loungilā:
was he being too calm? he almost feared so, in his lack of experience with anything related to the sphere of emotional involvement, especially in romantic relationshipsĀ ājinwoo being the very first heās felt something this strong towards, being the first one who caressed his lips and held him tight and made him feel safe and sound, being the very first one to make him experience how an actual romantic date was supposed to be. it was giving him the proverbial butterflies all over his stomach, it was making him smile indeed⦠he just wished to be just good at expressing those emotions. perhaps he only needed time and practice, like with anythng else.Ā ā i know, but you canāt blame me for being curious. ā even with cane at hand and chilly air telling him he was in the complexās hallway heād let the other slowly guide him towards the elevatorĀ āfingers easily finding their way towards the braille embossed buttons.Ā ā of course i am. just relax, things are going to work just fine. ā
itās not the date itself thatās making him so nervous ā no, not when heās already got all the experience he needs, having been on countless dates before, so many that heās honestly lost count. itās just that maybe, just maybe, all he wants is to impress his boyfriend,Ā to make sure that their first date as an official couple will be a memorable one, to make him feel special, because thatās what he deserves. because sanggil trulyĀ is the most important person in his life, and jinwoo would to anything to make him happy.Ā ā i just really want everything to be perfect, yāknow? ā cue jinwooās famous pout as he leads the other into the elevator once the doors open, pressing the ground floor button and then leaning down to peck his boyfriendās cheek, his hand resting protectively on the small of his back.Ā āĀ i know i probably sound like a broken record right now, but god, you just look so stunning tonight. i mean, youāre always beautiful, but yāknow. i love you so much, babe.Ā āĀ and there he goes again,Ā blabbering on and on about how whipped he is ā itās a miracle that he hasnāt scared sanggil off yet. once they reach their destination, he guides the other out of the elevator, then out of the building, an infatuated grin gracing his features as he holds the door open for his beloved, a cool breeze greeting them.
















