YOOOOOO!!! it's ya girl (⁠☞ﾟ⁠ヮﾟ⁠)⁠☞

An extremely beloved oc of mine that I created for a story i was making

Pretty sure I copied the pic in the middle cause I loved the pose but couldn't recreate it for the life of me

Early days

Yea I couldn't complete all these frames , atleast not for a month .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

Btw for anyone who's wondering what's going on , this is fiddleford's wedding and stanford has given up on the thought that he'll ever be with fiddleford

Also the bush looking thing are flowers and I wanted regular flowers with daffodil ( search what it means when you have a single daffodil means if ya want to know) representing the shame he feels for who he is

Fiddleford looking back even at the last moment eyes still fixed on Stanford whose eyes are not visible

Fiddauthor in gravity falls

They told ma to remarry but she always said 'I'll think about it' though she never actually did it

I remember pa , not much , but enough to feel upset whenever someone would ask me about family trips or father son bonding activities like going fishing

My pa worked somewhere far from California that much I knew at that time , the last I had seen him was on Thanksgiving, though he left on bad terms then

I haven't thought much off him in the past 10 years or so , life moves on and you have to keep running , so I never got the time to mop around

Now..........now is not the time to mop around about pa , with ma on her last days , creutzfeldt-jakob disease did a number on her , with months of memory loss and her losing the ability to walk , it was clear she isn't comming out of this alive

During her final days she couldn't even remember me ,

what am I going to do without her

what am I going to do without her

what am I going to do without her

what am I going to do without her

That single thought kept repeating itself in my mind

How selfish am I wanting my mother to stay alive even when it hurts her this much

She didn't say much on her last day though understandable made me want to rip out my own organs

I felt nauseous , my stomach had started to twist into knots , I didn't want her to go not like this

My mother had big dreams , but as a women in her days she couldn't achieve most of them

'Marriage, marriage had been the only open door for me' she would tell me then with a bitter laugh would say 'even that didn't end well'

I wish she was wrong , I wanted her to open a door that for once in her life she wanted

But I was too late , before her final breath to my shock she asked about her husband

With a brightest smile her sick deflated face could possibly make she told me about her wedding day

It was as if she was talking to a stranger , she recounted how nervous she was and how much of her life had led upto this moment

She raved about her soon to be husband and how both of them went to the same collage with her studying psychology and him in mechanics

She talked about his best friend who would disturb their dates

She chuckled at that

'just when I thought I could get some alone time with my lover that idiot of a friend of his would disturb us' no malice in her tone though

Then her voice lowered now much more strained then before "i expected my last moments with my husband , god had other plans though , look at me laying down in a hospital bed next to a stranger"

"Ma it's me , tate, your son" i say , my voice sounds hollow even to myself , im tired

So so tired of explaining this to her , I want her to remember me , I want my ma back

" My..son? , but tator tot is only a 10 year old " she said chuckling , i remember that nick name , pa called me that on a whim and it just stuck , memories of pa calling me a tator tot come back

I'm nauseous

"Thank you" she said with a weak smile her hand squeezed his

"If you ever meet my husband and son, tell them I loved those two more then anything else"

I nodded along because what else can I possibly do , tell her that her husband is gone forever? That the 10 year old is now 20? What can he do?

Maybe , tate thought to himself

" Do..do you know where your husband was last spotted" he asked carefully

She thought to herself and said "there is this town named gravity falls in the north of Oregon, he went there to help out his old friend"

Old friend? How that's something tate has never heard about "His name?"

"Stanford. Wait his name is stanford.... Filbrick.......pines.YES PINES , that's his name " she said each word of that man's full name took her some time to remember

"I see" tate answered before he can ask more he noticed the squeeze lightens and his mother had gone limp

Just some story about fiddleford and his family , btw this is an extremely rough version of this story and English isn't my first language so mistakes may have occurred but I just wanted to ask if any of yall would actually like to see this story continue

I think the japanese translation for it is bullshit or somethin ( I was in my emo phase ok!)

Let me check

.......google is unreliable but it's supposed to translate to asshat

I made some art

I made an oc as well , though he looks normal now ( like a human ) I wanna make him basically sprout out hands with weapons whenever he needs it ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

What I've come up with for her

2024

2025

I colored it

Not colored and fluffy hair

I wanted to make a butterfly

If fictions helps people warm up to the concept, why is it so incredibly rare for people to romanticise real-life murder and torture because of fiction, even though these subjects are found in almost every story to at least some extent? It’s rare for fictional murder to affect real people’s actions, even if the violence is shown in a silly “romanticising” light (like in, say, hazbin hotel or south park), because everybody making it and everybody consuming it has such a firm grasp on it being immoral that they do not need the media to explain to them that it is bad and should not be committed in real life. Nobody who watches or works on hazbin hotel actually wants to kill people. Why would proshipping be different?

and people who DO let fiction affect their reality (almost always children) are simply not sane or mature enough to be consuming this content—which is why proshippers will usually have a “minors DNI” somewhere in their bio.

Why do you think that depictions of incest, pedophilia, rape, etc., are always encouraging these thoughts and actions in real life, while depictions of abuse, murder, cannibalism, etc. are not?

personally, i believe that those topics strike a deeper nerve in people just because they’re an issue more commonly dealt with in real life. I don’t think they’re proportionately any different to each other when they’re committed in real life as opposed to depicted in fiction.

I do agree with you on the fact that we do not engage in immoral acts in real life through the influence of media ( not often as you said exceptions can be found ) , i wasnt referring to real life

None of the actions in fiction done by people are considered moral and thus not followed but behind a screen does it matter what your actions are since people can't see your face

We've seen several cases of soo many degenerates and weirdos confidently do something because no one can actually see them

I'm not saying the people who ship siblings are degenerates tho what I AM saying is when you start shipping siblings or family members in fiction you basically open a restricted gate and start doing the same whenever you can

It's the same concept as drugs ( a bit harsh of an example ik just couldn't think of any else more effective as an example ) you start out thinking it's fun and before you know it your in too deep

And this is from personal experience

When I first started out on the internet I would always be thrust into the weirder side of the fandoms , before I even watched gravity falls I NO JOKE shipped dipper and mabel , even though I knew they were siblings cause as I said before you get desensitized to this type of media that you just start accepting it as normal

Or maybe when someone else sees it they'll be like Oh~ iM sOoo bAd~ 🤭

I-i just know there's someone like that

Anyway my point being just like how soo many anime deewbs have basically been ecstatic about incest content , to the point where it's a trope of its own

These type of ships and many more are present through every fandom but people who ship them aren't entirely bad but playing with dolls at home and playing with them to an audience are completely different things

Especially with a topic like incest that has perpetuated through history and is still followed

I'll take myself as an example for this , my mother told me that my uncle's son , MY COUSIN could have been an option for marriage if he wasn't younger then me

Incest in all forms exist freely in media , I grew with this exact type of incest as normal

Though I am deeply ashamed to admit this incest has been seen as normal in many of the media from different countries , it's used a gag and actively accepted and encouraged by the people in it

I've seen a real life example of a girl who wanted to marry her cousin in the future and everyone was nothing but encouraging towards her

Media comes from culture , what we deem wrong now at this place may not be deemed wrong in this time or place

Maybe that's why I feel uncomfortable with incest but again I can't really articulate my emotions on the matter enough to tell you exactly why incest in media bothers me so much

My end goal with this rant is just , idk dude I feel like we've normalised incest in media and I personally don't like it

Anyway thanks for the ask bud (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

I do wish my very first ask wouldn't be about incest and instead art related tho , man ¯⁠\⁠_⁠༼⁠ ⁠ಥ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠ಥ⁠ ⁠༽⁠_⁠/⁠¯ I'll take my wins where I can

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

OH I ALMOST FORGOT

Bill - I wanna crawl inside your skin and be there forever

Ford - 😧

The text says : he's bald & he tortures people with hair

Bald chicken ( idk what to say other than I wanna make this my persona )

This one is inspired by @honeqq's bill pines au

And I drew this with the intention that this is the aftermath of their wedding night

Bill in the back : holy mother of math!! How did I bag this guy (⁠｡⁠・⁠/⁠/⁠ε⁠/⁠/⁠・⁠｡⁠)

My hc is that this ford is the happiest and most social out of any other ford's and maybe one of the weakest as well , JUST BECAUSE HE HAD HIS HUSBAND TO PROTECT HIM OK!! NONE OF THE OTHERS HAD THAT 😤😤 ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽