This is basically just a second blog for Blueshykitsune blog. but like... different? you'll see what I mean. I'll still refer to the other one as a separate entity. I'm 19 by the way. Just saying for people uncomfortable near adults. especially with the awfulness of this world. with that said I do Role-play a tad but generally on my other blogs. feel free to send asks. I just might take a little while to answer cause you know, life. Other things to add: I absolutely adore foxes, I find the color gold beautiful, I use any and all pronouns. I enjoy a lot of fandoms and stuff. (Even so I'll try remembering to label anything that may be 18+) I often use this place to also complain at times so be warned.
I am 19, which we all know means I will have to change this when my birthday comes.
(Mostly saying only for those uncomfortable near adults. This specific blog is a SFW type blog however.)
You can call me Shygold here if you wish. Also Shy.
Use any/all pronouns.
(Example: it/she/he/they course does not need to be in that order and I will be fine if you use just two of them. USE basically any freaking pronoun you think. Like if someone wanted to call me a candle and walked up to do so… well I might be confused at first... honestly more so on why someone just walked up to me more than called me a candle... point stands.)
Feel free to call me a fox too.
(I enjoy it and yes I do call myself a fox at times.)
I do have my Asks on, anons too.
I also should have DMs on and well you can send messages.
(I am not always fast at answering, sometimes tumblr sucks at giving me notifications too so can be a day or few before I may even see notifications. I also may not answer all asks/dms. I try tho...)
Okay so… Think that is the major stuff to say before the cut.
(Below I will talk about other things. Like the list of all my blogs, stuff about this blog, maybe stuff about me too. Not in that order.)
About this blog:
This is my more venting, ranting, arguing, more personal stuff. HOWEVER, I also will just use it as like a secondary main blog. So ye.
I do enjoy attention! Feel free to just like all my posts, reblog them, send asks, send messages through DMs. Just be respectful please. I can understand being in a bad mood or me misunderstanding the tone of something but full on hating on me I likely won’t tolerate. Also hating on my followers/people I follow for no reason I won’t tolerate either.
Even if I may be willing to argue here, doesn’t mean I wanna. Also does not mean to send hate either.
Below is for those who wish to know what people I don’t want to interact with.
My DNI:
Pedophiles
Transphobic people, Homophobic people, Terfs
Fat shamers, weight shamers
Respectfully you can/should block me if I am a part of your DNI. That should also block all my side blogs from ya too.
I will block as I see fit.
Respectfully do not repost my posts, especially without permission and please at the very least add a link to the post. If you make videos and my posts are in them, please try including a link to the post. This should be standard for everyone.
Now some more about me…
You can always just call me Shy, Shyshy or well the names you see on the blogs too if you wish. You could also just ask if you have something in mind you wanna try calling me.
I am pangender and agender.
Other labels I use are: unlabeled, pansexual, panromantic, aroace-spec.
(Also use multigender, transgender, nonbinary, Pan [you could see why :3 ].)
Wanna know if I'm dating someone? Ya trying to see if I'm avaliable?
I absolutely love foxes! Adore them.
If I find other things to add I will later. For now this is all, course other than the list of blogs.
Blogs I own:
(Must warn that if you block any of these blogs you will likely block all. I have tried adding tags to some to make it so you just need to block the tags instead unless you do wish to completely block me of course. Also if they are recommended to you you can just say not interested too.)
@blueshykitsune-blog This is my main blog. I post just whatever really here, as long as it is SFW. Otherwise you can look below to where I may post other stuff at. Name for blog: Shyblue/Blueshykitsune
@goldshykitsune You are already here. Blog that contains my vents, rants, more personal things about me, and sometimes random stuff or similar to my main. Name for blog: Shygold/Goldshykitsune
@hiddeninsideaninsanemind This is my 18+ only blog (Aka minors DNI). Mostly just my writing. I am also willing to role play there. However as I said, I don’t want minors interacting with that one. Name for blog:
@shy-the-fox This blog however also will contain my writing and is meant for role play too. It is SFW related role play I will do there. Name for blog:
@dead-platetimeloop Deadplate au I made a while ago and well I just kept the side blog. I don’t use it much but if anyone is interested it is still there. Name for blog:
@shortertale-asks-and-more Undertale au I made a while ago and well I just kept the side blog. I don’t use it much but if anyone is interested it is still there. Name for blog:
@cindy-twisted-world-a-fnaf-au FNAF au I made a while ago and well I just kept the side blog. I don’t use it much but if anyone is interested it is still there. Name for blog:
@heartfullofleeches-fanblogperson This blog is an 18+ (Minors DNI) blog. It is meant as a fanblog of heartfullofleeches, however may also have other work from others, as you can tell it will likely contain 18+ works only. So respectfully do not go to heartfullofleeches either as that blog is also an 18+(MDNI) blog. (You may have to separately search the account, hopefully not.) Name for blog:
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Warning incase needed, I mention the topic of not existing... uh personal in some ways?
Ah yes sometimes I wonder what if I didn't exist or stopped existing.
But alas I do exist and am currently still existing.
So I will not know the truth.
I will not know if my neutral versions of what would happen are what is true.
I will not know if my positive versions of what would happen are what is true.
I will not know if my negative versions of what would happen are what is true.
I do not know. Yet if you see, I forced myself to know there is more than one possibility. More than one negative, positive, neutral, or whatever else kind of situation out there.
It'd affect everyone I know/knew too. Or maybe it wouldn't.
I do not know. How would I? I would not exist so I would not know.
Some can take this into their own thoughts if they wish. Wondering all the possible situations of what ifs but knowing they need to be able to be content with what is true. What is happening.
Need to see past the lies one tells themselves an this can be a good start of doing that.
You know, when I've remarked that a lot of the responses to my posts feel like people are just plucking out keywords they think they recognise based on the shape of them and replying to what they imagine the post says based on that, the possibility never occurred to me that this is actually how many American schools are currently teaching kids to read.
Like, my assumption this whole time has been that when folks go "I misunderstood this post that says [thing] as saying [unrelated thing] because I mistook [word] for [completely different word that happens to start with the same letter]", that was a bit. What do you mean they're teaching kids a reading method that's tailored to produce this exact error?
You know, when I've remarked that a lot of the responses to my posts feel like people are just plucking out keywords they think they recognise based on the shape of them and replying to what they imagine the post says based on that, the possibility never occurred to me that this is actually how many American schools are currently teaching kids to read.
Like, my assumption this whole time has been that when folks go "I misunderstood this post that says [thing] as saying [unrelated thing] because I mistook [word] for [completely different word that happens to start with the same letter]", that was a bit. What do you mean they're teaching kids a reading method that's tailored to produce this exact error?
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Which flag should I put up in my banner? All are based off a 9 colored pride flag plus progressive (including intersex in it) plus have the disability flag with it.
(Read more so those who wanna scroll by can do so easier.)
[In case needed, I described the 4 choices below and above a poll.]
1 includes the intersex flag being two different yellows and purple, could be described as in a sewn together kind of way. Plus there is two tone grey on both sides of the rest of the colors in the arrow part.
2 another with the two tone intersex part. However only one side has the two tone gray.
3 solid yellow and purple on the intersex flag. One side has two tone grey.
4 solid yellow and purple on the intersex flag. Plus there is two tone gray on both sides of the rest of the colors in the arrow part.
Flags are above, answer either in comments or on this poll!
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The shy fox's button (aka mine, please do not press!)
Voting ended onJul 11
Additional information: The two tone intersex part I just thought maybe would look cool and match the rest of the arrowy part ~w~
The two grays are well one is part of the disability flag and the other well for one, looks nice to me with the double greys, there can also be meaning of course. Can be open to interpretation maybe...
Although that grey stripe(s) could also be representative of so much. Can be equality and acceptance, maybe in community based equality and acceptance and not just for those outside. Can be similar to the darker one but for visuals it's lighter, can represent the communities that people try excluding and a way to show you care deeply for them. Can be a lot honestly.
Can also be for all those who are seen as invisible. The cishet passing folk, the closested folk, those who the community haven't heard of yet or take a while to hear about on a large scale, microlabels, unlabeled folk, and honestly so many people.
Of course maybe a representation could include the visibility too and the inbetween. Those who may get harmed by visibility perhaps and those harmed by invisiblity. Those who are somewhere in between. Those out loud and proud. Those out but maybe not so loud but still proud. Those in the closet and loud and proud. Those who have to be quiet, those who want to be loud and proud but can't for whatever reason. Thsoe who don't know yet. Etc etc.
Now... I'd like to know people's opinions though. (I hopefully made the images the right size to least roughly fit into the banner area.) Anyways opinions?
Btw I was gonna make these a while ago but I got the time, energy, and determination to make it today and so I did... even if it was kinda at a lateish time.
It's not July yet, there are 6 more hours before I start transferring all of my pain and various disability symptoms onto every ableist person i see with my cool and awesome mind beams
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respect non-binary people not because this is “a step to realizing they’re really a trans man/trans woman” but because non-binary people are deserving of respect in their identity. because being non-binary is not “just a stepping stone” for many people and they still deserve their identity to be respected.
being non-binary is being trans, and we respect our trans siblings in this house. full stop.
respect non-binary people not because this is “a step to realizing they’re really a trans man/trans woman” but because non-binary people are deserving of respect in their identity. because being non-binary is not “just a stepping stone” for many people and they still deserve their identity to be respected.
being non-binary is being trans, and we respect our trans siblings in this house. full stop.
One thing I thank my ex and ex friends for is not outing me honestly.
Also good memories.
The rest I'd like it to be different or better but nothing I can do about that all now.
Well good thing they never did that! Wow that'd be horrible if they did.
Also good memories are nice to have. Even if it's with someone you might never see again or think so positively about anymore.
That last part is definitely relatable... Although sometimes it's not like one can stop those moments. Or even if they could, not always is it possible to find the ability to stop them before they might get too bad.
go to discord support ( https://support.discord.com )
sign in or sign up (you do not, and imo should not, use the name and email you use for discord proper. this is a different account; if you've got Firefox, you can use an email relay mask very easily, and the email will end up in your inbox but the site won't know your email from it)
"Submit a request" (at the top)
fill all the dropdowns (I did "Help & Support" -> "Technical Support" -> "Account Settings" -> "[OS type"). it won't let you proceed until you do
Subject line: something about age verification
description box: keep it civil, but be clear. you don't like this, you're not participating, and you're not giving them your money anymore (whether you had nitro or not is irrelevant, remember that you didn't use your actual discord login to get here and they have no way to verify).
some reasons possibly worth mentioning: the insecurity of databases (Discord's had multiple leaks; databases being hacked isn't possible to prevent afaik, it's a matter of mitigation), the dangers of putting one's govt id on such a database, the technical problems people are already experiencing where it's already been established, how it will disrupt communities
be very clear that this is going to cost them money. "I won't use your service anymore" is a common threat ("I'm never shopping here again!") - you need to make them feel that they are losing money just by considering it, and it will get much worse if it's implemented.
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#idk what this means or if i do this but ig i'll just hold my phone with my pinky stuck out from now on??
Good question, also no that won’t help.
shitty MS Paint 3 minutes doodle, nto entirely accurate: When you have your pinky hooked on the “bottom” edge of the phone for the extra security so it doesn’t slide out of your hand that easily, you’re wreaking damage on your hand, since the pinky is extremely askew from it’s resting position. You might have noticed that when you hold your phone like that for long time it begins to hurt, like when you are gripping a pen too tightly for example.
Green lines - the fingers are going their natural way. Red line - the pinky is way off, that’s bad.
