only god knows

i crave you in such a sickly way, your presence makes my stomach twist and your absence leaves me wanting to throw up my organs.

i want to keep you like a secret. i should be the only person who has access to you.

mindlessly staring at my screen, waiting for your notification. it's the only notification i look forward to.

woah you’re like awesome as shit let’s get into an abusive, codependent relationship and be miserable together for eternity. ok? awesome.

wish he'd carve into my skin,, collect my blood & carry it with him in a little glass jar

i feel like i’m falling apart from the inside just from wanting you this much

“you're your own person and you can make your own decisions” but i don’t want that. i want to be yours. in every sense of the word.

i feel like i’m dying when i’m with you and i feel like i’m dead when i’m not

You locked me in this cold and quiet room, that I now consider my heaven. I sit down quietly on the floor, wrapped in your faded bandages as I wait for your next command. Tell me to bleed for you, and I'll gladly do it with a smile on my face.

haha you’re so cool can i staple our flesh together so you can’t leave me or do you want me to die

When someone expects any kind of dominance from me so then I have to Ruin Their Life Forever .