im a personally labeled anti (???) (maybe? I think all of this labeling/polarization is rather silly, but I lean on the side of free expression while being aware of the effect of it on your community/people around you.) I am anti harm, pro expression, and i believe actively posting things like this is harmful for others and the self. not here to lecture you or make myself ontop of a high horse, just curious on your input and whatnot being an insider in a community i personally do not feel the best in.
mainly, im curious! what made you get so into this? did you end up around and have it fit your symptoms? why do you interact with your audience in this way? why do you do this generally, as an outward / visually functional adult?
I watch this community, and the proship community from afar and occasionally, I have strong feelings about people who take advantage of people and animals that cant defend themselves and yet also understand the problem isnt an "inherent evil". Though I do believe constant consumption of media such as pedophilia and zoophila or even abuse can both justify action and make it seem desirable.
psychological science and anthropology are things I am very passionate about and I care to conduct my own in my own mini-gay zones. feel free to discard this message, or answer it! in no way do I want to attack or harass you, but see you relatively eye to eye and speak to you as an adult.
Hello, thank you for your thoughtful questions.
We initially stumbled upon this community because we saw "radqueers" on so many DNI lists, and were curious. We were very "anti", specifically in that we disagreed with transabled identities.
Then, we began engaging with the paraphile community, and eventually stumbled upon the "transhateful" identity tags, and it really resonated with some of us.
I suppose I do all of this because it feels good to share my thoughts and fantasies. I believe our paraphilias resulted from trauma; when we were a child a lot of our beloved children's shows harbored adult fans, and we stumbled upon very intense and extreme fanart/fanfictions/groupchats/etc. Considering we consumed so much of it, I wouldn't be surprised if it kind of fucked up our sexual development. It's why I am very anti-minor in adult spaces. Realistically, the adults in the chats we joined should've found a way to verify our age, because we were very obviously 10 lmao.
I continue to engage with what I do because I figure we're already solidly fucked, like we are not ever going to get rid of these thoughts or cravings.
In an ideal, perfect world, I'd be able to do whatever I please. However, that's just not a reality, so I am content (enough) to settle for imagination and potentially "consensual" abuse.
I make it clear that I only want other adults personally interacting with me because I do believe it's fucked up to groom someone, same thing with fucking animals. So, in those instances, I'm anti-contact.