big fire, big burn

i hate to do this again ( again ) but it’s a new month & i’m a bit short on rent, about 120$,  here are my PAYPAL & KO-FI & as always, if you want something in return, you can check my commission post here ( with the warning that i can be excruciatingly slow & forgetful with commissions, & i’m generally more likely to get them done if you bother me about them frequently .  this isn’t a joke, my brain disease makes me a mess, i don’t share that post because of the shame that i carry ) .  it seems i can’t really ask for any patience from my landlord , our bill literally says the payment date is the 3rd & on the day he shows up at our doorstep to yell about how he’ll change the locks tomorrow if we don’t pay .  it’s a bit worrying to think i’ve made three of these posts so far & now there’s a formula to them, it really does feel wrong, & while i know there’s little stigma around asking for help like this, it sucks shit to do .  however, i’ll be out of this hole very soon, hopefully. as me & my roommate plan on moving to another, cheaper place out of the city as soon as possible, in an area with better job opportunities .  apartments like this are really hard to find, & it’s in a smaller town, but we lucked out .

carol ann duffy, medusa // angela carter, the lady of the house of love // euripides, medea // catherynne m. valente, deathless // oscar wilde, salomé // girlhood, medusa, and female rage // margaret atwood, circe/mud poems

“Planet of Love”, Richard Siken

ลุงบุญมีระลึกชาติ (Uncle Boonmee Who Can Recall His Past Lives, 2010) Directed by Apichatpong Weerasethakul

I placed my hand on the back of his neck. I pulled him toward me. And kissed him. I kissed him. And I kissed him. And I kissed him. And I kissed him. And he kept kissing me back.

little women (2019) dir. greta gerwig / please don’t say you love me, gabrielle aplin / seaside improvisation, richard siken / fleabag / first love / late spring, mitski / when you’re around, pity sex

salt, eivør.