve been the hardest part for him. classrooms are loud, unpredictable, and full of social expectations that don’t always come naturally. i don’t think he’d enjoy navigating friendships, group projects, or trying to figure out the constantly changing dynamics between other students. but the actual learning i think he would’ve loved that. i can picture him becoming completely absorbed in a lesson simply because he wanted to understand how something worked. once something interested him, i think he’d throw himself into it completely.

looking at the report card itself, i also think the subjects make a lot of sense for him. math immediately stands out because mathematical thinking is incredibly logical and sequential. every answer follows a process, and dex has always approached problems methodically.

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science also feels fitting because it rewards observation, analysis, and precision rather than emotional interpretation. history is another subject i could easily see him enjoying because it’s built around facts, chronology, and understanding cause and effect. even art makes perfect sense to me. people sometimes separate artistic ability from analytical thinking, but dex’s extraordinary hand-eye coordination, visual precision, and attention to incredibly small details would probably translate into painting remarkably well. art requires patience, observation, and technical control just as much as creativity, and those are all qualities dex already possesses. as we also saw him drawing in dr mercer’s office in 3x05.

i also think he would’ve been one of those students who almost always had his work finished before everyone else. not because he wanted to compete with anybody (though he would’ve liked showing off), but because once he understood what needed to be done, he would’ve focused on it until it was complete. i don’t really imagine teachers having to remind him about homework or missing assignments. i think he’d take his responsibilities seriously, partly because that’s just how his brain works, but also because success probably became one of the only reliable ways he knew how to receive positive attention. when you’ve spent your childhood constantly being corrected or punished, getting an A isn’t simply getting an A anymore. it’s proof that you did something right. it’s tangible evidence that you succeeded. i think that would’ve mattered a great deal to him.

at the same time, i don’t think being an excellent student automatically means he was a perfectly behaved student. i actually think that’s where people sometimes oversimplify dex. intelligence and emotional regulation are two completely different things. you can be exceptionally gifted academically while still struggling enormously with managing your emotions, and i think dex is probably one of the clearest examples of that. we know from canon that emotional regulation was something he struggled with from an incredibly young age. lyndhurst wasn’t exactly an environment that taught healthy coping skills either. so while i think he’d always complete his work, answer questions correctly, and respect the educational side of school, i don’t think that means he never got into trouble.

i just don’t think his trouble would’ve looked like what people usually imagine. i don’t think dex would’ve been disrupting class because he wouldn’t stop talking. i don’t think he would’ve been making jokes across the room. i don’t think he would’ve been skipping homework or refusing to participate.

those behaviors don’t really fit who he is.

if dex got into trouble, i think it would’ve happened when his emotions overwhelmed him. if another boy repeatedly mocked him, deliberately provoked him, invaded his space, or humiliated him, i could absolutely see him reacting physically before he even had time to think through what he was doing. we’ve seen throughout the show that dex doesn’t always experience a slow build toward anger. he often reaches an emotional breaking point very suddenly. when he becomes overwhelmed, his reactions can be immediate and intense. i don’t think that started in adulthood. i think it was probably present as a child too, except he would’ve had even fewer tools to manage it back then.

what’s important, though, is that i don’t think he’d enjoy getting into trouble. i actually think he’d hate it. after an outburst, i imagine the guilt would hit almost immediately. dex tends to carry an enormous amount of shame after losing control. throughout the series we repeatedly see someone who desperately wants to maintain control over himself, even when he ultimately can’t. i think younger dex would’ve been very similar. he’d probably replay the situation in his head over and over, wishing he’d handled it differently, feeling embarrassed that he’d reacted so strongly, and trying even harder to keep himself under control next time. that’s a pattern that honestly follows him throughout his entire life.

i’ve also always imagined that teachers probably liked him, even if they didn’t always fully understand him (and probably feared him because of what happened with coach bradley.) he probably wasn’t the student constantly raising his hand to answer question or trying to make friends with everyone. i think he was quiet, observant, and polite for the most part. but when a teacher asked him a question, he’d answer it. when they explained something interesting, he’d listen. and when they praised him for getting something right, i think that praise would’ve stayed with him far longer than they ever realized. positive reinforcement seems incredibly significant for dex throughout the show. approval matters to him because he spent so much of his life feeling like he was fundamentally wrong. hearing “good job” or “that’s correct” probably meant more to him than it would to most students.

i even think he would’ve preferred one-on-one instruction whenever possible. not fully because he wanted to be treated as more important than everyone else, but because one-on-one interaction removes so much of the social chaos that comes with a classroom. there’s less noise, fewer distractions, fewer people to interpret. just clear communication between him and the teacher. that kind of environment probably would’ve allowed him to learn even more effectively than he already did.

the report card also makes perfect sense when you consider where his life eventually leads. even though the show’s timeline around if he got a college education is inconsistent, becoming an fbi agent requires an enormous amount of discipline, intelligence, and academic competence. dex’s extraordinary marksmanship often overshadows how intellectually capable he actually is, but throughout the series we constantly see someone who processes information at an incredibly high level. he would’ve had to analyze crime scenes, he predicts movements, notices microscopic details, and adapts to situations almost instantly. none of those skills exist independently from intelligence. they’re all connected. his academic success at lyndhurst feels less like a random detail and more like the foundation for the adult we eventually meet.

that’s why i think this report card is one of the many sad little pieces of canon we have about dex. it shows that the problem was never his intelligence. it was never his ability to learn. it was never his work ethic or his potential. he had all of those things from the beginning, and dr mercer pointed that fact out with her therapy notes.