I had once wished that I was dead
I would lay there in my bed
and crave for that sweet sound of silence
My wish for death almost came true
but in those final moments
I wished so bad for that breath of life
And Wishing I hadn’t wished for death.
I had once wished to fall in love
i would lay there in my bed
and yearn for it to be filled with two touching souls,
not just a cold body and pillows
My wish for love had one day come true
but the more the time passed,
the more i wished that the feelings weren’t just one sided
And wishing I hadn’t wished for love
I had once wished for hope
I would lay there in my bed
searching for a future
but all I saw was darkness
My wish for hope had finally come true
but the more I hoped
the more I wished I could just have, not hope to have
And wishing I had never wished for hope
We wish on stars and pray to gods
only to find that we wish we hadn’t wished at all.
-the reality of wishing
I feel this hardcore





























