Embracing My Sissy Truth: A Journey of Self-Discovery
I used to say to myself that I would just try wearing sexy clothes for fun and to enjoy having a secret sissy life. Maybe I would suck a cock and get fucked once, and then I would get over it and live my life straight. That was before I sucked the first cock. but I always failed to live as a straight male. Once I wore the first panty I bought, I got triggered, and it was done. I tried to change it, but I always failed.
And then, once I took the first cock in my whore ass, it was done. I became a whore. Now, after a year and a half since the first cock fucked me, I have become a sissy whore for life. I am always looking to get deeper and reach a higher level, to be more obedient, sluttier, and dumber, and just care about being weak and used by all my superiors. I want to feel how good it is to be fucked and humiliated, the beauty of obeying them, shutting my brain, and doing what makes them happy. I want them to choose me all the time for their pleasure.
You know, I believe being a sissy is my true gender. Even before the first cock I sucked, just wearing panties and female clothes made me a slut for life. I was trying to get over it and live a straight life, throwing all clothes and panties away and swearing I would never wear as a female again. But weeks later, I found my sissy soul taking me to the shop to buy new panties and clothes to show my feminine side. For many years, I was fighting my true self.
It's just a fact that shows how dumb and pathetic we are. We are meant to be sissies, and denying that truth will ruin our lives. But once we admit and live our sissy lives normally, we can feel the beauty of life and start to feel normal and happy. Sadness always comes with denying the truth about being sissies who just want to be toys for men and women. And once we submit and admit our true selves, we feel the good change in our lives.
You know, we have a chance to be losers, weak, and dumb. If we didn't take it, we would regret it. I can't tell you how good it is to explore new things as a sissy, from using dildos and plugs to getting fucked by men to serving women and being their toy. Nothing can beat living our real selves. And still, I have a lot to explore. I still need to be used more and in different ways. I want this happiness to be more and more, and the only way is to explore more chances and be dumber, ready for bigger cocks and huge dildos, and dumber to do anything just to make my superiors laugh at me and call me a faggot. That's pure happiness.
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